the torturous mid years are finally over! and i treated myself to some retail therapy. i finally got my birkenstocks!

well, my mid year results are disapointing as usual. yes it is.
chinese- B3
english- B4
a math- E8
e math- B3
bio- F9
phys/chem- C6
ss/geog- B4
literature- C6
therefore, my freaking L1R5 's 26

oh wells, im still thinking where i can go with 26 points. lol.
not like i care. im just going to mug like crazy. if thats possible for me.
so i won't be coming online for quite some time cos i need to devote my time to chinese. get at least an A for chinese i hope. and work hard for the Os. then, go for a relaxing trip. haha..
oh wells, there's nothing much i wanna say. not that i can say anything much. blog's are just.. horrible somehow.
gtg now! wanna finish the hols hw by this week. (:
like real. haha!


-emma

neverland- love psychedelico

so long my memories
all beneath my love
siren, the silence
far, i hear my voice

so calm, i'm going down
gently inside

day dream of the neverland
far, i close my eyes

so slow, im going down
deep inside

wish of the darkness
silently falling
into the light
the way from the darkness
to neverland

so long my melodies
all behind my words
shadows of silence
hide my time away

slow down, calling my heart
moving inside...



a nice song that i like. hmm... this band's pretty good. the lyrics will sound weird cos its like english and jap.
i wanna grow up. i wanna be 21. the lives of 21ers are like cool. its sucky. though people day its sweet sixteen. i wanna escape. singapore's so... small. i guess i've made up my mind. i hate the school life now. i wanna go overseas. i guess its time i grow up. i can't be daddy's little girl all the time can i? at one point in my life, i gotta learn how to cook and operate the washing machine and learn how to live on my own isn't it?
but on second thoughts, i'm not sure. i guess i'll apply for a poly. i hate the jc sch system. its just like an extended stay in secondary sch. just that there's guys and yuckier subjects that you won't even use in ur life.
my dad's so outdated. he asked me if i can drive when im 18 . haha.. told him i can only do that when im 21. he wants to get me a sports car. i told him i dun wanna get robbed. (:
mercs clk is so damn nice. the advert is nice. dunno if the car is. haha! mom saw it and was thinking of changing her car. the advert has definately done its job. (:
went shopping. bought a tee. thats all. i wanna get shoesssss. and sunnies. (:


-emma

haven't blogged for ages.the myes are like finally over.left with lit papers on tuesday. i can't really be bothered cos im gonna fail my other papers anyway. so, one more fail isn't gonna make a diff. but im still gonna study a little of course. cos my mom's nagging. went out for lunch yesterday with bro and mom for mothers day. wanna get my mom this gucci wallet, but i only have like 150 bucks with me. ): and the wallet costs like 400 i think. or was it 600. oh wells, shall like save up and get it for her for her birthday.

watched lord of the dance yesterday with fong. its was pretty good. (: saw ann yesterday too. what a conincidence. haha.. anyways, fong was like saying she wanna get heels cos it seems like alot of people are wearing them. hmm... anyways, still have not decided what to wear for the wedding dinner on vesak day, at the gran hyatt. chan soo sen's gonna be there too. haha.. one of my dad's friend's son's wedding. not like i know any of them. i seriously dun wanna go. its so dumb. i'll have nobody to talk to and i can only eat at like 9pm. which is like freaking sucky. but hyatt's not bad lar.so i agreed to go. anyway, if the food sucks, i can go to mezza9 or the cafe, of the straits kitchen right? have yet to try the straits kitchen yet. its suppose to be not bad. hmm..
i guess i should just wear my white dress. but i dun have the shoes. bleah. i hate dinners.

oh wells, i gtg mug now. for lit. anyway, im going shopping tmr. haha!

-emma