if only...
-i had read up my ss tb more in depth and not sleep while reading it
-i had done more e math prac.
-i had studied for chinese
-i did more practice for english
-i was smart

retail therapy (:
went for 2 days of shopping and i feel much better. (: went shopping with mom on friday. got the miss sixty skirt. it was simply too cute. it has this ballerina skirt material beneath the skirt. cute (: then got this white fcuk top with the fcuk words in sequins. though its like 75 and 6 more dollars than the pole jeans tee, the material is so much better. i feel as though i have been cheated by polo jeans. shall never buy any tees from them ever again. well, except for their polo tee. lol. went accesories shopping at dior. the new shop is great. so big and nice. got a pair of earrings. they had no stock for the ring. damn. no nice necklaces. so ended up with the earrings. mom got herself a anteprima bag. that bag is seriously damn nice. i shall like borrow it from her soon. hahah.. its like black with a little gold. cool huh? but too bad anteprima doesn't have a peach coloured bag ):
saturday. met fong at 12 plus. went to tcc. my dear partner has told me so much about that place and the must try potato wedges with cheese. so went with fong. had potato wedges and macaroni. and this coffee drink. iced moncheri i think. fong said something gross about it. shall not say it here. its pretty sick when u think of it. lol. the waiter who was serving us was like so happy la. maybe something good happened to him. haha.. he had this cheeky smile plaster on his face. then we went on to try dresses and more dresses! lol. went to zara, daniel yam (queued for like ages). topshop, dorothy perkins and blah blah blah. i liked the top i tried at zara. but i didn't get it. don't think i'll wear it anyway. though its nice. haha.. fong tries this funny samurai dress at topshop. hilarious. haha.. well, i dun think i'll get a dress for grad night. i'll just wear some dress i have at home. its to stressful shopping for dresses. but don't worry fong, i'll still go dress shopping wf u (:
now i know why i love shopping. i don't mind working at some high end boutique. really. i can't stand how the people working there act as though they own the shop. but hello? they're only working there. bitches. but thats how life is. but i have to comment that there are really some really nice and sweet people who provide good service (:
oh wells. enough of my crap. sundays are boring. ): still in the process of thinking about my future.
1) TP,hospitality and tourism management
2) VJC
3) SAJC
4) ACJC ( and wake up at 5.30 evey morning ): )
5) visit kath or donna and study in perth or uk. haha!

well.. just random thoughts (:

i hate school. i hate the Os to be more exact. im losing the stamina. im so distracted. i just wanna go out. like chill for a week or so. i need my shopping spree. seriously. or i should just ban myself from reading the 7 mags i buy each month. im a mag junkie. i know. i should be spending more time reading chem and bio instead. i know. i should be practicing math qns instead. i know. but its just that.. i don't even know what's my aim. i don't want to be stuck with this kind of mugging. i don't want to go to a jc. i don't even know what i wanna do. i don't wanna be a doctor. neither do i want to be a lawyer. or some accountant. im not even good at anything. not good at science. math. literature. language. sighs. who ever said everybody is talented? i need a motivation in life. i have to stop having the mindset that if i don't get in to a jc or poly, i can just jet off somewhere. sighs. i don't even know if hospitality and tourism is my kinda thing. imagine myself. working all day at the hotel and all. faking that smile. well, perhaps im pretty darn good at smiling all the time. perhaps. was talking to jean today, she's still thinking if jc or poly's her thing. well, seriously, i think she'll definitely be much happier in a poly. and she said i could try apparel design as a 2nd choice. hmmm... funny. emma the deisgner? nah. chatted with kath for awhile. she said i should consider a job as a mag editor, think singapore vogue. hilarious. my english's not even good. sighs. so what if i get into h & t ,management? where do i even go next?


shan't think about all these. life doesn't go as planned anyway. on a brighter note, im looking forward to this weekend. shopping at last. i wanna get another song and kelly dress. and seriously more heels. i have to get that ck jeans skirt. though daphne says the probability that it'll still be there is kinda low. damn. why why why didn't i get it the last time? damn. and daph gave me a mission. lol. check out dkny shoes. was reading the mags yesterday, its like they're all featuring eye makeup. they look so pretty. and the dior pearl lipst. think i'll get one. even though mine's not even halfway finished. gosh. i gotta stop thinking about shopping. 3 MORE DAYS! and im free (:

p.s has anybody watched any movies lately? i seriously need recommendations.

back from jakarta! took the afternoon flight back. was supposed to come back yesterday but my dad's friend asked us to stay for another night. so.. oh wells. stayed. haha.. then had to buy another set of clothing for today. didn't really get much stuff. just got 2 slippers for like 8 bucks. and thats all. kinda pathetic. there's not much to buy anyway. the wedding is so preeeetty and nice (: wore my song and kelly dress. im kinda glad i wore that cos everybody's like dressed up so nicely. not like the pple in singapore. i mean some don't even bother. there's like a great big language barrier too. i dun speak malay u see. haha.. xcept for satu dua tiga and well i can read keluar and buka. haha! all from the commands. lol. anyways. the seafood rest was pretty darn good. the prawns are like huge. haha.. the posh chinese rest too. well, if i were to ever go to indonesia again, it would be for the food. and their la senza stores. haha.. gosh.i need to go to la senza. they have such pretty stuff now. i need some sleep now! gotta start my 4 day full mugging. prelims are here! i need loads of luck! (: