Wednesday, August 31, 2005

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

went back to khs after sch celebrations. (: it was so fun! seeing all the ex classmates (: well. not all. but it was already cool enough. (: the teachers didn't recognise me. ): did i really change that much? haha.. anyways. took photos! ((: its so niceeee to see them again. had fun talking about the past. (: i realised i was like a really mean girl. keep taking pple's stuff. oops! haha..didn't get a chance to sit at our former places though. )): i would love to do that one day. its so nice to see the hopscotches! i missed it. the garden's still so nice. but the kids seem so small. haha.. (:
sighs. memories memories. u'll never get the same experiences ever. which is pretty sad. sighs.

anyways. went shopping these few days. although i seriously ought to be mugging. i feel guilty now. =X im going to jakarta on monday! and tuesday. ((: for a wedding. then went shopping yesterday and mom got me 2 dresses from song and kelly. i didn't know they had such nice stuff! one's a tube dress with the floaty kinda material and the other's a beige coloured one. (: peddar red is a great shoe shop. i stepped in and immediately found this pair of sandals that i could match with my dress. cool huh? (: then i gt my sunnies today! pink ones(: weee~! shopping is sooo good. seriously. now i noe why i love it. (: anyways, was browsing through the mags. and saw the chloe paddington bag. people who have like loads of money to spend: get it! its so damn nice. dunno the price though. but its nice. an It bag. (: i still haven't gotten my miss sixty card ): maybe it got lost along the way. maybe they dun wanna give it to me cos i put my age as 16 and ticked one of the lowest for income ): anyways. getting my club 21 card. weee~! discounts ((: discount card rocks. but i still haven't used my seventeen one. don't even know where to use it =X mom's finally gonna get her chanel bag. after eyeing it for like years. goot for her. she seems so happy. (: gosh. i should stop. this is making me obsessive and making me wanna shop more. but i can't anymore. ): gonna be a good girl and mug. well, anybody who has been to jakarta, anywhere nice to recommend? thanks loads! (:

CRATER!

wow. its been like months since i really blogged. i just finished reading the washingtonienne. its not bad. tells u the pros and cons of blogging. haha! and not to gossip in ur blog. alot has been happening lately. well. first the POP.

im finally and officially out of cedar npcc. i'll certainly miss crater loads and loads and loads. u guys MUST come over for christmas party kaes? i'll miss delphinus loads and loads. i'll miss aries loads and loads. i'll miss sirius loads and loads.
CRATER.
i still remb when we were swearing in at bartley sec. i was still so blur and all. wearing our uniforms with practically nothing except for the school crest. not even our name tags. having ma'ams checking our uniform, our not so shiny boots and our chef's hat berets. sighs. i still remember camps. going to pulau ubin, walking into the campsite with our oh so heavy bags. having poor personal hygiene. sleeping with the flies buzzing. washing the toilets. doing orienteering in the rain. having 7 mosquito bites on my face. eating sardines and curry with maggi. eating a breakfast bar every morning. having to run aroung the campsite and pitch tents with the oh so hot pegs that gave us blisters. going to camp in camp look-specs+hair all up. campfires! feeling the heat of the fire while singing the campfire songs. annual camp! changing parades! getting scolded alot. crying with sqdmates. punishment with sqdmates. getting pinched to keep ourselves awake. the long late night early morning debriefs. morning apt. washing mass tins. doing punishments under the stars. sighs. i will miss all these. not forgetting the sorting of the MCs and parents letters. the smell of the admin cupboard. the times where we gossip about the undesirable enemy. and laughing like nobody's business. wow. i miss these. do u know that? i love crater. loads. i will always remember this wonderful experience in my life. (: thank you.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

to cheer myself up, a song that i really love (:


Why are there so many songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,
And rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it
I know they're wrong, wait and see.

Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
Who said that every wish would be heard and answered
when wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that
and someone believed it,and look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing?
And what do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
the lovers, the dreamers and me.

All of us under its spell,
we know that it's probably magic....
Have you been half asleepand have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.
Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors?
The voice might be one and the same.
I've heard it too many times to ignore it.
It's something that I'm supposed to be.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
the lovers, the dreamers and me.
DISAPPOINTMENT.
thats what's going on in my life.