its been a really long time since i last posted something,
the As are finally over, and i kinda have this 'lost' feeling inside of me..
its like all of a sudden you just stop what you've always been doing-studying. i mean, not like its a bad thing, i guess i'm still trying to get used to not using me brains ( maybe i haven't been doing that all along too hehe), and kinda having so much free time to spare. i mean its good, the spare time, but there's only so much you can do in singapore, and after awhile, you just find that life's monotonous.
yes, i do hve plans for this long break of mine, basically i'm gonna get my driving license ( so i get to hang out till later at night (YAY) and to travel around easily), do my SAT, get a job, enjoy my long break. i wish i could just travel around and just relax, but with my mommy, i'm always going on tour packages, which is something i really dislike, because i feel that its like more stressful as compared to being in singapore. i have to wake up at like 6 plus in the morning and hang out with people i don't know. i mean i'm not exactly the kind who's able to hang out with others easily. and i have to go to those places i don't exactly want to. its just a wastage of time spent there. but, i shall not complain, i feel fortunate enough that i'm actually going somewhere.
JAPAN! yes, i'l partly excited and partly scared. i have this feeling i'll go crazy and start buying everything and spend excessive amounts of money on things i don't really need. i admit i'm a shopaholic, i buy things that look good, appeal to me, and 'i have to get it', but in the end, i realise that i don't really need them. its evident from the fact that every year, i clear probably 1/4 of the things i buy.
well, as i'm getting older by a year, i just hope that i'd have more self-control. its difficult, i like ALOT of things, and i mean it. i mean i could list down a list of things that i want now, and the list would probably be like 10 storeys high, kidding haha. i admit i'm materialistic and brands do matter for me. i mean it makes u feel better, the same way wearing a great bra makes u feel good. so well, time for me to do some financial planning practise self-control!
