GONG XI FA CAI!

chinese new year's here again (: i went to my grandma's hse again, like always and met up with my cousins and people whom i see only once a year. spent the afternoon yesterday watching tv. they really should have better programs! my bro and i were bored almost to death. then the buffet people came and we ate and ate and talked and talked and took photos and more photos. then i led the kids to the open space and played with the fire thingy. i have to tell you, its really difficult to control kids. especially those who are like so high. like my cousin benjamin. benjamin's scary. he took like 5 of them and started to swing them around and scared the hell out of me. i was desperately trying to stop him by controlling the number of sticks he had that i didn't get to play much. ): haha.. its nice to relive my childhood once again for a mere half an hour. then back to grandma's hse. watched more tv and went home after that. i was damn tired i fell asleep pretty soon after managed to bathe and dry my hair without falling sleep i the toilet, unlike someone i know. :P

woke up early this morning and packed my room. then later in the afternoon my relatives came and also some of my mom's dad's and bro's friends. i kinda regretted not asking my friends along. cos i sort of figured out that they would be pretty busy visiting isnt it? okay so i slacked around, trying my best to entertain the people. well, kids to be more exact. my nephew and niece have grown quite abit, at least they could walk and talk now. then i kinda like played with this 2 kids. guess they kinda like my room cos its so pinky with barbie dolls and soft toys. maybe its time i redecorated my room! so this 3 year old girl, jamie took loads of pics okay. with my phone and 50% of them are all blurry. haha.. then after they went home my dad's friends came and i had to entertain this 2 small boys. switched on the disney channel for them.then watched with them and stuffed them with candies so they wouldn't run around. then after words they became so hyperactive and started running around and playing peek a boo with me. damn hilarious. then they kept laughing. kids are really so damn hyper and have so much energy okay. pretty tired now. came on just to check my homework. haven't done any of it yet! ): grr... ciao!

sighs.
once again, im back here in the library. it totally has to be my favourite hangout or something. joce went off for her hpys lecture, leaving me here alone in the lib. damn bored. even anas, my classmate said i looked damn bored from far. lol.
i realised i have so much stuff to do and im like always pushing it back or forgetting loads of stuff. which is like applying nail polish on my mom's newly bought sandals. i keep forgetting stuff, so like jean, i've decided i shall get myself a organiser. anybody has any comments on where to get like cool quirky funky prettilicious organisers? im in desperate need for it. i saw this page in last month's 17 mag with the really pretty organisers but the dumb thing is that they did not like put down the shop and where to get it. stupid? i think so. so im sorta like wondering where the hell to get them. grr. anwyay, i still owe dear jean her organiser. (im so so so sorry girl! maybe i'll pass it to you soon okay? this sat?)

places to go/things to do:
-dior(for that pair of friggin nice earrings in style)

-nike( for sneakers?)

-le sports sac (tokidoki bag+wallet-checked the other day but its not here yet. i totally adore lesportsac. they have really funky stuff (: check out the tokidoki collection! lesportsac.com)

-fcuk ( they're having a sale!)

-la senza!

-raffles hotel (pay deposit for reunion dinner)

-floral shops (get new year flowers)

-vive salon (still thinking if i should get a hair cut for new year)

-shop for daphne's belated bday pressie

-get vday gifts for my bestest buds

-paint gems

-type out class contact list

-admire the gorgeous chandelier in my room ;)

-wait for 6 feb to come!(desperate housewives)

finally! 12.50 soon! lunch with mum. hopefully sushi?
ciao!

yet another free period in school where i spend it playing yahoo pool online again. sighs. but i most probably won't be able to do so anymore cos i just got my timetable and ts pretty packed. so i guess i'l be busy! had the oh so boring assebly just now where like joce puts in, the teachers talk as if their main and sole purpse is to bore us to death.its kinda true. had sme after that. hmm.. got appointed as the econs rep. lol. and my ctutor thought my name was mabel. hilarious. then he kept calling me mabel and i was like huh? who's that? haha.. took a class photo then off we go and here i am. geisha's released today. can't wait to watch it (: i hope its good!oh the shooting trials results are gonna be out tmr. i hope hope hope i do get in! anyways, gotta go for chinese soon. ciao!

long day at school, almost dozed off during phys lecture, just sat in for abit more boredom. missed school yesterday, hmm... didn't really miss out anything in school. well, except for chinese introductory lecture, in which u won't gain much anyway. i kinda like skipped school cos i had no lectures. so i got an mc from the clinic then went shopping with mom. hmm.. got the new year cookies and stuff. spent like 400 on them. insane. then went over to song and kelly to check out if they have new dresses. got 2 in the end. one red one, for new year, and another light gold one for.. just any other occasion. went to peddar red, got black wedges (: mom got sandals from bonia. hmmm... tommy shirt for bro. i just LOVE the colour so much i just had to get it for my bro. the colours are such happy colours (:
went to orchard a few days earlier too, after school. met my aunt and mom and another lady, my aunt's friend. went to paragon for lunch then shopped for my aunt's sofa for her new house at carribean. then mom and i went over to nue to check out the shoes. unfortunately, the shoes i want are not here yet. damn. ): shall wait.
i can't wait for cny to come! (: school days are so boring. sigh. if only i could shop all day. im sorry, but im just a shopaholic. (:
gotta go off now, GOLDEN GLOBE!

got to know my civics group today. its not too bad. the arts classes are really very little. only 5 classes. its okay! it means we're special people! haha.. hmm.. my class's pretty okay i think? don't really know all of them.
well, just chatted with pearl and i found something she said damn amusing. there are people who actually remember me as the rich girl. which is so damn funny. kinda like the first time i heard it. today was pretty boring. no lectures at all for me. sat in for phys which was super boring and for lit which was pretty interesting. kinda liked the lesson, but what a pity, i won't be taking lit at all. i chose history. which i guess will be like kinda boring as compared to lit. grr.. talking about history, i haven't found someone who goes for history lecture too! damn. ):
anyways, so damn tired now. took a bus home which took like an hour. so bored ): good thing i had my ipod with me. but i kinda regretted not buying the mags. ): anyways, joce and me went to tm today. like the second time this week. haha.. took loads of lame pics. with the macs ice cream. haha..
sighs. going to bed now. so sleepy. ciao!

grrr.. school is so boring. i only have like one lecture today-maths.
well, sat in for geography. totally cool. i mean the tutor is so funny. well, corny more like it.
still have like 2 more hours till shooting trials.
didn't get transferred to science stream. ): and i guess me and joce will be in like different classes. even sad-der. damn. but i kinda like talked to the teacher. so i really hope she just like put me in the science stream. well, i wouldn't really care that much if i was like in the same class as joce. i mean, damn, im like so anti-social i probably wouldn't even get any new friends. LOL. whatever. i totally forgot the chose i picked. i hope i didn't like choose lit. cos they're not even starting on the book yet. just like the basic skills, most prob those i've alreasy learnt before.
i only have my princess of park ave and ipod to survive school. damn. its already pretty boring. joce and i were like snapping away with my phone cam. i just love the paranoma thingy. its just so COOL.grr.. gotta look for something to do now. there's like not much people to message now. all my friends are in school! sigh. think i'll just play some msn game. lol. ciao!

relationships are complicating.

somehow, when i woke up today i just felt really depressed.
i couldn't sleep last night.
i admit im someone's who's so damn insecure.
its horrible.
its really silly to think that way, but i just do.
perhaps we're drifting further apart.
but i still hope we stay together.

on a lighter note, i finally have some rest time for myself. i could finally get my 9 hours of sleep. orientation's over. its not bad. when i first got there i was really pretty pissed with everything. sort of hated everything. i wished i was back in cedar. i still wanna be a cedarian. or perhaps maybe just somewhere else. i missed the cedar cheers, i missed ms leong, i missed jean and fong, i missed my dear partner cherell, i missed 4s, i missed crater. but the ogl's were pretty nice, esp peiying, she was so funny and nice and cheery. PLUS, i had beloved joce with me so its still okay. had games and all, i didn't really talk much to my other group mates. well, im just not a very sociable person u know. got home, darn tired. got some rest.the next few days were pretty okay. hmm. wet games, lectures,mass dance. talking bout mass dance, the dance's really cute. erm. but the partner's not so. i didn't even know his name. abandoned my partner the next day to dance with joce, much better actually. had the o-nite on friday, the first half was not really good, heard that thing you do for like a million times, and time seemed to pass so slowly, but the last part was super. the combo band was great. superb actually. everybody was like so high and all. didn't go for supper with the group, went home instead. i mean, tampines is just a place that i visit like once a year, and the times i go there for the past 16 years of my life are probably just less than 20. bro picked me, went for dinner/supper. was super hungry cos the last thing i ate was like summer peach snapple. i LOVE snapple. well, i guess tpjc isn't that bad after all.

still haven't decided what i want to join-shooting, bowling, guitar ensemble, squash, dragonboat or band.
but i was pretty turned off by the band teacher actually. i guess she is. she was ike asking me if i had musical background and asking me to join cos my cert will look better next time and she was like totally degrading shooting or something. i mean she can like promote band without like telling me the other cca's were bad, right? anyway, she asked me if i was going to stay in tpjc after the 1st 3 months, i just told her 'no'. then she just rolled her eyes and walked away.
i was just being honest right? i mean, i won't stay in tpjc simply because distance really is a problem for me. i don't like waking up early and i don't like being in a almost foreign part of sg.

lectures tmr. sigh. my lectures are only on the first and last period. dammit.