goal: below 10 for Os.

i want. i must. i will.

homework homework and more homework!

i can't believe i finished most of my homework! i still have english and biology. i was staring at my biology homework and i didn't even know what to write. i have forgotten almost everything. pretty sure about it. sighs. this goes to show how terrible my memory is. i will just have to start revising. maybe i'll get a bio tutor. or go for bio tuition? =X oh wells. will try to find the answers to the qns.

went with mummy for her check up yesterday.the results are fine. so there's no problem! just that her leg's hurting. but the doc says it'll heal. maybe in a year's time? yepps. mummy got 2 more slippers from peddar red again. she just couldn't resist. haha.. its really cute lar. i wanted to get this pair of red shoes. but i dunno if i should. hmmm... red or yellow. oh wells. shall not buy anymore shoes. i have no place to put them in anyway. cos my mom occupied the 2 largest cupboards and also one not so big one. my bro have 3 too. dad has like half. haha.. and i occupy only one of the not so big ones. and half of yet another not so big cupboard. ): i finally. finally. finally got a denim skirt that is the length i wanted. ((: lucky me. hehe.. perlini's stuff is really niceeee. i love that shop. got a heart shaped ring from there. and a pair of gecko ear studs. niceee!

didn't go out today. was sucha slacker. bro came home and slacked for a while today. claims that he forgot to bring something. and ended up reading the papers and watching tv with us. haha..he said my new hairstyle. which isn't really very diff from the previous one, it like too gentle for me. whats that suppose to mean! anyways. im sucha good girl today. i did my chinese. and finished up the last bit of my math. and also did ss. *smiles*

should i watch a series of unfortunate events? it seeems nice. i watched the advert like more that 100 times in cal last year. haha..or watch some other movie. try to sneak in and watch closer? or the jap cartoon? or hide and seek.nono. shall not watch horror movies anymore. white noise looks disgusting. oh wells. gotta go off to do some research for english now. the mosquito coil's smell is kinda gross. though it really helps. =S


fly awaay____*

emmaaa

just read the character analysis donna did. and i realised i miss her loads! i miss kath loads too!! ): but its okie. i'll see them soon. haha.. i realised that im very self-centered. its all about me myself and i. just like what my bro said too. oh wells. maybe i should change for the better and start caring more for the people around me. (:

no school today! only had to go for aikido. maybe i should like take up aikido lessons. but on second thoughts. i think not. went to parkway with mummy. got myself 3 books. what lola wants, memoirs of a geisha and the virgin suicides. i know they aren't exactly new books. but they look interesting anyway.

had tuition today. differentiation sucks. i hate it. i suck at it. ):

oh wells. aikido tmr. then going out with mummy. going to the hosp. for her check ups. after that its shopping! ((:

i really envy my parents. alot. cos its like.. they're married for 35 years and they're still so loving? sometimes they're really like those young couples. joking and laughing and stuff. not many couples are like that when they're like married for 35 years! still.. my dad dotes on my mom. alot. envies* haha.. oh wells. i love them to bits and pieces (:



emmaaa*

i just feel depressed all of a sudden.

sometimes. i feel that she's quite a control freak.

but its okie. whatever it is. i noe its for my own good and yada yada yada.

and i love her. so its alright. sighs. i dunno what to do with my life. overseas? sajc? or tp.

i hope someone can just like make the decision for me.
if i go overseas. well. i'll miss everyone. esp family and jean and fong.
if i go to sajc. he'll be there. and maybe jean and fong too (:
if i go to tp. it'll be loads of fun. studying at sentosa.

ooh wells. i can't wait till the Os are over. switzerland. (:

its been ages siince i blogged. i know that. but its just that well.. nothing interesting's happening in my life. haha.. these days its just school work. and loads of slacking. and well. i still seriously can't stand lum. i have never felt that irrtated and pissed with someone in my whole life.

went to tp's open house today. i like the tourism and hospitality course. its just cool. (: 1st year in tp, 2nd year in sentosa and 3rd year's internship programme. i tole my mom that and guess what she asked me. why don't you teach instead? well. i think teaching's not something i wanna do. i do not want to die of stress. grr..

im so slacky these days. sighs. the Os are this year. and im still going out every weekend. instead of studying. and iim actually thinking of getting below 10.

i think i'll die soon. its not really me to be so pessimistic. but everything bad's like happening this year. or end of last year. first the tsunami. earthquakes. terrorists. diseases. stupid weather. i dun think i'll live that long. why am i thinking of this?? *shakes head*

SAJC or TP?

sighs. i don't seem to be able to make up my mind.



live for today_____* emmaaa

new template!

i made a new template!
please give me comments? ((:

retail therapy

shopping yesterdat totally rocks lar. haha.. met fong at 1130. then went to orchard. it was pretty okie. not that packed. so i like listed down what i wanted to get. a tote bag and a skirt thats knee length. fong wanted to get ear studs. jean getting chi new year clothings. wanted for jean. so went to topshop. forgot what i tried on there. oh. this jeans skirt. went to perlini's. fong couldn't decide what to buy lar. haiyo! i got this heart shaped ear stud. wanted to get the crystal ones. but that one costs like 38. then saw this really nice pendant. its like this heart. with a cross inside. too bad im not christian. haha! anyways. jean came to meet us after that. went to mos for lunch. i was damn hungry lar. haha.. then went to this shop... with disgusting salespersons. haha.. went to zara! hehe.. tried this brown shirt. i think it was alright. but the colour wasn't. its brown. ): jean tried this red top. which i thought was nice. but fong said it wasn't. so we just shopped around.

then went to city link mall. got 2 albums. (: jean went to meet friends. went to six with fong. the ear studs there is niceeeee. i kinda regretted not getting any studs from there now. haha.. but oh wells. shall go there some other time. fong and i were like trying the rings. and like.. saying we will only marry guys who will give us a diamond ring that BIG. hahaha... fong was talking bout a diamond as big as my plastic ring. she say she'll need sunglasses. hahaha.. but i wun do that lar. marrying a guy because he can afford to give me a BIG diamond. like what ben affleck gave to j.lo.. the pink diamond from tiffany's. thats like.. wow. went to sun tec. went to la senza ((: got some stuff from there. haha.. green is so damn nice. then went to look for a present for bro's friend's son. 1 year old kid. got this train thingy. the baby clothings are like sooo cute.

met jean after that. went to dorothy perkins. tried... quite alot of stuff actually. glad that jean got her new year clothings already (: fong also got a top from there. i tried this pink tube thingy. it was really nice. sort of in this colour.but lighter i guess. but it was actually too lose lar. haha..the green top was nice. sighs. haha.. i think im like in love with green.

after that i was really.. shutting down any moment. was seriously dead. legs was hurting. oooh.. this shop called aldo rocks. me and fong were looking at those pointy toed shoes. she said its good for kicking. so i guess, if u're traveling overseas. remember to get those. (: tried one. it was sooo damn high. i swear i could just fall and die.

reached home at like 9 plus. dead tired. but was watching the simple life. it was quite alright. but i think that paris hilton's really slutty. sorry for being mean =X anyways. i think nicole richie is alright. went online. i was practically sleeping actually.

yesterday was fun (:



emmaaa*

my brain's like totally not functioning now. i dun think i'll make any sense here. but oh wells. just wanna like.. kill time. going out with jean and fong tmr. ((: shall get a new denim skirt. hehe.. thinking if i should like finish the bergdof blonde book tonight. oh wells. guess i'll go like.. sleep instead....................................

i'm feeling sooooo lazy now. have yet to do stoopid a math homework. i really dislike mdm rum. sorry to say. but i really do hope that we will have a different a math teacher. sighs. at least mr khoo is a lil better? no. loads i should say. ):

have yet to look for fong's pic. well... been searching for it on getty images. didn't noe which one she liked ): so fong, if u're like free and have nothing to do, maybe u can help a little? sighs. still thinking if i should change my template to the hearts one i made. i still feel its kinda plain. shall wait for inspiration. haha..

had tuition in the morning and i sorta like overslept. again. yes. was suppose to wake up at 8 but ended up lazing in bed till 8.45. im such a sleepy head.i seriously think im like childhood deprived or something. i loooooooove watching cartoons. its like everyday when i get back home, i'll switch to nickelodeon. every sunday too. but its okie. right? haha..

went out with mom after tuition. i couldn't be bothered to dress up. so i just pulled out my hilfiger polo shirt and my jeans. wore whatever earrings was on the first layer of the box and the anna sui ring. then i still had like 10 mins to stone. oh man.. whats wrong with me! mommy finally got her beverly feldman sandals! she was like soooo happy. haha.. she's like in love with it. everyday she'll tell me ' hey,when u're free right, lets go down to tangs and co and see if they have the sandals k?' she'll say that to me almost every single day! haha.. so funny. went to esprit and got 2 polo tees, red and yellow, and also one pink shirt. ((:

my house has been decorated! hehe..went to get the pussy willow and also some chrysanthemum plants. and also thing chilli thingy. (:

orchid farm =X

i'm done with yet another template. its pretty plain. i know that. but the hearts pic is just damn cute. ((: anybody who's free go take a look at it? then well, maybe u can give me some comments? click here!

the orchid farm trip today was really boriiiing! just walked around the orchid farm endlessly, under the hot sun, and best of all, we couldn't hear a single thing the person was saying. so its like.. walking around looking at orchids. so after that, people were like just taking photos of their friends and stuff. haha.. and buying orchids. i got myself 4 stalks. 2 pink and 2 white ones. its kinda pretty. haha.. the dancing orchid thingy that jean said was also very cute lar. haha.. dunno the price though. mrs lim got loads of orchids for the school. wow. and made us carry it ):

i seriously need to do some studying! chem test, ss test and e math class test next week! i think i'll just spend time studying over the weekends. i'm still contemplating whether or not i should go back to my pri sch to visit on cny eve. should i go for my manicure and paint my nails pink or visit the teachers. but its just kinda weird seeing ur classmates after soooo long.. cos i haven't been going back. oops =X but oh wells.. its still kinda early right? haha.. (:

7 feb- donna's coming back! (:
8 feb- chinese new year's eve
9 feb- chinese new year
10 feb- chinese new year
14 feb-valentine's day

finished!

i finally finished making the template for wilson!! it's kinda plain actually.. but i think it was alright? well.. its my first one right? will try to make better ones in future. (: that is if i have the time to do so. and i dun really know how to use the paint shop pro. the program like like.. got stuck yesterday. i'm quite a computer dummy. i know that!

school was really boring today. haha.. chemistry was fun. cos its just mixing the chemicals. sort of like crapped with cherell during eng. was talking about opening a lip gloss shop and like.. having weird flavours like kaya, fish, chicken and yada yada yada. was really crapping lar. can't believe i actually said that. =X

waited for mom for quite a while. she said there was a jam outside or something. i really need to stop coming online for long hours.after my next template is done, i'm soooo gonna stop coming online. well.. not totally not come online. but like.. come online less often. or set some timing for myself.

going to the orchid farm tmr! i wanna go buy orchids! and we only have like 3 periods tmr! weee~! only e math, lit unseen and e math. thats all!! looking forward to tmr. (:

i'm online. again. promised him i'll make a template for him once i figure out how to. but its kinda confusing. haha.. i'll just try my best! anyways, i have sucessfully convinced 3 people to move to blogspot. hehe.. i'm downloading the paint shop pro. iits taking soooo long!

went out with mommy to taka after school today. she wanted to get this sandal from this shop called peddar red. she liked her white one sooooo much that she has decided to get black too. hehe.. which also means i can wear them too! haha.. okies. then had lunch at crystal jade. as usual. went to tangs and co to check if the beverly feldman sandal had mommy's size. but! they only had a size bigger of smaller ): maybe i'll check to see if there are other shops selling beverly feldman stuff. (: went to get the melon seeds and groundnuts for grandma and my uncle. then bought alot of cny goodies. yummy. the pineapple tarts are really nice! got some brownies from the brownie shop too. rocky road, sticky chewy goey,rasberry cheese. ((:

no homework for today! hehe.. so happy! still waiting for the photoshop pro to load. its taking ages. 97% done. hehe.. will try out the brushes with some pics. (: and most prob make one for myself after his? (:

disgusting

it is such a disgustingly stoopid day. first, i'm stuck at home. bored. then i can't sign into msn. is it just pure bad luck or what. grrr.. stupid freaking msn.

boreded

bored.

what a nice way to spend a sunday.

stuck at home.

called fong, messaged her. no replies.

great. i shalll just go watch that stupid freaking movie alone.

freaking stupid day.


emmaaa*

wee~!

have decided to move to blogspot cos diaryland is having some error thingy which is really very irritating i have to say. oh wells. i kinda like overslept today! was suppose to wake up at 8 then finish all my homework and stuff. but i lazed in bed till 9. so tuition was at 10 plus today. had tuition, did loads of permutaion qns. its kinda okie after all. but its just the starting. who noes what stupid questions may come out for the tests and also the Os?


i feel really slacky. gosh. whats wrong with me. i should be like revising my sec 3 work like now. yes. i should be. i'm still thinking if i should go to a jc or poly. its really difficult to make a decision. not that i have to now. i just want the Os to be over. then i can go off to switzerland. (: oh wells, shall concentrate on the Os first! stoopid. grrr...

i loveee my new template! ((: should i go help out at the stall tmr? or should i just be mean and go out for a movie? hmmm... but its kinda fun going to the stall. like help sell fruits. haha! shall consider. anyways, bro's going. so.. it should be okie. i can be the cashier! thats like funn! lalala..
oh wells. there are sooo little places showing phantom of the opera. ): wanted to watch it today but the shows are all at night! how i wish i had a car.

emma's wishlist*

-pendant from swarovski

-charm bracelet from perlini's

-pair of wedges

-sunnies!

-new beetle cabriolet (:

-see all pals who are overseas