im currently super darn bored at home.
damn. holidays are supposed to be enjoyable, and u know at least u dont have to go to school. but the down side's that it tends to get a little boring when u've nothing to do and u're like rotting away ur life.



im just trying to enjoy myself as much. well, its kinda working. with you (:
i was just chatting with fong the other day and we realised that we only have 2 more years to be a teenager. wow. i can still remember myself when i was 13. and just being termed as a teenager. but now, i only have eighteen and nineteen left. and before i know it, i'd be married with kids. its scary how time flies isn't it? i can't believe i only have one more year in jc. so much has happened this year. i've met great people. i've sustained my friendship with the girls. and definitely one of the best, i've met my boyfriend. wow. and i only have say, about 22 days till 2007. i can say that it has been a great year.



well, i'll promise myself that.. whatever it is, i shall live 2007 with no regrets. i shall actually start studying. after all, i really wanna get into smu econs. but somehow, i wonder if thats the path for me.



is that really what i'm gonna do for the rest of my life? i really need to start thinking.
damn. i hate thinking. dont tell me to do what i'm passionate about, its not practical.
but then again, why think so much? just let nature take its course. and accept whatever comes to me. and hopefully,i'll find my path in life.



i wonder what its like to be forever young. what if u're stuck at... lets say 18 forever? won't u get bored of being eighteen after like maybe 5 years? u're constantly doing the same things. omg, As for five times. ew. there'd be no excitement anymore isn't it? and also, everyone around you's growing old. and ure the only one who's 18. that wouldn't be fun. do u really wanna live forever?