'YAY I'VE CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!'

im currently super darn bored at home.
damn. holidays are supposed to be enjoyable, and u know at least u dont have to go to school. but the down side's that it tends to get a little boring when u've nothing to do and u're like rotting away ur life.



im just trying to enjoy myself as much. well, its kinda working. with you (:
i was just chatting with fong the other day and we realised that we only have 2 more years to be a teenager. wow. i can still remember myself when i was 13. and just being termed as a teenager. but now, i only have eighteen and nineteen left. and before i know it, i'd be married with kids. its scary how time flies isn't it? i can't believe i only have one more year in jc. so much has happened this year. i've met great people. i've sustained my friendship with the girls. and definitely one of the best, i've met my boyfriend. wow. and i only have say, about 22 days till 2007. i can say that it has been a great year.



well, i'll promise myself that.. whatever it is, i shall live 2007 with no regrets. i shall actually start studying. after all, i really wanna get into smu econs. but somehow, i wonder if thats the path for me.



is that really what i'm gonna do for the rest of my life? i really need to start thinking.
damn. i hate thinking. dont tell me to do what i'm passionate about, its not practical.
but then again, why think so much? just let nature take its course. and accept whatever comes to me. and hopefully,i'll find my path in life.



i wonder what its like to be forever young. what if u're stuck at... lets say 18 forever? won't u get bored of being eighteen after like maybe 5 years? u're constantly doing the same things. omg, As for five times. ew. there'd be no excitement anymore isn't it? and also, everyone around you's growing old. and ure the only one who's 18. that wouldn't be fun. do u really wanna live forever?

i hate my phone):

hellos! im back!
i can't tell you how much i miss singapore. gosh it feels like i've been away for ages!
the trip was not bad, melb+ sydney. did some shopping and stuff. haha oh and the seafood is so darn good. yumm. i'm seriously turning into a glutton. that's sad. its time to hit the treadmill!

oh i got lots of food back too. like the nougats choc biscuits and seafoood! i think we got too much things that it was like over the 50kg limit for check in. our luggages added up to 80+ kg. good thing the guy was nice enough not to tax us, cos it was like a group check in. or we'll have to pay like 600 bucks. ): not nice.

oh i took some pictures! will load them up when im free. well, im free now, but just kinda lazy to get up and take my memory stick. i mean u know u just got back home from an overseas trip and u just wanna stay home and slack? haha thats how i feel. i'm dying to eat chicken rice.

i can't imagine if i have to be overseas for like months and years. i'll miss singapore food. oh yes, i guess thats how donna and kath would feel like. so i still think i'll never manage surviving overseas, on my own. nono. oh! but the good thing about this trip is that i learnt how to iron clothes! good for me(: but u guys out there probably already know how to but well, its something new for me. haha.

oh yeah the weather's so dry! my skin was seriously drying up. i mean u can practically see the skin dying. and my lips too. and melb was soooo cold! esp in the morn. and guess what? its summer. omg.

well, just glad that im back. and i missed you guys loads, esp u my dear(:

CUPCAKES!

:) YAY :)

My presents from the girls:) thanks babes!:):) i love them!

hello!
the ho-ho-holidays are here(:
did quite abit of shopping lately, till i was kinda bored of orchard already.
anyways got a few things from my wishlist, the boat neck sweater.. hmm got a black skirt to go with it from ax. (: got shorts from topshop already. and i saw the dior charm, which isn't as wow as it seems on the mag. it just looks like a heart with plain crystals at the sides. not nice. anyways, was reading urban just now, and i saw the article on the sample sale this saturday. jeans from cult labels like truereligion and rock republic etc for like 40-70% off. how cool is that! oh and junkfood tees. :D i can finally get the true religion jeans! i was at tangs the other day and i saw this pair i really liked, but the price- 439. not nice. haha so if i do the math correctly, and if lets say its 70% off, it'd be approximately 130. worth it? yes. i think so. i mean for this price, u pay for a pair of jeans that u dont usually see on pple walking around in orchard, like the levis jeans. damn. i regret buying my recent pair of levis. if i knew they were gonna hold this sale, i'd have save up and bought truereligion instead! ): okay so people reading this, please hope and pray that i will find the jeans in my size, colour and style. yes. i will pray too. :D

oh and did i mention, i got robbie's new album already! well, more like my bro got it, but its the same thing. haha. i heard some parts of the songs when i was trying out the album at the cd store, and they turn out to be pretty good. i mean from the bits i heard. so well, thanks robbie! but its still not enough to make up for the fact that you abandoned me by not coming to sg. stupid exhaustion. grr.

anyways, chinese exam tmr! then after that, its denim shopping trip the next day for me. muahaha.

CUPCAKES ARE SO CUTE!
anyways ive come up with my wishlist! :D

emma's wishlist(:
1) CUPCAKES
2) CUPCAKES
3) MORE CUPCAKES!
4) dior charm with lip gloss
5) zara boat neck cardi with collared shirt ( very devil wears prada)
6) buttons wedge from novo
7) black shorts from topshop
8) grey skirt from pull and bear
9) coach striped wallet( too ex ): )
10) pink pony polo tee ):

I WANT THE PINK PONY POLO!
BUT WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY DOESN'T SINGAPORE CARRY IT?
AND WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY DON'T THEY SHIP IT OVERSEAS?
I MEAN THEY'RE TRYING TO SAY SINGAPOREANS DO NOT SUPPORT THE BREAST CANCER FOUNDATION?
DAMN.

anyways, whoever's in USA now, please please please please help me get it? i'll love love love love love you to bits. yes yes yes yes i will. thanks thanks thanks (:

My isolation desk, as u can see, i'm so darn bored that i'm actually taking random photos. Half an hour more to quietness, busy scribbling of the essays, and stress. And 2 hours 45 mins to the time where i can say to myself, '2 down, 4 to go!' well more like, one more week to freedom! Till i can hang out with the people i love. Yayness. Meanwhile, i shall just be miserable and rot in my isolation cubicle. Maybe I'll start weathering. And then perhaps I'll disappear and become regolith. Sorry, that was totally random. Grr back to econs! :( noisy people, please disappear :( ?

I just had my gp paper! Well it was pretty okay :) hope i pass! Anyway i'm so darn bored in the library where its so damn noisy. Can't even concentrate, so i just gave up. Haha.. Oh yesterday, i finally made a trip to orchard. And i got my lesportsac bag! :) yay :) i loove the chanel inspired chains on it, though it makes the bag kinda heavy. Haha.. Oh yesterday's trip was super short, i hated shopping within a time limit. But suprisingly, we got shoes,bag,tee, skirt, ten boxes of mooncake and cosmetics :)

A pic i took while i was bored. :)

CANDY FLOSS = HAPPY PEOPLE (:

Chocolate waffle! :D it was yummy yummy! (:

Candy floss at new york new york! (:

night out with joce at vch! (: okay, its abit dark, but its not my fault! the lights were dim ):

Omg this is so cool. I can upload photos on my blog from my phone! :)

well, im so darn inspired by the gp compre, and i wanna plan my funeral now. i mean u know u never know what will happen to u tmr and stuff so its better to plan now? so if i die, u guys can like show this to the person who's planning it and tell the person that i want this okay?
well... my dream funeral:
everybody will come in pretty nice colours and the funeral will be at this really gorgeous and beautiful garden. then my coffin will be made of glass okay, like snow white haha!, with flowers on it (stargazer lilies please darlings), and there will ne nice music, great wine, with lunch provided of course( for cheapos, kidding!), then there will be this nice swing with flowers entwining the rope( u know like the sarah brightmen harem concert swing). then people will be dancing, and nobody must cry, cos i'll be sad if they do. wow, this is such a perfect funeral. i mean, nobody would even know it is! oh and i wanna be cremated okay. so that my ashes can be made into a 16,000 dollars diamond, or u can scatter them at the shopping malls. so u know, i can still shop even when im dead. hahahha!



okay thats lame, but wouldn't that be nice? to part with smiles on our faces. i want that (:


and if u're just thinking why im writing this, no its not cos im down with some terminal disease and have only 30 days to live, (not like the weepy korean dramas). i just have a sudden urge to write this down, u know in case i forget in future. like when i get alzheimer's disease and cannot differentiate chanel from prada. hahahha..


oh wells, i love lesportsac. totally random i know, they're gonna have a new OC range. so exciting! can't wait to see the summer and marissa range :D think i'll get a hangbag, clutch and maybe a tote? :D yayness (: i love bags. oh gosh, my new obsession this year. anyways just the other day my mom was like asking me why i was always wearing the same shoes. well, then i told her, well mommy, i'm not like you, i dont have almost 60 pairs of shoes to choose from. haha.. well, i think her hitting her 100th pairs of shoes isn't gonna be difficult. well, i guess she probably already have. oh wells. bags bags bags :D


oh anyways, i gtg now, bed time (: well, will update soon when i have the time to. meanwhile, u guys take care (:


love, emma (:

i LOVE devil wears prada. (:

watched it today, cos i couldn't make it tmr to watch with oli (sorry!). anyways, TO all fashionistas out there, u seriously gotta watch it. (: for the gorgeous clothes, shoes bags (: omg, i guess i have a new idol, patricia field. she's so darn good at putting together andrea sachs ( anne hathaway)'s whole outfit. well, mainly chanels. oh and who can forget, the gorgeous chanel thigh high boots. the ones where u can never wear in singapore. or should i also say, only those with the moolah and skinny legs. oh and meryl streep was good as usual. she did a great job at being miranda. thats what i feel. oh she carried this totally gorgeous prada bag in white (: and the fendi stripped one ( the one my mom wanted to get, but didn't in the end). well, i still prefer andrea's. but somehow the whole outfit is just too perfect! i mean seriously, how many women out there can afford to dress up in chanel couture from head to toe? it'll probably cost a bomb. and not to mention, jimmy choos? seriously, people like us just can't afford to do that. unless of course if we drink tap water everyday ( good for dieting +saves money). oh and did i mention i love her hair? yeah gorgeous.



oh yes talking about jimmy choo, i saw this woman at the taxi stand with this jimmy choo bag. personally, i feel that the bag doesn't deserve her. i mean its kinda huge and its like too big for her. what a pity actually. i mean, its a gorgeous bag. she should have gotten the smaller one. would have fit her much better. i mean well, though the bag's really gorgeous and stuff, and probably an 'it' bag, i still feel that u should get a bag that doesn't wear you. u know, u wear the bag. not the other way round. or else, it will just feel like u stole the bag, or took it from ur mom's closet.


oh yeah another thing i noticed. somehow, i feel that chanel bags just give that instant feminine chic factor. dunno why. i shall start saying up for mine. soon (: i shall buy my first one with my own money. haha! lets see how true thats gonna be. anyways, i kinda feel like watching the movie again. (: was kinda.... distracted (: anyways, gtg now, ciao!

hey darlings, im exhausted. from last week. somehow i feel that school is so tiring. i mean for example, last week. i practically had ssp every single day. like hello? i practically have no social life anymore. i was like studying from 8 to 6 everyday in school, then at home, 8-10. im seriously a freaking nerd. or on the verge of turning into one. EW. yes.


well, as least i've started on revision. mainly econs. well, im kinda forced to do it........ oh yeah its kinda helping. i mean i actually understand the concepts more now. so i hope i'll do better for the test tmr. (: well, i hate to say this, but my econs tutor is pretty good. i mean well, despite the fact that she makes fun of me having to think so long for answers. i mean i have to serach through my brains right, and i need time! and its like pretty darn early in the morning. so yeah. u can't blame me for that! haha.. oh wells, for the time being, i just wanna like concentrate of my studies and stuff first. how true is this... i dont know. i mean im like so easily tempted. really. and the holidays are coming! means more shopping for me (: how nice yea? just thinking about this is making me kinda excited. haha! oh BUT i've to be a good girl and study. hmms. oh wells. i'll decide then.


oh yeah last saturday, oli and i went to the line at shangri-la for the buffet lunch. as usual, they didn't disappoint me (: i'm still very much in love with that place. (: oh then after that we shopped a lil around orchard. there's this new collection of tokidoki bags! and its in pink! pretty gorgeous. BUT, the price tag's even so. haha! well, i was standing there and thought, oh wells, since i already have 2 tokidoki bags, i might as well just stop here. so i didn't get anything. oh! and cos of the gorgeous price tag, it's not sold out yet! haha i mean if i knew that they were gonna like have new series, i wouldn't have gotten 2 in the first place. a hangbag, and a bagpack. oh the bagpack's uber cute! but i dont wanna bring it to sch cos it'll probably get dirty, and i'd be really heartbroken. i mean my bro got me that.. (: so wells, i shall keep it clean. ahh then after that i went to oli's house for photos (: it was really really fun (:


oh yeah, i kinda like have to go back to doing econs ): yeah boredism. haha! anyways, will try to update more often! till then, ciao! (:

hello hello!
im just done with half of my pw, its driving me nuts. ew. i hate pw. why did they even invent it. the people who did should just go shoot themselves or something. anyways, i can't believe that im actually in the midst of doing up a timetable for myself, yes for once, emma is gonna TRY to stick to a bloody timetable. like where does my shopping and stoning time go to? sighs anyways i dont even know why im doing some subs im doing now. i mean okay they're supposed to help u in ur after life and stuff. okay not after life. that sounded wrong like after u die or something. i meant in future. haha. like for geog, i mean seriously i dont give a shit about how the rocks weather, i mean for goodness sake, its not like we see those rocks in singapore anyway. i wish singapore had offered more realistic subjects. perhaps if schools offered like business. in which only SOME schools do. damn. im just pissed and irritated. well, probably at myself cos i've been such a slacker for the past few months and now to unslack myself, i've so much darn work to do. like 10 chaps of math. ew. yes for once, in my whole entire life, im hating math. it used to be one of my fav subs, until i got sick of doing it in secondary school. yeah. like perhaps ive reached the limit or something. anyway i guess im just rattling nonsense that doesnt make sense. but i just needed some place to like vomit out all the words or something. and ew, school's starting like tmr. how horrible is that, ): maybe its time i packed my bags and said goodbye to singapore. maybe i need a new start. maybe. but whatever it is, i shall pass my darn promos before i think of anything else. hmm. okay whatever. just gonna fill my brains with geogmatheconsphysics. blah blah blah. that means emma has to sacrifice shopping+ tv+ god knows what else. but whatever it is, its making emma kinda depressed. anyways, good luck with mugging dear friends, ciao for now.

Omg this is so exciting. Haha i'm actually able to update my blog using my phone. Haha.. Oh the national day parade just ended. Well i think its about the same every year.. Always the same old stuff. Well looking at the drills really reminds me of my good old np days. I used to complain alot when i was doing the drills. And now, i can't believe i actually miss it. Oh they have new rifles! Heavier ones. Haha.. So i guess i was lucky? I'm finally going for my manicure tmr.Yayness :) oh guess i'll end here:)

nothing beats retail therapy (:
have been doing some shopping these days (: and its making emma a very happy person (:
shopping+shopping+more shopping = emma being happy (:

well, i didn't really get much but my mom got this bag, well, kinda a birthday present for herself, from jimmy choo. the bag is GORGEOUS. really. i just love jimmy choo's bags. they're so pretty. and their shoes are amazing! but the price tag's even more amazing. haha.
i suddenly realised today, that when i opened my wardrobe, i realised that i've cleared wayy too many of my skirts. and i end up with so little skirts to wear. damn. but its okay, this give me reason to shop for more stuff. hohoho!

oh and i've been really forgetful these days! i like totally forgot to buy my face wash though i've already made 3 trips to orchard. gosh. i really need it. i feel so weird not using it. i think i really need a shopping list. and i forgot to check out zara's new collection. gosh, whats wrong with me!


anyway, school's been pretty boring these days. today was okay, cos i actually understoof some stuff in physics. a-m-a-z-i-n-g! i think so too (: i shall give myself a pat on the back. haha! oh then for econs lecture, i actually for once, listened. and understood the first part. but after that, somehow, i just went into stoning mode. haha.. then geog was well.. as usual, in this aura of confusion. and then math, surprisingly i went okay, i actually understood, cos its just integration. think i shall do some revision (:

lalala (: i shall update, soon next time (: ciao for now darlings (:

another day in school, boring ): i've just done my econs homework which was supposed to be done last week. i think. haha! i still have loads of unfinished chinese homework. and my gp politics essay. can't i just tell her im not interested in politics and i realllyyyy dont wanna do it? ): anyways, on the bright side, i'm gonna watch lake house later. and i just got my new k800i (: the camera's superb. and i'm loving it. it has purplr lights! how fascinating (: so now, i guess i won't have to get a camera. see, i'm saving money! hurray. this doesn't happen everyday okay. hahaha.. okay i gtg for math now ): sunny day and his funny hair+shuffling feet. so cute la. haha.. anyways tatas for now :D

omg forgot to mention this. my dear tutor just gave birth to a baby boy today :D i can't wait to meet him!

i've just finished my EOM, finally. didn't go to school today cos i wasn't really feeling well in the morning and i was having this bad headache so i decided not to go to school, cos its lectures day and well, i haven't done my eom too. haha.. i've been really busy during the weekends. dad got this stall at this health fair at sun tec so well, i decided to be a nice girl and help out, and maybe my parents would get me that gorgeous k800i phone since i'm such a good girl :D haha.. okay so i've been selling the pears and like asking everybody to try and stuff. lol. legs were aching when i went back home. but it was a fun experience. haha.. well, there were funny incidents. like how this aunty was like standing in front of my section of the stall for so darn long, deciding whether or not she should buy it. then in the end she decided to then she asked my mom if i was her daughter and then she like started promoting her poor son to me. i pity him, really. then i was like... errrr okay. =X haha.. then this aunty who wouldn't get away from my stall kept yakking on and on about her daughter who hasn't been good to her and so on and so forth. and then sha asked me about my school and stuff and like encouraged to me to join ms universe next time. another =X incident. lol. singapore is full of weird funny people. haha! im kinda glad its over. so now, its back to school again. oh and i just realised, i still haven't gotten enough rest from syf till now. grr.


okay so i went to see the doc in the morn to get my mc. im still rushing through the gp package about darn politics. left winged right winged centre. democracy communists marx blah blah. i hope i still remember them tmr. sigh its nice if i could go to sch on alternate days or something. oh whatever. im sucha slacker. okay, gtg off now, feeling tired cos of the medication. yawns. i shall make it a habit to update more often next time, sorry guys! cos i dont wanna bore u guys to death u see. i mean, how can i right? ;) see, i'm sucha nice girl :D

i totally adore them <3

(click on it to see the whole thing (: )

hello hello! this is an a capella concert and if u wanna go tell meand i'll get you the tickets okay? (:

im finally updating, yes (:
this week's been really busy for me. well, with drama and all. and i dont even get to rest on sunday! cos i most probably have to do the physics olypiad ushering, which im hoping not to do. cos i think i really need some time to do my own stuff. u know, quality me-myself-and-i time. :D


okay so nothing much has really happened. well, perhaps the fact that i've totally screwed up my term exams. i think, i'm gonna fail everything except for chinese. so well, i'm failing my terms. congrats to me everybody!

and this kinda motivated me to do my work, somehow. because i find myself doing a math tutorial ( never before have i done any) and actually listening during lectures! so i guess its good in a way. u know scaring myself. cos well, i dont wanna retain and be stuck with kids younger than me. haha no offence.

so yeah, emma is gonna work hard. yes she is. and she's gonna do well for her promos. and she shall not shop that much and spend time more erm. productively on studying.

actually, i dont really agree about that. shopping is productive :D

oh gosh i have to remind myself to order more contacts. or i'll be living in july's world, looking through july contacts.

oh wells, i have to go for math now. byeeeee!

i just realised something, i miss everybody ):

the fashion show's finally over! well, it was pretty good (: i dont remember much actually. walking that same route so many times in my heels, well, thank goodness i didn't wear my silver ones or i would probably have fell and died of severe leg aching, and i probably wouldn't be able to walk the next day. anyways, they checked out ids and somehow, me and wanjoo managed to get a stamp. hmm.. not that im complaining but yeah, so we stayed on at zouk. well, sad to say it wasn't a great experience for me. firstly, i can't stand smoke. yeah. loads of people smoking and i smelt horrible when i was out of zouk. EW. and well, i got a lychee martini, as usual, and a vodka lime. i dont know why but after drinking this two my head was kinda in this weird state. like if i drank another glass of something i would probably be doing something stupid. so good thing i got out after that. well.. i'd probably go again. but this time, definitely with my dear girlfriends. anyway, i hope u guys enjoyed it! (:


and sad to say, i have to go off studying. sighs. i miss him.


oh yeah i forgot to say this, i missed the club 21 preview sale. damn. i am such a mugger. i can't believe it! and i kinda do regret now. i mean, i could've maybe gotten a song and kelly dress. or a a/x tee or something. i would at least be happier now. or if i had gotten that pink gucci bag. i would be happy. i mean it was on sale and its sooo pretty! its pink with white strap. seriously. or maybe if the darling peeps reading this could show me some tender loving care and send me an sms of kindness. well, that would do too. this is making me depressed. silent phones+missing the preview sale+sudying. its depressing. and having to get ugly court shoes which i will never get to wear ever again after the physics olympiad. and i have to get a cream skirt too. grr. this is so irritating. shall shop at og. i mean they have quite alot of court shoes right? oh and stockings. shall write that down. im sooooo gonna go on a shopping spree after the terms. yeah (: my motivation is here.


i feel like writing a dream list :D

1) my new beetle cabriolet

2) that bucket kenzo bag

3) loads of dior accesories

4) tiffany & co necklace/bracelet

5) some kind soul to study for me and do my homework :D

6) endless supply of pretty accesories

7) korean strawberries falling from the sky

8) JAPAN

9) a tiara
10) gorgeous hair

11) you, you and you.




see, my dream list isn't that hard to achieve is it? (:

i'm supposed to be studying now. yes. SUPPOSED to be. but i realised i didn't have this set of math notes. well, they just disappeared. or i just misplaced it. so i decided to see if they have it on the intranet. but NO. they dont have it. darn. so i thought maybe i should blog a little. since im probably one of the least frequent people who updates.


anyway i had the streets sales yesterday. was supposed to sell ticks at century square but the ticket sales were really horrible. i mean, i was totally ignored and they actually dont even bother to say like no thanks. talk about rude singaporeans. at least have the courtesy to say no or something right? rather than just walk by as though im invisible. grr.anyways, we decided to change the venue since, well, sad to say there aren't hip pple in tampines. haha.. kidding! so we went to bugis. the situation was much better. i mean at least people listened to us. and like considered on going. so it wasn't too bad. was really tired okay. ): talked to much and still..... sighs. 0 tickets sold. but at least some were kinda interested and took down the numbers. oh i got earrings from bugis street. i dont really like that place though. it was... well.. crowded and noisy... and i dont know what else. but the earrings shop was pretty okay. (: got 3 rose studs. i broke my red ones. so well, this time i got red, green and purple. i hope they last!


oh after the street sales i was dead tired. i mean my mind just wasnt fit for thinking anymore. cos we've been thinking so much about which people to approach. haha.. well, its much much easier to just do flag day! so after that went off to meet him at marina sq. looked around for black clothing. oh i saw this black shirt from miss selfridge and i liked it! but the price was a little steep. i mean the material was kinda thin, but it was nice! still thinking if i should get it. hmmm.. walked to sun tec and raffles and finally cabbed home. was too tired to nel home. but surprisingly, i could stay awake for the match.... but dozed off after some time. haha.. oh wells, time to go study! gotta prepare for my math test ): ciao (:

oh anyway, i forgot to mention this:


THE HIGH LIFE FASHION SHOW!

-say yes to fashion and NO to drugs!



okay this is a fashion show organised by some peeps from acjc. a self iniated cip (:


so here are the details!

WHERE? : ZOUK!

WHEN? : 21st june 2006

8pm to 10 pm

tickets are $15 each.

so those who are interested please tell me okay? and help spread the word! thanks! (:

im just done with reading fong's blog. and.... i kinda know how she feels.
i mean somehow, im sure all of us have gone through this phase of not knowing what u want to do in life. and well, whether u should do something u like or something practical?
i wanna be a fashion journalist. i mean, just a thought. but there are like so little mags in singapore, and the chances of u working in lets say... cleo are pretty slim isn't it? i mean, everybody has a dream job, well, mine's to be... the director of the shopping sector in the singapore tourism board. thats like every shopaholic's dream job isn't it? to be able to bring in brands into singapore. i mean, how cool will it be if... tarina tarantino was in singapore? or if anna sui opened her shop here? abercrombie? more local designers? that'll be cool isn't it?
but to be realistic, u ave to at least study something that will probably give u a stable job in future. like... banking and stuff.
but still... what are my talents?
i just did the disc thing and well, im supposed to be a peacemaker. well, be mother teresa? i'm not saying its a bad thing. i do want to help those people out there who really really need help. but..... sighs.
i think being a hairdresser+ make up artist is cool. (: i mean its what i have interest in. but... somehow, i just have this feeling that i'm gonna end up doing something i dislike.
grr. this is irritating! not to mention the thinking is gonna kill a million brain cells. or already have. i shall say this, let nature take its course. (:

well, im back. (:

quite alot has happened over may. hmm..
syf. gold with honours (:

spent loads of time with the struts and going crazy with olivia, my new found makan buddy, haha went to sakae with her then nydc, next stop - shangri- la (:

tests and more tests. boring lectures, horrible econs. the bad day where everything just went wrong. injured knee, deprived of shopping. physics tuition.

campfire. night of fun and laughter, well, pure enjoyment with squadmates.

chinese orchestra concert @ vjc which turned out to be pretty okay.
going gaga over snapple machine. hanging out with my beloved girls.



well, i went out with the girls again on monday (: for ac's choir concert. i realised how much i've missed them. it was just great hanging out with them again (: i miss our whinings, bitchings, gossips, shopping sprees, lunching, movies. sighs. to sum it all up, i miss cedar, the good old days. but whatever it is, it'll never be the same again, i know that, but im glad we're all still together (:



u know its weird how sometimes i feel as though im in a dream. i never expected myself to be in acjc. to me acjc was this rich school full of snobs in the past. it was way too far for me and well, the cut off's pretty high too. then one day, after the release of my results, i just made up my mind and said, i'm going to acjc. after 3 months in ac, i dont think acjc's all what i thought it was. i've met some really great people, and i totally adore them. i dont regret my decision (:



oh wells, back to reality. homework homework and more homework! study study study i must!
25 more days to terms!

"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you." - Winnie the Pooh

heys! decided to come rescue my dying blog again, after much nagging from shaun. yeah so here i am! went shopping on saturday with my class peeps, esther, limin, wan joo and olivia. went to marche. i realised i haven't been there for like ages! well, i was tempted to go order a bacardi, but decided not too. drank soup + shared crepe. then went shopping at heeren and wisma after that. didn't get anything though. the headscarf i wanted is like sold out. so yeah. ): there's like something weird about the shop forever 21, somehow the stuff just doesn't appeal to me at all. weird? i think so.

oh sad news! im not going to japan anymore, it has been postponed to like after my As. going with daphne (: oh she's pregnant! with a baby boy (: im so happy for her. and her son's pretty lucky too! he already has some burberry clothes lying in his wardrobe! oh so for this june.... i really don't know where to go. but i do have some options. switzerland, new zealand, australia or korea? im thinking switz. (:

alrightey i gtg now, i have crew tmr ): ciao!

been really busy this week! im just glad that it'l be a long weekend (: ohwent to gym on monday for pe.gym is so fun la. trying out all the different equipments. hah! then had softball on tuesday. okay my throwing sucks ): anyways, in the comp lab now. cca later. probably ending school at 6 today. ): going home to finish up my PI 2nd draft,geog essay, econs essay, chinese......... ): i'm so gonna die. i hate homework. ): grr. okay i guess i have to go for my econs lecture now. oh and shaun! THANKS for the sigs and stuff. they're really pretty (: im looking forward to my blog template :D

HELLO DARLINGS!



i bet all of you missed me :D well, i've decided to be nice and rescue my dying blog(once again). the long weekend have been pretty good. (: i went shopping on friday and saturday. finally got my adicolor shoessss, along with 7 changeable colours :D went to far east, dfs yesterday, then we walked so much that my mom's legs are painful. so we went to tcc. i LOVE their strawberry mousseline (: its good (:



oh the last 2 weeks were pretty okay actually. went for my last sewing session on monday, then realised that everything has been done by tuesday. so i didn't have to go help anymore. did booth duty. it was pretty boring cos my partner for the booth wasn't exactly at the booth. gog thing olivia came to help me. or i would have DIED. anyways, went to watch jean darling's play. she was great! well.. actually her character is quite like her usual self. bubby and chatty (:. we went to the mox bar before the show and fong got her vodka martini and me and joce shared a lychee martini. then we went up for the show. i loooooved the lychee martini (actually i just love fruity stuff) it was gooood (: then went to the bar after the show again to just like chill and stuff, me and fong shared a fruity kiss. okay that sounds weird and wrong. haha the fruity kiss was good too. okay, conclusion-i just love fruity sweet stuff. (: anyways, after that fong was like tipsy and super red. tsk tsk.haha..



oh then the following day i went out with joce. watched the tempest. it was good (: just that it was shakespearan english again so well, i understood abit. the dances were really good too. (: then we were desperately searching for the book cafe but we couldn't find it. so we ended up at canele chocolaterie. the strawberry shortcake was good, the melangue(however u spell it) was horrible. and the choc cake was good.(: we sat there for pretty long then i had to go off for front of house duty. i hated it. i have never ushered n my whole life and its like how the hell would i know how to right? then i seemed very lost (i was) i was so glad the whole thing was over. so i went off and back to the chocolaterie with joce again, after desperately searching for the book cafe. that area(robertson quay) really doesn't offer people under 18 much choices. ):



so this week... was normal. i'm just so looking forward to holidays now. oh my mom and i have decided to go on this 10 days tour to japan, around 2nd week of june :D



okay i've gtg now, orcharding again today. :D

back from my retail therapy session!




got myself a song and kelly top ( its totally gorgeous :D ), a ck white top, shoes from peddar red, skirt from outfitters girl, mags (lime, her world, the economist). mom got her OPI nail plishes with diamond dust and she's so totally happy with it. cos it shines like nobody's business. then got a wok. and like loads of other stuffs.



just to say im happy (: im finally in orchard. well... not really cos i skipped cca and went to tpjc and then to orchard with fong.... haha! it must be fong's fault la. tsk tsk.



anyway i'm too lazy to type much, tmr's a busy day for me. i gotta finish all my homework. it's all piling up! oh and i've got to stay back for theatre again tmr. im so happy that my skirt's gonna be finished soon! oh anyone wants to go watch the ACSian theatre's 'the tempest'? its on 6th 7th and 8th april, 8pm at the dbs arts centre. there's a matinee at 2pm on 8th april too. tickets are 25 each. so anyone who wants to go sms me k? then i'll try to get u guys the ticks. (: please go! (:

i've decided to go to JAPAN!
my mom and i have decided to go on this 9 days tour thing. so there'll be sightseeing (mt fuji and mt aso and some other nat parks) and SHOPPING (shinsaibushi and some factory outlet thingy) and i'll most prob try to go to shibuya and harajuku. (: oh and DISNEYLAND! yayness (: and for once, i dont have to bring winter clothings. :D im sooo looking forward to the june holidays. japan japan here i come! (((:

anyways, im dreading school tmr. there's pe! ): i haven't been pe-ing for like ages. i mean in tpjc i dont even go for pe. :P and tmr i guess i'll have to stay back for crew work. i suffered from backache yesterday k. cos i was like sitting on the floor and sewing the stuff for like 3 hrs. but its okay, i like sewing :D shall go to min jiang tmr for dinner. yum (: anyway its just across the road from my sch. like 10 steps. time for me to go OCing. :D just got the season 2 dvds. ciao!

the first week of term 2 just ended. well, it was full of introductions, and new friends, classmates, new cca, new almost everything. im pretty sick of the " hi my name's emmalyne and i was from cedar girls (and im proud of it) and my cca was npcc. i chose this subject because '...' i was from tpjc for the 1st 3 mths" i really hope i wont have to do it next week. i mean who the hell actually remembers?

anyways, im in 1AA1, filled with 18 girls and 1 guy. haha i kinda pity him la. i bet he wishes he had someone to gay with (like shaun says). the girls are nice and friendly so its easy to get along with them. (:

wanted to join tennis recreational. but i failed the trials. cos like half the time the ball doesn't go over the net. or i just missed it. i mean they shouldn't have trials okay. i mean we wanna join tennis recre so that we learn how to play it right? and they said no prior experience is required. grr. anyway, i've decided to join the acsian theatre, as a crew member of course. so im currently working on the sewing of sequins on the dancer's costumes. its pretty fun actually. i get to draw the patterns on the dresses and sew it. (: but the sewing part's kinda tedious. i mean the thread always gets tangled for no reason. and i have to like try and figure out how to untangle it. so i stayed back till 8 plus yesterday, then went for dinner with my parents. oh! i just realised the min jiang restaurent is like just opposite my sch. min jiang's the chinese restaurent at goodwood park hotel. guess they shifted here. which is pretty cool (: i'll be able to go lunching with my mom there. :D

okay, i gtg now. going to suntec to check out the natas fair. and book some packages preferably. :D

met up with my girlfriends yesterday. as usual, it was fun (: sat at coffee club and just talked. gosh i do miss them. and i will ): i've realised that most of the cedarians are flocking to sajc and ajc and vjc. and me? im like at the other side of singapore, practically alone. ): i'm still a little sad about not getting into vjc. but im glad im in acjc. (: i went to try my uniform the other day, still no stock. grrr. anyways, im going for my class gathering later. i miss a02! school's starting in 3 days time. ): gotta remind myself to read the gp notes. grr.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRATER!

i really miss miss miss you guys loads!
the times we've spent together throughout this 4 years, all the tears and joys we've shared, and the hard work we've put in to lead cedar np to greater heights.
there are so many wonderful memories with all of you. and i hope we'll still stay together as one crater, forever, till we're old and wrinkly. (:

ACJC, the place i'll be for the next 2 years (:



haven't blogged in a while, cos i've just been too busy lately, coming home tired most of the days (well, only 3 days), due to the orientation. went out with the girls on saturday then decided to go to sentosa on sunday. hmmm.. spent the time tanning and chatting and talking about the schools we're going to. haha..


monday, orientation. i walked into acjc feeling completely lost. i figured my way to the hall, based on my memory(went to their open hse 2 yrs back), and also following the people. spotted latifah and finally got a seat. there was chapel in the morning, i was not really used to it cos im not christian! oh the way the choir sings the national anthem's pretty cool (: so we had talks and more talks with esther, this girl who was sitting beside me during assembly, and we got scolded by the teacher for getting lost while going to the toilet ): the talks were like so many and the both of us almost died okay. the only thing i remembered from the displinary talk, let the light pass through between you and your friend! then the orientation started, i was in ghk, sleepy hollow. my group people are pretty nice (: so its cool (: learned the black or white dance, im seriously the worse dancer in the whole entire universe or something. haha.. 2nd day, more games and stuff and also had the 1st intake pple joining us.kinda fun (: today was boring, went to lectures with esther. i have to remind myself to bring a jacket tmr, im seriously freezing in the LT! the uniform pple came, wanted to buy it but sizes sold out. lol. went to british council after tt, took the placement test, scored 80/80! :D lalala (:


my lectures only start at like 11.30 tmr, grr. i shall hang out at the cafe.


A02! i miss you guys!! can't wait to see all of u next thursday! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YING JIE! (:



today's sort of my last day in tpjc. sighs, i kinda just got to know the girls better, and now i have to leave. ): i'll miss you guys loads! especially ying jie and shaun): cos i've been hanging out alot with them. sighs. and the a02 girls!! anyways, these 2 days in tpjc have been spent slacking around in school as usual. i went for pe though (: frisbee was really damn fun la, but the girls from the other class was really pretty violent, no offence. and badminton today. played for 2 periods until mr chew chased us away. anyway, played the double thingy. it was so confusing la, keep changing sides till i so blur. then went for mother tongue lesson and lit. can i tell you how much i love ms kon? she's wonderful! one of the best lit teachers. ever.i mean she makes poetry so simple and easy to understand! i mean, all of a sudden, i actually understand poetry and what the poems actually mean and what they're trying to explain. she's just so good okay. i wish i could take her with me to wherever i end up in. ): anyways, we did this really nice sonnet today. (: i love sonnets. its just so romantic. i mean, the way the guy expresses his love for the woman and how he describes her beauty. therefore, i can conclude than guys in the past are much more romantic than guys now. what a pity.



here it is :


sonnet 18


Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?

Thou art more lovely and more temperate:

Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,

And summer's lease hath all too short a date:

Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,

And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;

And every fair from fair sometime declines,

By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd:

But thy eternal summer shall not fade,

Nor lose possesion of that fair thou ow'st,

Nor shall death brag thou wander'st in his shade

When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st;

So long as mean can breathe, or eye can see,

So long lives this, and this give life to thee.


William Shakespeare



wonderful isn't it? so romantic. after reading it the girls all went awww... so sweet! yes, indeed.
im defintely gonna take lit at h2 level (: but on second thoughts, what if the lit teacher in wherever im going is not as good as ms kon? i mean, i know they will never be, which is a pity. ):



i miss my girlfriends. pretty hot chicks, meet up soon okay?



anyway, ive been thinking about the posting stuff. i hope i get into my first choice, if not, i really dont know where i'd end up in. joce asked me the other day, why do you want to go to vjc? and seriously, the main reason i'm going there is because of him. what if we end up in different places? ):



okay, i shall not think so much, its killing my braincells and making me so freaking anxious. gtg relax now!


oh and can the kind souls out there please help me fill this up? :D
http://kevan.org/johari?name=emmalyne
thanks loads! <3

i just got a freaking shock of my life. some rumour about the posting results being out today. checked the moe website, nothing. what the hell.