Sunday, November 25, 2007

its been a really long time since i last posted something,
the As are finally over, and i kinda have this 'lost' feeling inside of me..
its like all of a sudden you just stop what you've always been doing-studying. i mean, not like its a bad thing, i guess i'm still trying to get used to not using me brains ( maybe i haven't been doing that all along too hehe), and kinda having so much free time to spare. i mean its good, the spare time, but there's only so much you can do in singapore, and after awhile, you just find that life's monotonous.
yes, i do hve plans for this long break of mine, basically i'm gonna get my driving license ( so i get to hang out till later at night (YAY) and to travel around easily), do my SAT, get a job, enjoy my long break. i wish i could just travel around and just relax, but with my mommy, i'm always going on tour packages, which is something i really dislike, because i feel that its like more stressful as compared to being in singapore. i have to wake up at like 6 plus in the morning and hang out with people i don't know. i mean i'm not exactly the kind who's able to hang out with others easily. and i have to go to those places i don't exactly want to. its just a wastage of time spent there. but, i shall not complain, i feel fortunate enough that i'm actually going somewhere.

JAPAN! yes, i'l partly excited and partly scared. i have this feeling i'll go crazy and start buying everything and spend excessive amounts of money on things i don't really need. i admit i'm a shopaholic, i buy things that look good, appeal to me, and 'i have to get it', but in the end, i realise that i don't really need them. its evident from the fact that every year, i clear probably 1/4 of the things i buy.

well, as i'm getting older by a year, i just hope that i'd have more self-control. its difficult, i like ALOT of things, and i mean it. i mean i could list down a list of things that i want now, and the list would probably be like 10 storeys high, kidding haha. i admit i'm materialistic and brands do matter for me. i mean it makes u feel better, the same way wearing a great bra makes u feel good. so well, time for me to do some financial planning practise self-control!

Friday, October 19, 2007


the hermes 'H' bracelet! i want it! its soooo gorgeous. the pink one's so pretty!

Thursday, October 11, 2007

its been a long time since i last wrote something..
been busy and all, or simply just lazy to write anything.
well recently alot has happened in my life, and it has made me realised how blessed i am. yes i admit that sometimes i tend to be forgetful and take things for granted. i really ought to treasure what i have more and complain less about what i do not.

my dad went for an operation last week after he discovered that he had a lump near his stomach. i urged him to go for a check up cos i was really worried and he hasn't done one proper full check up before. i'm glad he went eventually after much persuasion and pushing. knowing my dad, if we had not done so, he would have waited till probably next year, or when he's really free before doing so. we went to dr kum for his check up. his blood test results were good and the lump was no biggey. so dr kum suggested that he go for a colonoscopy just to make sure. i'm glad he went, cos he discovered a tumour in my dad's colon and also some gall stones. so he went for an operation immediately. my family assured me that everything was okay, and my mom only told me about everything today, about her and my bro not telling me the possibility of my dad having cancer. i knew that something was not okay as my mom wasn't sleeping well and eating well during that period of time. she was just afraid that my dad would have to go through what she went through in the past, and basically i guess she was afraid of losing him. well, i would have freaked out too if they told me the worst possible scenario. well, thankfully the operation was very successful and my dad did not have cancer. but dr kum told us that if we had not discovered it early and went for the operation, the tumour might have been a cancerous one in abt 6 mths. it was quite shocking to hear that, i mean if he didn't discover the lump and went for a check up, and wait till only 6 mths later, what would have happened? i dare not think about that.

one of the most depressing periods of my life was the times when my mother had to deal with her chemotherapy. i remember clearly it was when i was in primary 6, and in secondary 3. ever since i was in primary school, my mom has gone for operations, but they were nothing major. so that time, when my mom had to go for an operation, i thought it was the same as well and i didn't worry alot. i never thought my mom would have cancer. it never struck me that someone i love so much would have that. i was very upset at that point in time as i was so afraid that i would lose her. i was only 12. sometimes, i had nightmares that she was gone. it was really scary. she told me only after her operation that she was going to go through chemotherapy. and i remember asking her if that means that she has cancer. i was still quite naive then. she told me that she'd do anything to live, because she was living for me. she didn't wanna leave me when i'm still so young, and let me grow up without a mother. i was very touched when i heard that, she is truly a great mother. she's my wonderwoman. the strongest woman i've seen in my life. she went through her chemotherapy, and she perservered and she succeeded in her battle with cancer. my mother is someone who is always very positive, and that is something thats very important when fighting with something thats so deadly. i remember she would drive to the hospital for her chemotherapy with her make up and perfectly manicured nails. no one would have guessed then that she has cancer. she never showed her weaker side to anyone else. but i knew that it was very difficult for her. sometimes she would get so tired and feel nauseous. she couldn't eat alot as her tongue was very sensitive and painful. i tried my best to be there for her when she needed me. i would say that its very fortunate that she survived it not once, but twice. she's my wonderwoman (:

i think my family is very lucky. well today my dad got into a car accident but thankfully he's okay and only his car is damaged.

i'm very thankful that my parents are so healthy now. i've learned something very important from them, that is to always be optimistic regardless of the circumstances and never give up. i think they've influenced my brother and i to be very positive as well. its true, most of the time, the house is filled with laughter. there's rarely a night where we don't smile or joke or laugh. thats the way my family is. we take things pretty lightly and dont dwell much on the unhappy moments. i'm lucky that i've them, they're my most valuable assets.

well, i hope i'd be more understanding and treasure them more. i feel that ive taken too many things for granted, and in a way, i've become relatively spoilt. i should count my blessings instead and be a better daughter and sister and give thanks whenever i can.

Monday, June 11, 2007

15 days into the holidays and i'm still idling arond doing nothing..except for a teeny weeny bit of studying( i did econs today!) Sigh. the big As are gonna be here soon. i mean i know that i ought to feel stressed and all. i mean the stress is building up, but somehow there's just no motivation to study or work or whatsoever. i mean hello? its the holidays for goodness sake. its meant for resting right? no? ):

anyways, to release stress, i have to agree totally that shopping does wonders. OR simply hanging out with the ones i love. well, online shopping too. i mean online 'window' shopping. literally window shopping cos u're still looking through the window in ur com. hahaha. okay im being lame. gosh. this shows how bored i am. oh wells, so i was so bored yesterday i decided to put up a list of 'materialistic wants' for myself. i mean they're things i would really love to get, but would never in real life. i mean 1000++ for a pair of shoes? no way man. i mean shoes are still meant for walking.. and the floor's aren't exactly that clean you know. haha. so i guess the only thing i would and must get in future would be the chanel 2.55 bag. in white. not the red one ( i couldn't find a visible nice pic of the white one). i mean its a classic bag, u never have to worry about it going out of fashion, and its designed by coco chanel herself. so well, i'm actually saving money here alright? haha (:

anyways, the great singapore sale has been rather disappointing for myself i would say. i mean i don't really have the urge to buy things lately too. i wonder why. i mean there are things i fancy, but i just don't have the urge to buy them. which is good. so lately, the best offers are definitely la senza bras for me. they're like half the price now, who wouldn't wanna get more of those right? perhaps i should go grab more if they still have them in my size. hmmm other than those and a fcuk jacket and ck bag, there's nothing else i got. my mom on the other hand got more than me haha. so thats good (:

oh and yes, i finally got the tix to the back to basics tour. woohoo. (:
alrightey thats all for now (:

cheerios,
emma (:

Sunday, June 10, 2007

'window' shopping online (:

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

hello my dears,
e-m-m-a 's back (:
i bet u guys missed me alot, haven't you? (:
i did too.
anyways, i will update soon (:

lots of love,
emma <3

Sunday, April 15, 2007

goodbye, for now.

Friday, March 23, 2007

i recently stepped into the miu miu shop and omg,
i totally fell in love with it.
the bag, to die for.
the wallets. omg.
the pink patent shoes, gorgeousssss.
the gold hairband. so chic.
i was looking around hoping to find the specs, but sigh
the specs ( i saw online), sad to say was not in the store.

damn. 'if i was a rich girl nah............then i'll have all the money in the world.'
to buy my miu mius. and perhaps some chanel and pradas.
well, its good to dream once in a while isn't it?

Monday, February 26, 2007

the Fafijacket by Adidas!

http://www.shopadidas.ca/vr4-web-site/catalogservlet?productId=21672194&categoryId=2290177

seriously, its just the thing i need now (:

Saturday, February 10, 2007

why are the prices of clothing increasing?
somehow, i feel that clothes are so expensive now. damn.

Friday, February 09, 2007

2007!

i haven't exactly been updating much, i know i know. its actually cos i'm lazy+ busy (well... not quite too). but yeah u get my point dont u? sometimes u just dont have the motivation to update. anyway this year... i was actually pretty hardworking at the beginning, but after that i just became slacker and slacker and most of the time, i find myself simply stoning. the urge to go out everyweek, at least once a week shopping, was so great that i can actually prioritise that over homework.

emma emma... time to work hard man! ): As this year. someone please motivate me. my source of motivation has sadly left my side for awhile. but he still does encourage me nonetheless. (: nothing much has happened to me so far... i'm still not doing well for anything much... and yeah i'm such a slacker. lalala. time to get motivated!

okay i'm so bored i shall go to sleep la. good night!

Monday, January 29, 2007

'YAY I'VE CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!'

Saturday, December 09, 2006

im currently super darn bored at home.
damn. holidays are supposed to be enjoyable, and u know at least u dont have to go to school. but the down side's that it tends to get a little boring when u've nothing to do and u're like rotting away ur life.



im just trying to enjoy myself as much. well, its kinda working. with you (:
i was just chatting with fong the other day and we realised that we only have 2 more years to be a teenager. wow. i can still remember myself when i was 13. and just being termed as a teenager. but now, i only have eighteen and nineteen left. and before i know it, i'd be married with kids. its scary how time flies isn't it? i can't believe i only have one more year in jc. so much has happened this year. i've met great people. i've sustained my friendship with the girls. and definitely one of the best, i've met my boyfriend. wow. and i only have say, about 22 days till 2007. i can say that it has been a great year.



well, i'll promise myself that.. whatever it is, i shall live 2007 with no regrets. i shall actually start studying. after all, i really wanna get into smu econs. but somehow, i wonder if thats the path for me.



is that really what i'm gonna do for the rest of my life? i really need to start thinking.
damn. i hate thinking. dont tell me to do what i'm passionate about, its not practical.
but then again, why think so much? just let nature take its course. and accept whatever comes to me. and hopefully,i'll find my path in life.



i wonder what its like to be forever young. what if u're stuck at... lets say 18 forever? won't u get bored of being eighteen after like maybe 5 years? u're constantly doing the same things. omg, As for five times. ew. there'd be no excitement anymore isn't it? and also, everyone around you's growing old. and ure the only one who's 18. that wouldn't be fun. do u really wanna live forever?
i hate my phone):

Thursday, December 07, 2006

hellos! im back!
i can't tell you how much i miss singapore. gosh it feels like i've been away for ages!
the trip was not bad, melb+ sydney. did some shopping and stuff. haha oh and the seafood is so darn good. yumm. i'm seriously turning into a glutton. that's sad. its time to hit the treadmill!

oh i got lots of food back too. like the nougats choc biscuits and seafoood! i think we got too much things that it was like over the 50kg limit for check in. our luggages added up to 80+ kg. good thing the guy was nice enough not to tax us, cos it was like a group check in. or we'll have to pay like 600 bucks. ): not nice.

oh i took some pictures! will load them up when im free. well, im free now, but just kinda lazy to get up and take my memory stick. i mean u know u just got back home from an overseas trip and u just wanna stay home and slack? haha thats how i feel. i'm dying to eat chicken rice.

i can't imagine if i have to be overseas for like months and years. i'll miss singapore food. oh yes, i guess thats how donna and kath would feel like. so i still think i'll never manage surviving overseas, on my own. nono. oh! but the good thing about this trip is that i learnt how to iron clothes! good for me(: but u guys out there probably already know how to but well, its something new for me. haha.

oh yeah the weather's so dry! my skin was seriously drying up. i mean u can practically see the skin dying. and my lips too. and melb was soooo cold! esp in the morn. and guess what? its summer. omg.

well, just glad that im back. and i missed you guys loads, esp u my dear(:

Saturday, November 11, 2006

CUPCAKES!


:) YAY :)

My presents from the girls:) thanks babes!:):) i love them!

Thursday, November 02, 2006

hello!
the ho-ho-holidays are here(:
did quite abit of shopping lately, till i was kinda bored of orchard already.
anyways got a few things from my wishlist, the boat neck sweater.. hmm got a black skirt to go with it from ax. (: got shorts from topshop already. and i saw the dior charm, which isn't as wow as it seems on the mag. it just looks like a heart with plain crystals at the sides. not nice. anyways, was reading urban just now, and i saw the article on the sample sale this saturday. jeans from cult labels like truereligion and rock republic etc for like 40-70% off. how cool is that! oh and junkfood tees. :D i can finally get the true religion jeans! i was at tangs the other day and i saw this pair i really liked, but the price- 439. not nice. haha so if i do the math correctly, and if lets say its 70% off, it'd be approximately 130. worth it? yes. i think so. i mean for this price, u pay for a pair of jeans that u dont usually see on pple walking around in orchard, like the levis jeans. damn. i regret buying my recent pair of levis. if i knew they were gonna hold this sale, i'd have save up and bought truereligion instead! ): okay so people reading this, please hope and pray that i will find the jeans in my size, colour and style. yes. i will pray too. :D

oh and did i mention, i got robbie's new album already! well, more like my bro got it, but its the same thing. haha. i heard some parts of the songs when i was trying out the album at the cd store, and they turn out to be pretty good. i mean from the bits i heard. so well, thanks robbie! but its still not enough to make up for the fact that you abandoned me by not coming to sg. stupid exhaustion. grr.

anyways, chinese exam tmr! then after that, its denim shopping trip the next day for me. muahaha.

Tuesday, October 24, 2006














CUPCAKES ARE SO CUTE!
anyways ive come up with my wishlist! :D

emma's wishlist(:
1) CUPCAKES
2) CUPCAKES
3) MORE CUPCAKES!
4) dior charm with lip gloss
5) zara boat neck cardi with collared shirt ( very devil wears prada)
6) buttons wedge from novo
7) black shorts from topshop
8) grey skirt from pull and bear
9) coach striped wallet( too ex ): )
10) pink pony polo tee ):

Tuesday, October 10, 2006


I WANT THE PINK PONY POLO!
BUT WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY DOESN'T SINGAPORE CARRY IT?
AND WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY DON'T THEY SHIP IT OVERSEAS?
I MEAN THEY'RE TRYING TO SAY SINGAPOREANS DO NOT SUPPORT THE BREAST CANCER FOUNDATION?
DAMN.

anyways, whoever's in USA now, please please please please help me get it? i'll love love love love love you to bits. yes yes yes yes i will. thanks thanks thanks (:

Friday, September 29, 2006


My isolation desk, as u can see, i'm so darn bored that i'm actually taking random photos. Half an hour more to quietness, busy scribbling of the essays, and stress. And 2 hours 45 mins to the time where i can say to myself, '2 down, 4 to go!' well more like, one more week to freedom! Till i can hang out with the people i love. Yayness. Meanwhile, i shall just be miserable and rot in my isolation cubicle. Maybe I'll start weathering. And then perhaps I'll disappear and become regolith. Sorry, that was totally random. Grr back to econs! :( noisy people, please disappear :( ?
I just had my gp paper! Well it was pretty okay :) hope i pass! Anyway i'm so darn bored in the library where its so damn noisy. Can't even concentrate, so i just gave up. Haha.. Oh yesterday, i finally made a trip to orchard. And i got my lesportsac bag! :) yay :) i loove the chanel inspired chains on it, though it makes the bag kinda heavy. Haha.. Oh yesterday's trip was super short, i hated shopping within a time limit. But suprisingly, we got shoes,bag,tee, skirt, ten boxes of mooncake and cosmetics :)

Tuesday, September 19, 2006


A pic i took while i was bored. :)



CANDY FLOSS = HAPPY PEOPLE (:


Chocolate waffle! :D it was yummy yummy! (:

Candy floss at new york new york! (:



night out with joce at vch! (: okay, its abit dark, but its not my fault! the lights were dim ):


Omg this is so cool. I can upload photos on my blog from my phone! :)

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

well, im so darn inspired by the gp compre, and i wanna plan my funeral now. i mean u know u never know what will happen to u tmr and stuff so its better to plan now? so if i die, u guys can like show this to the person who's planning it and tell the person that i want this okay?
well... my dream funeral:
everybody will come in pretty nice colours and the funeral will be at this really gorgeous and beautiful garden. then my coffin will be made of glass okay, like snow white haha!, with flowers on it (stargazer lilies please darlings), and there will ne nice music, great wine, with lunch provided of course( for cheapos, kidding!), then there will be this nice swing with flowers entwining the rope( u know like the sarah brightmen harem concert swing). then people will be dancing, and nobody must cry, cos i'll be sad if they do. wow, this is such a perfect funeral. i mean, nobody would even know it is! oh and i wanna be cremated okay. so that my ashes can be made into a 16,000 dollars diamond, or u can scatter them at the shopping malls. so u know, i can still shop even when im dead. hahahha!



okay thats lame, but wouldn't that be nice? to part with smiles on our faces. i want that (:


and if u're just thinking why im writing this, no its not cos im down with some terminal disease and have only 30 days to live, (not like the weepy korean dramas). i just have a sudden urge to write this down, u know in case i forget in future. like when i get alzheimer's disease and cannot differentiate chanel from prada. hahahha..


oh wells, i love lesportsac. totally random i know, they're gonna have a new OC range. so exciting! can't wait to see the summer and marissa range :D think i'll get a hangbag, clutch and maybe a tote? :D yayness (: i love bags. oh gosh, my new obsession this year. anyways just the other day my mom was like asking me why i was always wearing the same shoes. well, then i told her, well mommy, i'm not like you, i dont have almost 60 pairs of shoes to choose from. haha.. well, i think her hitting her 100th pairs of shoes isn't gonna be difficult. well, i guess she probably already have. oh wells. bags bags bags :D


oh anyways, i gtg now, bed time (: well, will update soon when i have the time to. meanwhile, u guys take care (:


love, emma (:

Friday, September 01, 2006

i LOVE devil wears prada. (:

watched it today, cos i couldn't make it tmr to watch with oli (sorry!). anyways, TO all fashionistas out there, u seriously gotta watch it. (: for the gorgeous clothes, shoes bags (: omg, i guess i have a new idol, patricia field. she's so darn good at putting together andrea sachs ( anne hathaway)'s whole outfit. well, mainly chanels. oh and who can forget, the gorgeous chanel thigh high boots. the ones where u can never wear in singapore. or should i also say, only those with the moolah and skinny legs. oh and meryl streep was good as usual. she did a great job at being miranda. thats what i feel. oh she carried this totally gorgeous prada bag in white (: and the fendi stripped one ( the one my mom wanted to get, but didn't in the end). well, i still prefer andrea's. but somehow the whole outfit is just too perfect! i mean seriously, how many women out there can afford to dress up in chanel couture from head to toe? it'll probably cost a bomb. and not to mention, jimmy choos? seriously, people like us just can't afford to do that. unless of course if we drink tap water everyday ( good for dieting +saves money). oh and did i mention i love her hair? yeah gorgeous.



oh yes talking about jimmy choo, i saw this woman at the taxi stand with this jimmy choo bag. personally, i feel that the bag doesn't deserve her. i mean its kinda huge and its like too big for her. what a pity actually. i mean, its a gorgeous bag. she should have gotten the smaller one. would have fit her much better. i mean well, though the bag's really gorgeous and stuff, and probably an 'it' bag, i still feel that u should get a bag that doesn't wear you. u know, u wear the bag. not the other way round. or else, it will just feel like u stole the bag, or took it from ur mom's closet.


oh yeah another thing i noticed. somehow, i feel that chanel bags just give that instant feminine chic factor. dunno why. i shall start saying up for mine. soon (: i shall buy my first one with my own money. haha! lets see how true thats gonna be. anyways, i kinda feel like watching the movie again. (: was kinda.... distracted (: anyways, gtg now, ciao!

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

hey darlings, im exhausted. from last week. somehow i feel that school is so tiring. i mean for example, last week. i practically had ssp every single day. like hello? i practically have no social life anymore. i was like studying from 8 to 6 everyday in school, then at home, 8-10. im seriously a freaking nerd. or on the verge of turning into one. EW. yes.


well, as least i've started on revision. mainly econs. well, im kinda forced to do it........ oh yeah its kinda helping. i mean i actually understand the concepts more now. so i hope i'll do better for the test tmr. (: well, i hate to say this, but my econs tutor is pretty good. i mean well, despite the fact that she makes fun of me having to think so long for answers. i mean i have to serach through my brains right, and i need time! and its like pretty darn early in the morning. so yeah. u can't blame me for that! haha.. oh wells, for the time being, i just wanna like concentrate of my studies and stuff first. how true is this... i dont know. i mean im like so easily tempted. really. and the holidays are coming! means more shopping for me (: how nice yea? just thinking about this is making me kinda excited. haha! oh BUT i've to be a good girl and study. hmms. oh wells. i'll decide then.


oh yeah last saturday, oli and i went to the line at shangri-la for the buffet lunch. as usual, they didn't disappoint me (: i'm still very much in love with that place. (: oh then after that we shopped a lil around orchard. there's this new collection of tokidoki bags! and its in pink! pretty gorgeous. BUT, the price tag's even so. haha! well, i was standing there and thought, oh wells, since i already have 2 tokidoki bags, i might as well just stop here. so i didn't get anything. oh! and cos of the gorgeous price tag, it's not sold out yet! haha i mean if i knew that they were gonna like have new series, i wouldn't have gotten 2 in the first place. a hangbag, and a bagpack. oh the bagpack's uber cute! but i dont wanna bring it to sch cos it'll probably get dirty, and i'd be really heartbroken. i mean my bro got me that.. (: so wells, i shall keep it clean. ahh then after that i went to oli's house for photos (: it was really really fun (:


oh yeah, i kinda like have to go back to doing econs ): yeah boredism. haha! anyways, will try to update more often! till then, ciao! (:

Sunday, August 13, 2006

hello hello!
im just done with half of my pw, its driving me nuts. ew. i hate pw. why did they even invent it. the people who did should just go shoot themselves or something. anyways, i can't believe that im actually in the midst of doing up a timetable for myself, yes for once, emma is gonna TRY to stick to a bloody timetable. like where does my shopping and stoning time go to? sighs anyways i dont even know why im doing some subs im doing now. i mean okay they're supposed to help u in ur after life and stuff. okay not after life. that sounded wrong like after u die or something. i meant in future. haha. like for geog, i mean seriously i dont give a shit about how the rocks weather, i mean for goodness sake, its not like we see those rocks in singapore anyway. i wish singapore had offered more realistic subjects. perhaps if schools offered like business. in which only SOME schools do. damn. im just pissed and irritated. well, probably at myself cos i've been such a slacker for the past few months and now to unslack myself, i've so much darn work to do. like 10 chaps of math. ew. yes for once, in my whole entire life, im hating math. it used to be one of my fav subs, until i got sick of doing it in secondary school. yeah. like perhaps ive reached the limit or something. anyway i guess im just rattling nonsense that doesnt make sense. but i just needed some place to like vomit out all the words or something. and ew, school's starting like tmr. how horrible is that, ): maybe its time i packed my bags and said goodbye to singapore. maybe i need a new start. maybe. but whatever it is, i shall pass my darn promos before i think of anything else. hmm. okay whatever. just gonna fill my brains with geogmatheconsphysics. blah blah blah. that means emma has to sacrifice shopping+ tv+ god knows what else. but whatever it is, its making emma kinda depressed. anyways, good luck with mugging dear friends, ciao for now.

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Omg this is so exciting. Haha i'm actually able to update my blog using my phone. Haha.. Oh the national day parade just ended. Well i think its about the same every year.. Always the same old stuff. Well looking at the drills really reminds me of my good old np days. I used to complain alot when i was doing the drills. And now, i can't believe i actually miss it. Oh they have new rifles! Heavier ones. Haha.. So i guess i was lucky? I'm finally going for my manicure tmr.Yayness :) oh guess i'll end here:)

Monday, August 07, 2006

nothing beats retail therapy (:
have been doing some shopping these days (: and its making emma a very happy person (:
shopping+shopping+more shopping = emma being happy (:

well, i didn't really get much but my mom got this bag, well, kinda a birthday present for herself, from jimmy choo. the bag is GORGEOUS. really. i just love jimmy choo's bags. they're so pretty. and their shoes are amazing! but the price tag's even more amazing. haha.
i suddenly realised today, that when i opened my wardrobe, i realised that i've cleared wayy too many of my skirts. and i end up with so little skirts to wear. damn. but its okay, this give me reason to shop for more stuff. hohoho!

oh and i've been really forgetful these days! i like totally forgot to buy my face wash though i've already made 3 trips to orchard. gosh. i really need it. i feel so weird not using it. i think i really need a shopping list. and i forgot to check out zara's new collection. gosh, whats wrong with me!


anyway, school's been pretty boring these days. today was okay, cos i actually understoof some stuff in physics. a-m-a-z-i-n-g! i think so too (: i shall give myself a pat on the back. haha! oh then for econs lecture, i actually for once, listened. and understood the first part. but after that, somehow, i just went into stoning mode. haha.. then geog was well.. as usual, in this aura of confusion. and then math, surprisingly i went okay, i actually understood, cos its just integration. think i shall do some revision (:

lalala (: i shall update, soon next time (: ciao for now darlings (:

Thursday, July 27, 2006

another day in school, boring ): i've just done my econs homework which was supposed to be done last week. i think. haha! i still have loads of unfinished chinese homework. and my gp politics essay. can't i just tell her im not interested in politics and i realllyyyy dont wanna do it? ): anyways, on the bright side, i'm gonna watch lake house later. and i just got my new k800i (: the camera's superb. and i'm loving it. it has purplr lights! how fascinating (: so now, i guess i won't have to get a camera. see, i'm saving money! hurray. this doesn't happen everyday okay. hahaha.. okay i gtg for math now ): sunny day and his funny hair+shuffling feet. so cute la. haha.. anyways tatas for now :D

Monday, July 24, 2006

omg forgot to mention this. my dear tutor just gave birth to a baby boy today :D i can't wait to meet him!
i've just finished my EOM, finally. didn't go to school today cos i wasn't really feeling well in the morning and i was having this bad headache so i decided not to go to school, cos its lectures day and well, i haven't done my eom too. haha.. i've been really busy during the weekends. dad got this stall at this health fair at sun tec so well, i decided to be a nice girl and help out, and maybe my parents would get me that gorgeous k800i phone since i'm such a good girl :D haha.. okay so i've been selling the pears and like asking everybody to try and stuff. lol. legs were aching when i went back home. but it was a fun experience. haha.. well, there were funny incidents. like how this aunty was like standing in front of my section of the stall for so darn long, deciding whether or not she should buy it. then in the end she decided to then she asked my mom if i was her daughter and then she like started promoting her poor son to me. i pity him, really. then i was like... errrr okay. =X haha.. then this aunty who wouldn't get away from my stall kept yakking on and on about her daughter who hasn't been good to her and so on and so forth. and then sha asked me about my school and stuff and like encouraged to me to join ms universe next time. another =X incident. lol. singapore is full of weird funny people. haha! im kinda glad its over. so now, its back to school again. oh and i just realised, i still haven't gotten enough rest from syf till now. grr.


okay so i went to see the doc in the morn to get my mc. im still rushing through the gp package about darn politics. left winged right winged centre. democracy communists marx blah blah. i hope i still remember them tmr. sigh its nice if i could go to sch on alternate days or something. oh whatever. im sucha slacker. okay, gtg off now, feeling tired cos of the medication. yawns. i shall make it a habit to update more often next time, sorry guys! cos i dont wanna bore u guys to death u see. i mean, how can i right? ;) see, i'm sucha nice girl :D
i totally adore them <3
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Thursday, July 13, 2006



hello hello! this is an a capella concert and if u wanna go tell meand i'll get you the tickets okay? (:
im finally updating, yes (:
this week's been really busy for me. well, with drama and all. and i dont even get to rest on sunday! cos i most probably have to do the physics olypiad ushering, which im hoping not to do. cos i think i really need some time to do my own stuff. u know, quality me-myself-and-i time. :D


okay so nothing much has really happened. well, perhaps the fact that i've totally screwed up my term exams. i think, i'm gonna fail everything except for chinese. so well, i'm failing my terms. congrats to me everybody!

and this kinda motivated me to do my work, somehow. because i find myself doing a math tutorial ( never before have i done any) and actually listening during lectures! so i guess its good in a way. u know scaring myself. cos well, i dont wanna retain and be stuck with kids younger than me. haha no offence.

so yeah, emma is gonna work hard. yes she is. and she's gonna do well for her promos. and she shall not shop that much and spend time more erm. productively on studying.

actually, i dont really agree about that. shopping is productive :D

oh gosh i have to remind myself to order more contacts. or i'll be living in july's world, looking through july contacts.

oh wells, i have to go for math now. byeeeee!

Saturday, June 24, 2006

i just realised something, i miss everybody ):
the fashion show's finally over! well, it was pretty good (: i dont remember much actually. walking that same route so many times in my heels, well, thank goodness i didn't wear my silver ones or i would probably have fell and died of severe leg aching, and i probably wouldn't be able to walk the next day. anyways, they checked out ids and somehow, me and wanjoo managed to get a stamp. hmm.. not that im complaining but yeah, so we stayed on at zouk. well, sad to say it wasn't a great experience for me. firstly, i can't stand smoke. yeah. loads of people smoking and i smelt horrible when i was out of zouk. EW. and well, i got a lychee martini, as usual, and a vodka lime. i dont know why but after drinking this two my head was kinda in this weird state. like if i drank another glass of something i would probably be doing something stupid. so good thing i got out after that. well.. i'd probably go again. but this time, definitely with my dear girlfriends. anyway, i hope u guys enjoyed it! (:


and sad to say, i have to go off studying. sighs. i miss him.


oh yeah i forgot to say this, i missed the club 21 preview sale. damn. i am such a mugger. i can't believe it! and i kinda do regret now. i mean, i could've maybe gotten a song and kelly dress. or a a/x tee or something. i would at least be happier now. or if i had gotten that pink gucci bag. i would be happy. i mean it was on sale and its sooo pretty! its pink with white strap. seriously. or maybe if the darling peeps reading this could show me some tender loving care and send me an sms of kindness. well, that would do too. this is making me depressed. silent phones+missing the preview sale+sudying. its depressing. and having to get ugly court shoes which i will never get to wear ever again after the physics olympiad. and i have to get a cream skirt too. grr. this is so irritating. shall shop at og. i mean they have quite alot of court shoes right? oh and stockings. shall write that down. im sooooo gonna go on a shopping spree after the terms. yeah (: my motivation is here.


i feel like writing a dream list :D

1) my new beetle cabriolet

2) that bucket kenzo bag

3) loads of dior accesories

4) tiffany & co necklace/bracelet

5) some kind soul to study for me and do my homework :D

6) endless supply of pretty accesories

7) korean strawberries falling from the sky

8) JAPAN

9) a tiara
10) gorgeous hair

11) you, you and you.




see, my dream list isn't that hard to achieve is it? (:

Saturday, June 17, 2006

i'm supposed to be studying now. yes. SUPPOSED to be. but i realised i didn't have this set of math notes. well, they just disappeared. or i just misplaced it. so i decided to see if they have it on the intranet. but NO. they dont have it. darn. so i thought maybe i should blog a little. since im probably one of the least frequent people who updates.


anyway i had the streets sales yesterday. was supposed to sell ticks at century square but the ticket sales were really horrible. i mean, i was totally ignored and they actually dont even bother to say like no thanks. talk about rude singaporeans. at least have the courtesy to say no or something right? rather than just walk by as though im invisible. grr.anyways, we decided to change the venue since, well, sad to say there aren't hip pple in tampines. haha.. kidding! so we went to bugis. the situation was much better. i mean at least people listened to us. and like considered on going. so it wasn't too bad. was really tired okay. ): talked to much and still..... sighs. 0 tickets sold. but at least some were kinda interested and took down the numbers. oh i got earrings from bugis street. i dont really like that place though. it was... well.. crowded and noisy... and i dont know what else. but the earrings shop was pretty okay. (: got 3 rose studs. i broke my red ones. so well, this time i got red, green and purple. i hope they last!


oh after the street sales i was dead tired. i mean my mind just wasnt fit for thinking anymore. cos we've been thinking so much about which people to approach. haha.. well, its much much easier to just do flag day! so after that went off to meet him at marina sq. looked around for black clothing. oh i saw this black shirt from miss selfridge and i liked it! but the price was a little steep. i mean the material was kinda thin, but it was nice! still thinking if i should get it. hmmm.. walked to sun tec and raffles and finally cabbed home. was too tired to nel home. but surprisingly, i could stay awake for the match.... but dozed off after some time. haha.. oh wells, time to go study! gotta prepare for my math test ): ciao (:

Saturday, June 03, 2006

oh anyway, i forgot to mention this:


THE HIGH LIFE FASHION SHOW!

-say yes to fashion and NO to drugs!



okay this is a fashion show organised by some peeps from acjc. a self iniated cip (:


so here are the details!

WHERE? : ZOUK!

WHEN? : 21st june 2006

8pm to 10 pm

tickets are $15 each.

so those who are interested please tell me okay? and help spread the word! thanks! (:
im just done with reading fong's blog. and.... i kinda know how she feels.
i mean somehow, im sure all of us have gone through this phase of not knowing what u want to do in life. and well, whether u should do something u like or something practical?
i wanna be a fashion journalist. i mean, just a thought. but there are like so little mags in singapore, and the chances of u working in lets say... cleo are pretty slim isn't it? i mean, everybody has a dream job, well, mine's to be... the director of the shopping sector in the singapore tourism board. thats like every shopaholic's dream job isn't it? to be able to bring in brands into singapore. i mean, how cool will it be if... tarina tarantino was in singapore? or if anna sui opened her shop here? abercrombie? more local designers? that'll be cool isn't it?
but to be realistic, u ave to at least study something that will probably give u a stable job in future. like... banking and stuff.
but still... what are my talents?
i just did the disc thing and well, im supposed to be a peacemaker. well, be mother teresa? i'm not saying its a bad thing. i do want to help those people out there who really really need help. but..... sighs.
i think being a hairdresser+ make up artist is cool. (: i mean its what i have interest in. but... somehow, i just have this feeling that i'm gonna end up doing something i dislike.
grr. this is irritating! not to mention the thinking is gonna kill a million brain cells. or already have. i shall say this, let nature take its course. (:

Thursday, June 01, 2006

well, im back. (:

quite alot has happened over may. hmm..
syf. gold with honours (:

spent loads of time with the struts and going crazy with olivia, my new found makan buddy, haha went to sakae with her then nydc, next stop - shangri- la (:

tests and more tests. boring lectures, horrible econs. the bad day where everything just went wrong. injured knee, deprived of shopping. physics tuition.

campfire. night of fun and laughter, well, pure enjoyment with squadmates.

chinese orchestra concert @ vjc which turned out to be pretty okay.
going gaga over snapple machine. hanging out with my beloved girls.



well, i went out with the girls again on monday (: for ac's choir concert. i realised how much i've missed them. it was just great hanging out with them again (: i miss our whinings, bitchings, gossips, shopping sprees, lunching, movies. sighs. to sum it all up, i miss cedar, the good old days. but whatever it is, it'll never be the same again, i know that, but im glad we're all still together (:



u know its weird how sometimes i feel as though im in a dream. i never expected myself to be in acjc. to me acjc was this rich school full of snobs in the past. it was way too far for me and well, the cut off's pretty high too. then one day, after the release of my results, i just made up my mind and said, i'm going to acjc. after 3 months in ac, i dont think acjc's all what i thought it was. i've met some really great people, and i totally adore them. i dont regret my decision (:



oh wells, back to reality. homework homework and more homework! study study study i must!
25 more days to terms!

Monday, May 01, 2006

"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you." - Winnie the Pooh

Sunday, April 30, 2006

heys! decided to come rescue my dying blog again, after much nagging from shaun. yeah so here i am! went shopping on saturday with my class peeps, esther, limin, wan joo and olivia. went to marche. i realised i haven't been there for like ages! well, i was tempted to go order a bacardi, but decided not too. drank soup + shared crepe. then went shopping at heeren and wisma after that. didn't get anything though. the headscarf i wanted is like sold out. so yeah. ): there's like something weird about the shop forever 21, somehow the stuff just doesn't appeal to me at all. weird? i think so.

oh sad news! im not going to japan anymore, it has been postponed to like after my As. going with daphne (: oh she's pregnant! with a baby boy (: im so happy for her. and her son's pretty lucky too! he already has some burberry clothes lying in his wardrobe! oh so for this june.... i really don't know where to go. but i do have some options. switzerland, new zealand, australia or korea? im thinking switz. (:

alrightey i gtg now, i have crew tmr ): ciao!