childhood (:

its kinda weird, that these days, i have been thinking alot about my childhood days.
haha.. i miss the times in kindergarten.
was like playing all day and i had my hair braided every single day.
i remember 2 boys who were really funny.
cos they would keep asking me if i liked him better or something.
haha! then i remember one of them giving me a flower.
it was pink in colour. so cute. haha.. but i wonder where he is now?
i love my childhood. my mom and dad used to be out pretty often.
cos my mom used to go to the office,
so i would go down to the playground near my hse,
i was living in a condo last time,
and play on the swing. i looooved it. loads (:
i still do looove the swing now.
if i have my own house in future, i would want a swing there. ((:
then i moved on to primary sch, i also moved hse too..
primary sch was pretty fun too,
i mean.. pri 1 and 2, often skipped rope during recess,
and hopscotch too (: oh! and 5 stones. haha..
i still remember this stall aunty who keeps calling me 'xian hui',
cos she can't pronounce my chinese name correctly, haha..
for ur info, its xuan hui.
well, my dad would fetch me to sch everyday,
and my mom would also pick me up.
i remember joining chinese orchestra in pri 2,
i wonder why i did, haha..
oh! i remember, i wanted to play the gu zhen,
cos i think its damn nice, but somehow i ended up with the erhu.
haha! i remember this really nice chinese teacher, wu lao shi.
but he passed away.. ): he's really really nice ((:
anyway, the sch shifted to the new compound, and it was on the news!
and i remember me being on the news, i was so darn happy.
but i only appeared for like 3 secs. haha..
then i joined loads of crappy lessons in pri sch, like.. calligraphy
i quit my cca when i was in pri 5, cos i didn't really like the erhu. lol.
the people in my class was like super fast! and i was like super slow.
anyway, the teacher praised me cos i was like.. slow and yar. whatever. haha..
i remember doing really silly stuff to trav. oops!
like.. drawing on his green 'cow skin' patterned pencil case.
cos i dun like it. haha.. i drew loads of smileys (:
i guess he still keeps it. haha.. ((:
ooh.. and in pri 5, i remember having to act in some play,
i really didn't want to but the teacher insisted that i did.
it was this samson and delilah play, from the bible...
i was pretty sucky, i know. haha..
was wearing my white long dress (:
i dun really remember the play now. well, not much.
then it was pri 6, i didn't really feel stressful. haha..
i remember putting cedar as a choice cos i liked the uniform.
haha..my family wanted me to go to a girls sch,
well, as usual, they still ferried me around,
i guess they're just scared i'll get tangled up in relationships.
oh wells... my mom's still worried nowadays.
haha.. and on that very year, pri 6, i had to see my mom go through the pain of chemotherapy.
it made me realise how much i love her,
and i didn't want to lose her.
she told me she had the will to live because she wanted to see me get married with some nice guy,
haha.. i didn't want to disappoint her, so i worked hard for my psle, and well, my hard work paid off.
i still do love her alot. as a child, i always got what i wanted.
till now, its still the same.
i miss my childhood days, i miss playing with barbie dolls and all.
i miss watching cartoons all day and going shopping at forum.
i miss how my maid used to braid my hair
i miss the stressless days.
i miss not having to care about how i look and all.
i miss my childhood friends. (:
i miss the swing ((:

i miss my childhood...


[[emma_____*