"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you." - Winnie the Pooh

heys! decided to come rescue my dying blog again, after much nagging from shaun. yeah so here i am! went shopping on saturday with my class peeps, esther, limin, wan joo and olivia. went to marche. i realised i haven't been there for like ages! well, i was tempted to go order a bacardi, but decided not too. drank soup + shared crepe. then went shopping at heeren and wisma after that. didn't get anything though. the headscarf i wanted is like sold out. so yeah. ): there's like something weird about the shop forever 21, somehow the stuff just doesn't appeal to me at all. weird? i think so.

oh sad news! im not going to japan anymore, it has been postponed to like after my As. going with daphne (: oh she's pregnant! with a baby boy (: im so happy for her. and her son's pretty lucky too! he already has some burberry clothes lying in his wardrobe! oh so for this june.... i really don't know where to go. but i do have some options. switzerland, new zealand, australia or korea? im thinking switz. (:

alrightey i gtg now, i have crew tmr ): ciao!

been really busy this week! im just glad that it'l be a long weekend (: ohwent to gym on monday for pe.gym is so fun la. trying out all the different equipments. hah! then had softball on tuesday. okay my throwing sucks ): anyways, in the comp lab now. cca later. probably ending school at 6 today. ): going home to finish up my PI 2nd draft,geog essay, econs essay, chinese......... ): i'm so gonna die. i hate homework. ): grr. okay i guess i have to go for my econs lecture now. oh and shaun! THANKS for the sigs and stuff. they're really pretty (: im looking forward to my blog template :D

HELLO DARLINGS!



i bet all of you missed me :D well, i've decided to be nice and rescue my dying blog(once again). the long weekend have been pretty good. (: i went shopping on friday and saturday. finally got my adicolor shoessss, along with 7 changeable colours :D went to far east, dfs yesterday, then we walked so much that my mom's legs are painful. so we went to tcc. i LOVE their strawberry mousseline (: its good (:



oh the last 2 weeks were pretty okay actually. went for my last sewing session on monday, then realised that everything has been done by tuesday. so i didn't have to go help anymore. did booth duty. it was pretty boring cos my partner for the booth wasn't exactly at the booth. gog thing olivia came to help me. or i would have DIED. anyways, went to watch jean darling's play. she was great! well.. actually her character is quite like her usual self. bubby and chatty (:. we went to the mox bar before the show and fong got her vodka martini and me and joce shared a lychee martini. then we went up for the show. i loooooved the lychee martini (actually i just love fruity stuff) it was gooood (: then went to the bar after the show again to just like chill and stuff, me and fong shared a fruity kiss. okay that sounds weird and wrong. haha the fruity kiss was good too. okay, conclusion-i just love fruity sweet stuff. (: anyways, after that fong was like tipsy and super red. tsk tsk.haha..



oh then the following day i went out with joce. watched the tempest. it was good (: just that it was shakespearan english again so well, i understood abit. the dances were really good too. (: then we were desperately searching for the book cafe but we couldn't find it. so we ended up at canele chocolaterie. the strawberry shortcake was good, the melangue(however u spell it) was horrible. and the choc cake was good.(: we sat there for pretty long then i had to go off for front of house duty. i hated it. i have never ushered n my whole life and its like how the hell would i know how to right? then i seemed very lost (i was) i was so glad the whole thing was over. so i went off and back to the chocolaterie with joce again, after desperately searching for the book cafe. that area(robertson quay) really doesn't offer people under 18 much choices. ):



so this week... was normal. i'm just so looking forward to holidays now. oh my mom and i have decided to go on this 10 days tour to japan, around 2nd week of june :D



okay i've gtg now, orcharding again today. :D

back from my retail therapy session!




got myself a song and kelly top ( its totally gorgeous :D ), a ck white top, shoes from peddar red, skirt from outfitters girl, mags (lime, her world, the economist). mom got her OPI nail plishes with diamond dust and she's so totally happy with it. cos it shines like nobody's business. then got a wok. and like loads of other stuffs.



just to say im happy (: im finally in orchard. well... not really cos i skipped cca and went to tpjc and then to orchard with fong.... haha! it must be fong's fault la. tsk tsk.



anyway i'm too lazy to type much, tmr's a busy day for me. i gotta finish all my homework. it's all piling up! oh and i've got to stay back for theatre again tmr. im so happy that my skirt's gonna be finished soon! oh anyone wants to go watch the ACSian theatre's 'the tempest'? its on 6th 7th and 8th april, 8pm at the dbs arts centre. there's a matinee at 2pm on 8th april too. tickets are 25 each. so anyone who wants to go sms me k? then i'll try to get u guys the ticks. (: please go! (:

i've decided to go to JAPAN!
my mom and i have decided to go on this 9 days tour thing. so there'll be sightseeing (mt fuji and mt aso and some other nat parks) and SHOPPING (shinsaibushi and some factory outlet thingy) and i'll most prob try to go to shibuya and harajuku. (: oh and DISNEYLAND! yayness (: and for once, i dont have to bring winter clothings. :D im sooo looking forward to the june holidays. japan japan here i come! (((:

anyways, im dreading school tmr. there's pe! ): i haven't been pe-ing for like ages. i mean in tpjc i dont even go for pe. :P and tmr i guess i'll have to stay back for crew work. i suffered from backache yesterday k. cos i was like sitting on the floor and sewing the stuff for like 3 hrs. but its okay, i like sewing :D shall go to min jiang tmr for dinner. yum (: anyway its just across the road from my sch. like 10 steps. time for me to go OCing. :D just got the season 2 dvds. ciao!

the first week of term 2 just ended. well, it was full of introductions, and new friends, classmates, new cca, new almost everything. im pretty sick of the " hi my name's emmalyne and i was from cedar girls (and im proud of it) and my cca was npcc. i chose this subject because '...' i was from tpjc for the 1st 3 mths" i really hope i wont have to do it next week. i mean who the hell actually remembers?

anyways, im in 1AA1, filled with 18 girls and 1 guy. haha i kinda pity him la. i bet he wishes he had someone to gay with (like shaun says). the girls are nice and friendly so its easy to get along with them. (:

wanted to join tennis recreational. but i failed the trials. cos like half the time the ball doesn't go over the net. or i just missed it. i mean they shouldn't have trials okay. i mean we wanna join tennis recre so that we learn how to play it right? and they said no prior experience is required. grr. anyway, i've decided to join the acsian theatre, as a crew member of course. so im currently working on the sewing of sequins on the dancer's costumes. its pretty fun actually. i get to draw the patterns on the dresses and sew it. (: but the sewing part's kinda tedious. i mean the thread always gets tangled for no reason. and i have to like try and figure out how to untangle it. so i stayed back till 8 plus yesterday, then went for dinner with my parents. oh! i just realised the min jiang restaurent is like just opposite my sch. min jiang's the chinese restaurent at goodwood park hotel. guess they shifted here. which is pretty cool (: i'll be able to go lunching with my mom there. :D

okay, i gtg now. going to suntec to check out the natas fair. and book some packages preferably. :D

met up with my girlfriends yesterday. as usual, it was fun (: sat at coffee club and just talked. gosh i do miss them. and i will ): i've realised that most of the cedarians are flocking to sajc and ajc and vjc. and me? im like at the other side of singapore, practically alone. ): i'm still a little sad about not getting into vjc. but im glad im in acjc. (: i went to try my uniform the other day, still no stock. grrr. anyways, im going for my class gathering later. i miss a02! school's starting in 3 days time. ): gotta remind myself to read the gp notes. grr.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRATER!

i really miss miss miss you guys loads!
the times we've spent together throughout this 4 years, all the tears and joys we've shared, and the hard work we've put in to lead cedar np to greater heights.
there are so many wonderful memories with all of you. and i hope we'll still stay together as one crater, forever, till we're old and wrinkly. (:

ACJC, the place i'll be for the next 2 years (:



haven't blogged in a while, cos i've just been too busy lately, coming home tired most of the days (well, only 3 days), due to the orientation. went out with the girls on saturday then decided to go to sentosa on sunday. hmmm.. spent the time tanning and chatting and talking about the schools we're going to. haha..


monday, orientation. i walked into acjc feeling completely lost. i figured my way to the hall, based on my memory(went to their open hse 2 yrs back), and also following the people. spotted latifah and finally got a seat. there was chapel in the morning, i was not really used to it cos im not christian! oh the way the choir sings the national anthem's pretty cool (: so we had talks and more talks with esther, this girl who was sitting beside me during assembly, and we got scolded by the teacher for getting lost while going to the toilet ): the talks were like so many and the both of us almost died okay. the only thing i remembered from the displinary talk, let the light pass through between you and your friend! then the orientation started, i was in ghk, sleepy hollow. my group people are pretty nice (: so its cool (: learned the black or white dance, im seriously the worse dancer in the whole entire universe or something. haha.. 2nd day, more games and stuff and also had the 1st intake pple joining us.kinda fun (: today was boring, went to lectures with esther. i have to remind myself to bring a jacket tmr, im seriously freezing in the LT! the uniform pple came, wanted to buy it but sizes sold out. lol. went to british council after tt, took the placement test, scored 80/80! :D lalala (:


my lectures only start at like 11.30 tmr, grr. i shall hang out at the cafe.


A02! i miss you guys!! can't wait to see all of u next thursday! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YING JIE! (:



today's sort of my last day in tpjc. sighs, i kinda just got to know the girls better, and now i have to leave. ): i'll miss you guys loads! especially ying jie and shaun): cos i've been hanging out alot with them. sighs. and the a02 girls!! anyways, these 2 days in tpjc have been spent slacking around in school as usual. i went for pe though (: frisbee was really damn fun la, but the girls from the other class was really pretty violent, no offence. and badminton today. played for 2 periods until mr chew chased us away. anyway, played the double thingy. it was so confusing la, keep changing sides till i so blur. then went for mother tongue lesson and lit. can i tell you how much i love ms kon? she's wonderful! one of the best lit teachers. ever.i mean she makes poetry so simple and easy to understand! i mean, all of a sudden, i actually understand poetry and what the poems actually mean and what they're trying to explain. she's just so good okay. i wish i could take her with me to wherever i end up in. ): anyways, we did this really nice sonnet today. (: i love sonnets. its just so romantic. i mean, the way the guy expresses his love for the woman and how he describes her beauty. therefore, i can conclude than guys in the past are much more romantic than guys now. what a pity.



here it is :


sonnet 18


Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?

Thou art more lovely and more temperate:

Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,

And summer's lease hath all too short a date:

Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,

And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;

And every fair from fair sometime declines,

By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd:

But thy eternal summer shall not fade,

Nor lose possesion of that fair thou ow'st,

Nor shall death brag thou wander'st in his shade

When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st;

So long as mean can breathe, or eye can see,

So long lives this, and this give life to thee.


William Shakespeare



wonderful isn't it? so romantic. after reading it the girls all went awww... so sweet! yes, indeed.
im defintely gonna take lit at h2 level (: but on second thoughts, what if the lit teacher in wherever im going is not as good as ms kon? i mean, i know they will never be, which is a pity. ):



i miss my girlfriends. pretty hot chicks, meet up soon okay?



anyway, ive been thinking about the posting stuff. i hope i get into my first choice, if not, i really dont know where i'd end up in. joce asked me the other day, why do you want to go to vjc? and seriously, the main reason i'm going there is because of him. what if we end up in different places? ):



okay, i shall not think so much, its killing my braincells and making me so freaking anxious. gtg relax now!


oh and can the kind souls out there please help me fill this up? :D
http://kevan.org/johari?name=emmalyne
thanks loads! <3

i just got a freaking shock of my life. some rumour about the posting results being out today. checked the moe website, nothing. what the hell.

back to school

lalala im back in sch! i missed my classmates loads! so i shall be nice and come to school everyday :D it'll be my.. last one or two weeks here in tpjc ): oh wells.




i submitted my choices for the jcs already. vjc, njc, acjc, ajc, sajc, nyjc, tpjc.
well, i never expected myself to put acjc actually. but mommy and i were like discussing after i got my results and we both felt that acjc's a great school and well, its convenient for my brother and dad too. cos their office's at pasir panjang. so, yeah. i dont mind getting in there actually. but im kinda worried that what others say about acjc is true. like it being a snobbish sch and stuff. please don't go to acjc and become a full time bimbo.. thats what jean said, haha.. well, i hope it isn't true. we'll see (: i would definitely be in a dilemma if i dont get into vjc and acjc. like if i should appeal and stuff. sigh. i hope i do (:



been slacking alot for the past few days (: and i enjoyed it. full time shopping with mummy and hanging out with girlfriends. this is what i call life. lalala. valentine's day was SUPER. (: i loved every minute of it. went out with my girlfriends, jean, fong, joce, eunice. got them roses (: and went to fish and co for dinner after my hilarious experience at the pool place. joce taught me how to play pool, but i guess the game just isn't my kinda thingy. lol. maybe its because my aiming is bad. haha! shall try again (: okay, fish and co, ordered the fish and chips and seafood platter. the prices on v day is like 2 times more according to fong. yeah, so we stayed there from like 6 to 8 plus. the band was not bad actually. but i dont think much people paid attention to them cos the COUPLES are too into each other to actually notice it i guess. roses roses and more roses. it was sad we didn't receive any from fish and co. they gave it to all the other girls except for us okay ): the band sang the b day song for eunice and she had to stand on the chair cos its a fish and co tradition. lol. it was pretty cool (: then we're done with dinner, took LOADS of photos at the LOVE thingy. yeah, so we went off to city hall. walked to esplanade, the band there was SUPERB. i loved them. they're not very good looking and stuff but their voices were great. and they were singing love songs, my favourite :D so, yeah, it was great. went over to the bridge connecting vic theatre to fullerton. took photos! :D its pretty cool(: walked through boat quay. fong and i agreed that its a wonderful place (: going for steak next week at clarke quay (: lalala went home by nel. too tired that we sat on the floor. reached home at like 11.



woke up the next day with joce calling me to say that she was already at my gate. i grabbed my jacket and hairband and went down. slacked around in my room. she laughed at my bed hair (i bet ur hair's that messy too okay!) fong came later. watched mtv, star world and whatever channels. then watched be with me. the show is really good. i mean really really. they dont speak alot, i mean the words they say are like less than a hundred sentences okay. but it was good. talked about the different kinds of love. this security guard who likes his career woman(his boss) , this lesian couple, this old man who visits his wife everyday with food for her, and this blind woman. its an amazing show, really. anyway, fong and i were discussing the pros of being a lesbian. firstly, u can go shopping with her, buy clothes, makeup and stuff. talk about girly stuff with her. its so cool (: and like she's more sensitive, unlike guys. joce was saying, look at the standard of singapore guys! its no wonder girls in singapore are turning lesbian. i agree!



i still have an hour plus to kill, boredom. anyways, i just added the photo album. it has pics of the v day outing, sentosa outing, last day of cedar and more i think. (: gtg now! to write anas's testimonial (:

VJC, SAJC OR ACJC?

im still aching all over from yesterday's activities. ):
went for the college road run @ east coast park yesterday, ran with joce and ying jie. their way of encouraging me to run was funny, u better start running or we'll call you mabel from now on! haha.. finished the run then me and ying jie were standing at the end point waiting for her you-know-who and also trying to spot shaun. we saw some people with hig entertainment value and kept us laughing for awhile(oops, so mean!) then we actually missed her guy then like waited there for so long for nothing. lol. after the road run whent to macs and i ordered a happy meal (: and got a free toy! gave the toy to daniel in the end. haha! after that cycled around the park. went to this light house thingy. so cool (: then i started to have jelly legs. lol and we started talking about nice date ideas.after talking for awhile and observing tis touchy touchy couple, we went down and continued ur journey (: i love the bedok jetty. its so windy and nice! (: after cylcing and resting at coffee bean for awhile, we roller bladed. its my 2nd time! i HATE humps. they should be banned or something. i fell as almost everyone of them. hurmph. oh and joce was super funny. she went over a hump and said 'i did it!' then right after she said that, she fell on her knees. hilarious! hmm.. joce and daniel were very helpful, taught me to blade and stuff (: stupid me forgot to slap on sunblock before leaving the hse in the morning and ended up with sun burnt skin. ): once again, im going through the cycle or trying to un-burn my skin by applying heaps of aloe v and then lighten my freckles with whitener. the process is tedious! my bro fetched me from ecp and my mom was so shocked when she saw me at home. cos my face was really kinda red. haha.. kinda enjoyed the day, must do it again soon, joce!

went to sch today, was pretty tired cos i didn't sleep well last night. shaun was also damn tired so we're all like so sian today. lol. mom picked me as usual and we headed to j8 cos it was raining, wanted to find some place with shelter for lunch. ate at crystal jade. usual stuff. then watched i not stupid 2 with mummy. it was pretty good actually. and i was kinda glad that my mom spends so much time with me, and that i dont have communication probs with my family (: the show was touching and it was something teens like me can relate to. like blogging, sch, chinese. oh and the spot check scene! haha.. reminds me of how it was like to be in sec sch again, which was not very long ago. (:

im getting my results tmr! im excited. yet, somehow, i dont actually want to get it. im afraid. yes, i admit i am. im afraid i'll do badly. afraid because this may affect my future, or how i'll choose my future path. sighs. i shall hope for the best. (:

IM DESPERATE. i went to orchard today, the bag arrived yesterday and its SOLD OUT in singapore. what the hell. i went to dfs, they dont carry this one. damn it damn it damn it. anybody who can get their hands on this bag, please please please get it for me. i'll thank you so much. im so damn pissed. so pissed that i couldn't even eat dinner. anyway, went out with fong and joce then went shopping with bro too. checked out prada burberry and etro. he finally decided on the etro bag so he's like gonna get it tmr. then dinner at hua ting at orchard hotel. food was not bad, but i was just like thinking about the bag. GRRR. damn it. i checked the website, SOLD OUT. damn it. bro's going kl next week. gonna ask him to check for me. i hope they have it there. or else i'll seriously buy the wallet, and smaller version. grr. so pissed.

but the day wasn't that bad. i got the strawberry set from body shop and im lovin' it.

but still....

I WANT THE BAG!

STRAWBERRIES (:

STRAWBERRIES. (:
just got back home from school. hmmm.. this week have been going pretty well.. well, im so glad i transferred to lit from history. history is just frustrating! i mean i go into class not knowing what the hell the lecturer was talking about and have been in blur for quite some time. and now, i guess because of that reason im starting to love literature alot. i mean, i didn't like it in the past because the poems we did were mostly boring ones and the teachers for unseen weren't very interesting people. but literature in here is just.. wow. i love it. (: we did this poem on STRAWBERRIES. i love them and the poem's just so amazing. its about 'lost love' as someone in class puts it. yes its about this guy who recalls his experience of eating strawberries with his lover. well.. not just eating strawberries. maybe i should post it up here some time. (: oh and ms kon? however u spell her name, she's great and well.. i'll have to say much better than mien. a whole new experience for unseen poems. (: like she puts it, 'literature is only about 2 things. sex and death. death and be related to sex and sex to death and therefore, literature is probably only about sex.' this was damn hilarious. i bet literature lessons are the only times where u can probably just talk about sex openly with ur teacher (well other than bio, which is like the technical stuff) why couldn't we have more interesting poems like this? well, i admit im a very romance and lovey dovey stuffs kinda person so perhaps thats why this kinda poems appeal to me.

anyway, valentines day is coming! the day where u spend it with ur loved ones. not just ur lover but also ur friends (: anyway i just walked pass bodyshop just now while running an errand for my mom and i had this urge to get everybody i love something from body shop. seriously. the shop just smells so good!(actually it was just the strawberries thingy)

im thinking if i should go for the og outing thingy on sat. i dont exactly wanna get alot of sun... and i would really prefer to just hang out with some of my buddies and just spend time with them, even its just hanging out at like my hse or something. i miss them. ): i miss my dear squadmates too. sighs. okay i probably shouldn't get on this topic cos i know i'll get pretty emotional later. like last last week. but i guess its the hormones and all. pms? okay i shall make my decision later on.

tmr's a pretty short day for me. lessons end at 10.50 and im supposed to rot in school till 12.50. what a complete wast of time, agree? so i love fridays because its like the day i get to leave early and spend my time more meaingfully. (: im so gonna grab the strawberries thing. unless someone wants to get me the whole set for valentine's day? i don't mind actually. (: haha!

oh wells i gtg now, wanna finish up the time traveler's wife. its a wonderful book. i totally adore it. (: ciao!

GONG XI FA CAI!

chinese new year's here again (: i went to my grandma's hse again, like always and met up with my cousins and people whom i see only once a year. spent the afternoon yesterday watching tv. they really should have better programs! my bro and i were bored almost to death. then the buffet people came and we ate and ate and talked and talked and took photos and more photos. then i led the kids to the open space and played with the fire thingy. i have to tell you, its really difficult to control kids. especially those who are like so high. like my cousin benjamin. benjamin's scary. he took like 5 of them and started to swing them around and scared the hell out of me. i was desperately trying to stop him by controlling the number of sticks he had that i didn't get to play much. ): haha.. its nice to relive my childhood once again for a mere half an hour. then back to grandma's hse. watched more tv and went home after that. i was damn tired i fell asleep pretty soon after managed to bathe and dry my hair without falling sleep i the toilet, unlike someone i know. :P

woke up early this morning and packed my room. then later in the afternoon my relatives came and also some of my mom's dad's and bro's friends. i kinda regretted not asking my friends along. cos i sort of figured out that they would be pretty busy visiting isnt it? okay so i slacked around, trying my best to entertain the people. well, kids to be more exact. my nephew and niece have grown quite abit, at least they could walk and talk now. then i kinda like played with this 2 kids. guess they kinda like my room cos its so pinky with barbie dolls and soft toys. maybe its time i redecorated my room! so this 3 year old girl, jamie took loads of pics okay. with my phone and 50% of them are all blurry. haha.. then after they went home my dad's friends came and i had to entertain this 2 small boys. switched on the disney channel for them.then watched with them and stuffed them with candies so they wouldn't run around. then after words they became so hyperactive and started running around and playing peek a boo with me. damn hilarious. then they kept laughing. kids are really so damn hyper and have so much energy okay. pretty tired now. came on just to check my homework. haven't done any of it yet! ): grr... ciao!

sighs.
once again, im back here in the library. it totally has to be my favourite hangout or something. joce went off for her hpys lecture, leaving me here alone in the lib. damn bored. even anas, my classmate said i looked damn bored from far. lol.
i realised i have so much stuff to do and im like always pushing it back or forgetting loads of stuff. which is like applying nail polish on my mom's newly bought sandals. i keep forgetting stuff, so like jean, i've decided i shall get myself a organiser. anybody has any comments on where to get like cool quirky funky prettilicious organisers? im in desperate need for it. i saw this page in last month's 17 mag with the really pretty organisers but the dumb thing is that they did not like put down the shop and where to get it. stupid? i think so. so im sorta like wondering where the hell to get them. grr. anwyay, i still owe dear jean her organiser. (im so so so sorry girl! maybe i'll pass it to you soon okay? this sat?)

places to go/things to do:
-dior(for that pair of friggin nice earrings in style)

-nike( for sneakers?)

-le sports sac (tokidoki bag+wallet-checked the other day but its not here yet. i totally adore lesportsac. they have really funky stuff (: check out the tokidoki collection! lesportsac.com)

-fcuk ( they're having a sale!)

-la senza!

-raffles hotel (pay deposit for reunion dinner)

-floral shops (get new year flowers)

-vive salon (still thinking if i should get a hair cut for new year)

-shop for daphne's belated bday pressie

-get vday gifts for my bestest buds

-paint gems

-type out class contact list

-admire the gorgeous chandelier in my room ;)

-wait for 6 feb to come!(desperate housewives)

finally! 12.50 soon! lunch with mum. hopefully sushi?
ciao!

yet another free period in school where i spend it playing yahoo pool online again. sighs. but i most probably won't be able to do so anymore cos i just got my timetable and ts pretty packed. so i guess i'l be busy! had the oh so boring assebly just now where like joce puts in, the teachers talk as if their main and sole purpse is to bore us to death.its kinda true. had sme after that. hmm.. got appointed as the econs rep. lol. and my ctutor thought my name was mabel. hilarious. then he kept calling me mabel and i was like huh? who's that? haha.. took a class photo then off we go and here i am. geisha's released today. can't wait to watch it (: i hope its good!oh the shooting trials results are gonna be out tmr. i hope hope hope i do get in! anyways, gotta go for chinese soon. ciao!

long day at school, almost dozed off during phys lecture, just sat in for abit more boredom. missed school yesterday, hmm... didn't really miss out anything in school. well, except for chinese introductory lecture, in which u won't gain much anyway. i kinda like skipped school cos i had no lectures. so i got an mc from the clinic then went shopping with mom. hmm.. got the new year cookies and stuff. spent like 400 on them. insane. then went over to song and kelly to check out if they have new dresses. got 2 in the end. one red one, for new year, and another light gold one for.. just any other occasion. went to peddar red, got black wedges (: mom got sandals from bonia. hmmm... tommy shirt for bro. i just LOVE the colour so much i just had to get it for my bro. the colours are such happy colours (:
went to orchard a few days earlier too, after school. met my aunt and mom and another lady, my aunt's friend. went to paragon for lunch then shopped for my aunt's sofa for her new house at carribean. then mom and i went over to nue to check out the shoes. unfortunately, the shoes i want are not here yet. damn. ): shall wait.
i can't wait for cny to come! (: school days are so boring. sigh. if only i could shop all day. im sorry, but im just a shopaholic. (:
gotta go off now, GOLDEN GLOBE!

got to know my civics group today. its not too bad. the arts classes are really very little. only 5 classes. its okay! it means we're special people! haha.. hmm.. my class's pretty okay i think? don't really know all of them.
well, just chatted with pearl and i found something she said damn amusing. there are people who actually remember me as the rich girl. which is so damn funny. kinda like the first time i heard it. today was pretty boring. no lectures at all for me. sat in for phys which was super boring and for lit which was pretty interesting. kinda liked the lesson, but what a pity, i won't be taking lit at all. i chose history. which i guess will be like kinda boring as compared to lit. grr.. talking about history, i haven't found someone who goes for history lecture too! damn. ):
anyways, so damn tired now. took a bus home which took like an hour. so bored ): good thing i had my ipod with me. but i kinda regretted not buying the mags. ): anyways, joce and me went to tm today. like the second time this week. haha.. took loads of lame pics. with the macs ice cream. haha..
sighs. going to bed now. so sleepy. ciao!

grrr.. school is so boring. i only have like one lecture today-maths.
well, sat in for geography. totally cool. i mean the tutor is so funny. well, corny more like it.
still have like 2 more hours till shooting trials.
didn't get transferred to science stream. ): and i guess me and joce will be in like different classes. even sad-der. damn. but i kinda like talked to the teacher. so i really hope she just like put me in the science stream. well, i wouldn't really care that much if i was like in the same class as joce. i mean, damn, im like so anti-social i probably wouldn't even get any new friends. LOL. whatever. i totally forgot the chose i picked. i hope i didn't like choose lit. cos they're not even starting on the book yet. just like the basic skills, most prob those i've alreasy learnt before.
i only have my princess of park ave and ipod to survive school. damn. its already pretty boring. joce and i were like snapping away with my phone cam. i just love the paranoma thingy. its just so COOL.grr.. gotta look for something to do now. there's like not much people to message now. all my friends are in school! sigh. think i'll just play some msn game. lol. ciao!

relationships are complicating.

somehow, when i woke up today i just felt really depressed.
i couldn't sleep last night.
i admit im someone's who's so damn insecure.
its horrible.
its really silly to think that way, but i just do.
perhaps we're drifting further apart.
but i still hope we stay together.

on a lighter note, i finally have some rest time for myself. i could finally get my 9 hours of sleep. orientation's over. its not bad. when i first got there i was really pretty pissed with everything. sort of hated everything. i wished i was back in cedar. i still wanna be a cedarian. or perhaps maybe just somewhere else. i missed the cedar cheers, i missed ms leong, i missed jean and fong, i missed my dear partner cherell, i missed 4s, i missed crater. but the ogl's were pretty nice, esp peiying, she was so funny and nice and cheery. PLUS, i had beloved joce with me so its still okay. had games and all, i didn't really talk much to my other group mates. well, im just not a very sociable person u know. got home, darn tired. got some rest.the next few days were pretty okay. hmm. wet games, lectures,mass dance. talking bout mass dance, the dance's really cute. erm. but the partner's not so. i didn't even know his name. abandoned my partner the next day to dance with joce, much better actually. had the o-nite on friday, the first half was not really good, heard that thing you do for like a million times, and time seemed to pass so slowly, but the last part was super. the combo band was great. superb actually. everybody was like so high and all. didn't go for supper with the group, went home instead. i mean, tampines is just a place that i visit like once a year, and the times i go there for the past 16 years of my life are probably just less than 20. bro picked me, went for dinner/supper. was super hungry cos the last thing i ate was like summer peach snapple. i LOVE snapple. well, i guess tpjc isn't that bad after all.

still haven't decided what i want to join-shooting, bowling, guitar ensemble, squash, dragonboat or band.
but i was pretty turned off by the band teacher actually. i guess she is. she was ike asking me if i had musical background and asking me to join cos my cert will look better next time and she was like totally degrading shooting or something. i mean she can like promote band without like telling me the other cca's were bad, right? anyway, she asked me if i was going to stay in tpjc after the 1st 3 months, i just told her 'no'. then she just rolled her eyes and walked away.
i was just being honest right? i mean, i won't stay in tpjc simply because distance really is a problem for me. i don't like waking up early and i don't like being in a almost foreign part of sg.

lectures tmr. sigh. my lectures are only on the first and last period. dammit.

BACK!

back from my trip to bangkok (:
the shopping's superb i have to say, everything's so damn cheap. well, not everything.
stayed at novotel siam square, the place's not bad (:

day 1
shopping at changi airport,bought diorkiss gloss, estee gloss, sk2 sunblock and whitening thing, boarded plane, reached bangkok at about 9 plus, the travel agency person picked us up. the ride to the hotel was about 1 hour plus due to jam. ): finally we arrived at the hotel, the person told us our rooms were not ready yet, went for lunch at the chinese restaurent. after lunch, the person said only one room is ready while the other is not, will take about 1 hour more. quite pissed, cos waited for so long. decided to go shopping, went to mbk. shopped alot, dinner at a noodle bar, mummy went to the thai silk shop, she bought quite alot of shirts, i got myself jeans and bags, belt, watch, shoes. went to watch some mambo cabaret show. there's this guy who looks so damn pretty. she/he's just wow. quite demoralising to watch the show cos some of them are like really pretty.

day 2
woke up early and went to the river tour. took quite a number of photos, fed fishes bread, went to some leather factory, mummy got 2 bags, 8 wallets. went to gem factory, nothing much, went back to the hotel to put all our stuff, then to siam paragon where i got my kate spade bag. (: luch at the food hall, shopped somemore, got accesories.

day 3
more shopping. went to central, took a train there. bought loads of shirts for daddy, got myself a skirt, after that we went to siam centre and siam discovery then mbk. mummy got a bag from there and some wallets, shirts for my bro, lacoste shoes, wedges, more shirts for daddy, tees....
bought 5kg worth of food. had to drag the box back. ):

day 4
last day of shopping, bought shorts, bag, pouches, tees.... shopping at bangkok airport, got the chanel no 5 perfume, ate lunch, good bye thailand!


surprisingly, the person who bought he most stuff is my daddy, although he didn't even go. lol.
bro picked us and got home at 9 plus. tpjc person called me.
the conversation went like this
tp :hello, im blah blah from tpjc and i ur ogl leadeer
me: oh hello
tp: ur group's blah blah and please bring 20 bucks for (i don't remember what)
me: okay
tp: and extra clothing
me: extra clothing as in?
tp: extra clothing
me: as in?
tp: extra clothing for urself
me: i mean like extra school uni?
tp:oh as in shorts and tees
me: oooooh

finally put down the phone after asking her the time and stuff. funny.
i was pretty blur at that time, can't rememeber what she said. i hope i got the info right. =X

its gorgeous isn't it?

just got up. i just couldn't really get to sleep last night. no idea why but i just felt really uncomfortable. woke up pretty early. yawns.

went shopping with mom yesterday, kinda boring. started the day badly. then went to the bank, had to queue for like half an hour. madness! then waited at the clinic for like an hour. i've read practically the whole shelf of youngparents and motherhood-ish mags. some articles are pretty interesting. like when ur baby cries in the middle of the night, its better to like ignore them cos they are just crying for attention. so if u ignore them then they won't do that anymore and u can now sleep in peace. cool eh? i shall remember that. haha! after lunching went to taka. damn crowded. got super pissed. i just hate crowds. makes me dizzy. saw this really really gorgeous kate spade bag. i LOVE it. but it was like the last one and some idiot make quite a number of scratches on it. dammit. didn't buy it in the end. ): was hoping they had a new one. but no, they didn't. ): only 2 in singapore. someone bougt the other one. how unlucky can i get? went to gucci after that, saw this pink-gold gucci bag. so damn cute. walked around, mom couldn't get the bag she wanted cos there was like no more left. passed by this shop selling sunnies and i say this gorgeous pair of dior sunnies. but i already have a pair of dior ones so decided not to buy. walked around, didn't see anything we liked, except for that kate spade bag. damn.

went to delifrance for coffee. wasn't a good experience. regretted not going to bakerzin instead. went home feeling empty. didn't buy anything. ): i've planned to start saving up from now on to get that tiffany lock necklace. 570. 10 bucks a week till..........2007. =X thats long. 50 a week? that'll take around 2 months. not too bad eh? or i'll just wait for cny. (:

2 more days to christmas! ((:

just got back home from bugis. got myself a bag and some nail polish. its so damn hot out there.

went to the night safari with jean fong and kath 2 days ago. it was not bad actually. the ticks are pretty ex. 28. couldn't see some animals actually. we all were like 'where?where?where?' then saw this rhino with so much excess skin, fong and i suggested tummy tuck. lol. then walked through some trails and the suspension bridge. which was not really that exciting. just made u walk sideways. lol. then saw more animals and got ben and jerry's ice cream after that. then got home at about 12 plus.

cleared my room yesterday. gave away 3 huge plastic bag of clothes. which as at least 20 skirts and 30 plus tops and i dunno what else. oh, bags. after that i went to orchard with mummy. i think i looked pretty darn horrible. wore some old polo tee and my black skirt. had my hair up with my hairband. gosh. i must have looked horrible. had lunch at the newly renovated chatterbox at mandarin hotel. the design's pretty cool. but it was freezing inside. done with dinner, went over to paragon. got a ck denim skirt. finally. i asked some salesgirl to check if paragon has the denim skirt the other day and she said no. wth. got gloss from bourjios. mummy got her betula sandals then bought 32.50 worth of magazines (enough to keep me occupied for pretty long). went home at bout 8 plus, in time to watch the 9pm show on channel 8. the ending's pretty sad for yoyo. but oh wells, she got what she wanted so, its ok i guess.

today's pretty darn horrible. its like i get a 'no' for practically everything. damn. i can't go work at raffles hotel cos my bro's like saying i'll just drop everything, spoil everyone's day, get scolded, feel bad, yada yada yada. so he won't allow me to go. grr

haven't been online for a long time. well, got something to do with this thing i had with my mom. so i kinda like stopped using the com. anyways, holidays have been boring. surprisingly. been shopping quite alot. changed the hooks for the crystal chandeliers. pretty boring stuff. can't wait to go off to bangkok. on 27th dec (:

gtg now! going to millenia walk to get my contacts done. (:

grr.. i have a sudden urge to get more earrings from dior. lol. gtg prepare now! (:

prom's over! (i know its kinda late. too lazy to blog)
the prom i've kinda been looking forward to since i dunno when.
oh wells. it was pretty ok. but kinda short. went to orchard after prom (:
walked quite alot and my feet totally hurt so i just took off my shoes and walked barefooted for a while. the pain was just so. ouch ouch ouch. and like eunice said, i looked really unglam. but who cares. but later that night fong was telling me how horribly disgustingly dirty the floor was, there may be somebody who have spit on it.... blah blah. i shall never ever do that again. lol. then ended up at mandarin hotel. i was so darn happy we could finally sit down. in a place with air con. lol. ordered this drink called CTE. stupid name. wanted to order singapore sling but thought i shall still stay away from alcohol like i promised somebody. (: so cte was like blended strawberry with i dunno what. i would have very much preferred the honey perrier. the scenary's amazing! i wanna go there again! then we all like took turns to take photo with the candle thingy. LOL. talk about cheap thrills. well, not exactly cheap. then we chilled for a while. obsessed with taking photos then went off as my parents fetched us back. fong and eunice stayed over at my place. didn't sleep till about 3+ then woke up at like 8 plus.
eunice and fong were saying im hot. literally. like a radiator. lo. i didn't know that!

then later at night went to the david tao concert with bro. there was this couple sitting beside me who were totally sadistic( i never spell this word right. i know). the guy was like thinking of how to kill his teacher, sticking a gun into his mouth and shooting and i dunno what else ( another reason not to be a teacher in future) the concert started, david tao is sooo good. i feel horrible not clapping more and stuff cos i was like really too tired. i sleep only for like 5 hours. but i really did enjoyed his concert. his vocals. WOW. thats all i can say. he's such a great singer. (:

i didn't do anything productive these days. carried out my duties as a shopaholic well. got this tee from zara then this shirt from mambo. and earrings sandals and more. i can't really remember. i don't exactly feel like using my brains now. they have been overused and they need a rest (: i've just been online, watching korean dramas, reading alot. thats about all that i have done. i feel like such a useless person. gosh, i need to do something productive.

im looking forward to my trip to bangkok next month. (: its not really confirmed yet but i hope i do go. bangkok is like shopper's paradise. (: mummy went and got like 20+ silk suits (she LOVES silk) and she said it was like darn cheap so she had to get them. i think one of the reasons is because the shop that she always goes to at mandarin hotel is closing. well, it would close sooner or later. i mean is there actually someone else who would pay 500++ for a silk suit? nobody as insane as my mom i guess. she has like 50+ i guess. in all colours. talk about obsession. haha!

suddenly, its as though i don't really have much to buy anymore. i mean when it was the Os period, i always have like loads of stuff i wanna buy. but now, there really isn't alot.
i suddenly have this thing for retro stuff. i think they're so cute. i kinda wanna do the retro thing for my room but that'll mean i'll have to spend $$ on the renovation. so i shall not. (:

dinner now (:

back from shopping, legs are aching and i realised that over the past few days i've spent like 50 freaking dollars on stupid cab fares. bleah.
finally found shoes. from peddar red. asked the woman to hold it for me. (: ok darn. can't blog any longer. going for dinner now. bye (:

2 more papers and im free! (:

ONE WEEK AND 5 MORE PAPERS TO GO!
and i already slacking.
i can't wait for it to end. i can't wait for 17th to come.
damn. why does time have to pass so slowly.
i can't wait to go to nine west and grab my shoes.
i hope hope hope no one else gets it. PLEASE.
then stop shopping cos i'll already have spent all my money on that pair of shoes.
well, unless a kind soul want to pay them for me (:
and i'll have to only go WINDOW shopping. ):
but it's only till my mom is back from turkey.
then i can go crazy shopping.
weee~!

can't wait.
(: and with daph constantly tempting me. its worse.
therefore, i have already put down a list of shops i wanna visit.
so here they are:
(did this during my biology paper)
1)NINE WEST

2)ck jeans

3)guess

4)dashing diva

5)browhaus
(:


anyways, had my birthday dinner at the line at shangri la with mom dad bro.
i recommend it to anybody who
1)eats alot

2)loves nice bright orangy deco

3)loves nice graphics

4)willing to spend money on food
(:
great buffet. and let me tell u this. i usually hate going for buffets. but this time, i absolutely love this place. (: so, go try (:


okie. i have to like get my butt off this chair and start mugging.
lit.amath.geog.
lalala (: oh yes i tried to filed my nails but did a horrible job for my right hand. ): i wonder how people actually do their own manicure. its like mission impossible.
i shall stop my crapping. take care everyone. (: and thanks thanks thanks for the birthday wishes. really made my day(: muacks (:

finally got my prom dress (:
but haven't gotten the shoes ):
and my Os ends on 22nd. prom's on 25th.
wow. 3 days of intensive shopping. LOL.
oh wells. been studying studying studying these days.
thank god for daphne. or my life will definitely be miserable.
can't wait for the DREADED Os to end.
then its time to partyy. ;)
shall organise a sleepover (:
movie marathon!

well. still confused over where i should go after cedar.
oh wells. shan't think too much. bad for my brains.
gtg study CHINESE now. ):

one week of intensive studying and it's killing me. depriving me of my slacking time. well, i still have my 7-9-korean-hk-drama tv time. so i shall not complain. (: looking my my results i have decided on a few jcs (:
1) trying for SAJC.
2)CJC
3)IJC
4)SRJC
any coments?

still have yet to go to ck jeans to look at my skirt. ): i wonder if its still there. i hope it is! my hk drama time is here! tv time! (:

oh yes, i wanna thank all of you! u guys are so nice and encouraging (: thanks a million! muacks.

if only...
-i had read up my ss tb more in depth and not sleep while reading it
-i had done more e math prac.
-i had studied for chinese
-i did more practice for english
-i was smart

retail therapy (:
went for 2 days of shopping and i feel much better. (: went shopping with mom on friday. got the miss sixty skirt. it was simply too cute. it has this ballerina skirt material beneath the skirt. cute (: then got this white fcuk top with the fcuk words in sequins. though its like 75 and 6 more dollars than the pole jeans tee, the material is so much better. i feel as though i have been cheated by polo jeans. shall never buy any tees from them ever again. well, except for their polo tee. lol. went accesories shopping at dior. the new shop is great. so big and nice. got a pair of earrings. they had no stock for the ring. damn. no nice necklaces. so ended up with the earrings. mom got herself a anteprima bag. that bag is seriously damn nice. i shall like borrow it from her soon. hahah.. its like black with a little gold. cool huh? but too bad anteprima doesn't have a peach coloured bag ):
saturday. met fong at 12 plus. went to tcc. my dear partner has told me so much about that place and the must try potato wedges with cheese. so went with fong. had potato wedges and macaroni. and this coffee drink. iced moncheri i think. fong said something gross about it. shall not say it here. its pretty sick when u think of it. lol. the waiter who was serving us was like so happy la. maybe something good happened to him. haha.. he had this cheeky smile plaster on his face. then we went on to try dresses and more dresses! lol. went to zara, daniel yam (queued for like ages). topshop, dorothy perkins and blah blah blah. i liked the top i tried at zara. but i didn't get it. don't think i'll wear it anyway. though its nice. haha.. fong tries this funny samurai dress at topshop. hilarious. haha.. well, i dun think i'll get a dress for grad night. i'll just wear some dress i have at home. its to stressful shopping for dresses. but don't worry fong, i'll still go dress shopping wf u (:
now i know why i love shopping. i don't mind working at some high end boutique. really. i can't stand how the people working there act as though they own the shop. but hello? they're only working there. bitches. but thats how life is. but i have to comment that there are really some really nice and sweet people who provide good service (:
oh wells. enough of my crap. sundays are boring. ): still in the process of thinking about my future.
1) TP,hospitality and tourism management
2) VJC
3) SAJC
4) ACJC ( and wake up at 5.30 evey morning ): )
5) visit kath or donna and study in perth or uk. haha!

well.. just random thoughts (:

i hate school. i hate the Os to be more exact. im losing the stamina. im so distracted. i just wanna go out. like chill for a week or so. i need my shopping spree. seriously. or i should just ban myself from reading the 7 mags i buy each month. im a mag junkie. i know. i should be spending more time reading chem and bio instead. i know. i should be practicing math qns instead. i know. but its just that.. i don't even know what's my aim. i don't want to be stuck with this kind of mugging. i don't want to go to a jc. i don't even know what i wanna do. i don't wanna be a doctor. neither do i want to be a lawyer. or some accountant. im not even good at anything. not good at science. math. literature. language. sighs. who ever said everybody is talented? i need a motivation in life. i have to stop having the mindset that if i don't get in to a jc or poly, i can just jet off somewhere. sighs. i don't even know if hospitality and tourism is my kinda thing. imagine myself. working all day at the hotel and all. faking that smile. well, perhaps im pretty darn good at smiling all the time. perhaps. was talking to jean today, she's still thinking if jc or poly's her thing. well, seriously, i think she'll definitely be much happier in a poly. and she said i could try apparel design as a 2nd choice. hmmm... funny. emma the deisgner? nah. chatted with kath for awhile. she said i should consider a job as a mag editor, think singapore vogue. hilarious. my english's not even good. sighs. so what if i get into h & t ,management? where do i even go next?


shan't think about all these. life doesn't go as planned anyway. on a brighter note, im looking forward to this weekend. shopping at last. i wanna get another song and kelly dress. and seriously more heels. i have to get that ck jeans skirt. though daphne says the probability that it'll still be there is kinda low. damn. why why why didn't i get it the last time? damn. and daph gave me a mission. lol. check out dkny shoes. was reading the mags yesterday, its like they're all featuring eye makeup. they look so pretty. and the dior pearl lipst. think i'll get one. even though mine's not even halfway finished. gosh. i gotta stop thinking about shopping. 3 MORE DAYS! and im free (:

p.s has anybody watched any movies lately? i seriously need recommendations.

back from jakarta! took the afternoon flight back. was supposed to come back yesterday but my dad's friend asked us to stay for another night. so.. oh wells. stayed. haha.. then had to buy another set of clothing for today. didn't really get much stuff. just got 2 slippers for like 8 bucks. and thats all. kinda pathetic. there's not much to buy anyway. the wedding is so preeeetty and nice (: wore my song and kelly dress. im kinda glad i wore that cos everybody's like dressed up so nicely. not like the pple in singapore. i mean some don't even bother. there's like a great big language barrier too. i dun speak malay u see. haha.. xcept for satu dua tiga and well i can read keluar and buka. haha! all from the commands. lol. anyways. the seafood rest was pretty darn good. the prawns are like huge. haha.. the posh chinese rest too. well, if i were to ever go to indonesia again, it would be for the food. and their la senza stores. haha.. gosh.i need to go to la senza. they have such pretty stuff now. i need some sleep now! gotta start my 4 day full mugging. prelims are here! i need loads of luck! (:

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

went back to khs after sch celebrations. (: it was so fun! seeing all the ex classmates (: well. not all. but it was already cool enough. (: the teachers didn't recognise me. ): did i really change that much? haha.. anyways. took photos! ((: its so niceeee to see them again. had fun talking about the past. (: i realised i was like a really mean girl. keep taking pple's stuff. oops! haha..didn't get a chance to sit at our former places though. )): i would love to do that one day. its so nice to see the hopscotches! i missed it. the garden's still so nice. but the kids seem so small. haha.. (:
sighs. memories memories. u'll never get the same experiences ever. which is pretty sad. sighs.

anyways. went shopping these few days. although i seriously ought to be mugging. i feel guilty now. =X im going to jakarta on monday! and tuesday. ((: for a wedding. then went shopping yesterday and mom got me 2 dresses from song and kelly. i didn't know they had such nice stuff! one's a tube dress with the floaty kinda material and the other's a beige coloured one. (: peddar red is a great shoe shop. i stepped in and immediately found this pair of sandals that i could match with my dress. cool huh? (: then i gt my sunnies today! pink ones(: weee~! shopping is sooo good. seriously. now i noe why i love it. (: anyways, was browsing through the mags. and saw the chloe paddington bag. people who have like loads of money to spend: get it! its so damn nice. dunno the price though. but its nice. an It bag. (: i still haven't gotten my miss sixty card ): maybe it got lost along the way. maybe they dun wanna give it to me cos i put my age as 16 and ticked one of the lowest for income ): anyways. getting my club 21 card. weee~! discounts ((: discount card rocks. but i still haven't used my seventeen one. don't even know where to use it =X mom's finally gonna get her chanel bag. after eyeing it for like years. goot for her. she seems so happy. (: gosh. i should stop. this is making me obsessive and making me wanna shop more. but i can't anymore. ): gonna be a good girl and mug. well, anybody who has been to jakarta, anywhere nice to recommend? thanks loads! (:

CRATER!

wow. its been like months since i really blogged. i just finished reading the washingtonienne. its not bad. tells u the pros and cons of blogging. haha! and not to gossip in ur blog. alot has been happening lately. well. first the POP.

im finally and officially out of cedar npcc. i'll certainly miss crater loads and loads and loads. u guys MUST come over for christmas party kaes? i'll miss delphinus loads and loads. i'll miss aries loads and loads. i'll miss sirius loads and loads.
CRATER.
i still remb when we were swearing in at bartley sec. i was still so blur and all. wearing our uniforms with practically nothing except for the school crest. not even our name tags. having ma'ams checking our uniform, our not so shiny boots and our chef's hat berets. sighs. i still remember camps. going to pulau ubin, walking into the campsite with our oh so heavy bags. having poor personal hygiene. sleeping with the flies buzzing. washing the toilets. doing orienteering in the rain. having 7 mosquito bites on my face. eating sardines and curry with maggi. eating a breakfast bar every morning. having to run aroung the campsite and pitch tents with the oh so hot pegs that gave us blisters. going to camp in camp look-specs+hair all up. campfires! feeling the heat of the fire while singing the campfire songs. annual camp! changing parades! getting scolded alot. crying with sqdmates. punishment with sqdmates. getting pinched to keep ourselves awake. the long late night early morning debriefs. morning apt. washing mass tins. doing punishments under the stars. sighs. i will miss all these. not forgetting the sorting of the MCs and parents letters. the smell of the admin cupboard. the times where we gossip about the undesirable enemy. and laughing like nobody's business. wow. i miss these. do u know that? i love crater. loads. i will always remember this wonderful experience in my life. (: thank you.

to cheer myself up, a song that i really love (:


Why are there so many songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,
And rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it
I know they're wrong, wait and see.

Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
Who said that every wish would be heard and answered
when wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that
and someone believed it,and look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing?
And what do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
the lovers, the dreamers and me.

All of us under its spell,
we know that it's probably magic....
Have you been half asleepand have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.
Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors?
The voice might be one and the same.
I've heard it too many times to ignore it.
It's something that I'm supposed to be.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
the lovers, the dreamers and me.

DISAPPOINTMENT.
thats what's going on in my life.

oh my. i can't believe i haven't been online for like soo long. its quite amazing isn't it? haha! i guess there's nothing much happening in my life right now. well, its all sch then tuition then home. nothing special. except for my occasional shopping sprees. haha.. not that i have like done loads of shopping after that trip to charlotte. i have since decided not to get so much stuff. oh wells. still deperately hunting for my silver/ gold bag. have not found one thats to my liking. except for the one that's allison burns. ok. whatever. shall stop about the bag. grr.

school life. boring. the same old monotonous life. with really boring lessons as usual and the pms-y teachers too. got back my phys paper today. well, i did better than i expected. so i think this calls for a celebration! me coming online. haha! kidding. i had to print out some stuff so i guess i could drop by to post my entry. well, partly also because the babe, fong wants me to update cos the current status of my blog is apparently dead. but its not like there are many people reading this right? so it doesn't really matter if i do update or not. anyways, pe was not that bad. played rounders or whatever u call it. its kinda fun. compared to the dreadful old track. was suffering from cramps from when i was awake. damn. i shall and must get camomile tea. read that it helps. so i shall try. haha..

im sooo dreading school tmr. well, not only tmr but any other day. i miss the times that i use to hang out with my buddies. at like. ps or something. sigh. i dun really have the time now. well, weekends. shall ask fong out on her oh-so-free sundays at orchars with her 4 hr break btwn the tuitions. i haven;t been talking to her lately. though i see ehr in chinese class everytime. i mean, i sit beside her. haha.. but i have been to busy doing the unfinished lit essays that i haven't had time to catch up with her. oh wells, fong, if u're reading this, sorry!! we'll go shopping soon alrights? hehe.. (:

sigh. my schedule for the week:
-tuesday: phys prac after school, then tuition wf daph
-wednesday: piano lessons at home
-thursday: chem remedial, tuition wf daph
-friday: chinese listening, parade
-saturday: tuition

but its all for the best, as my mom would say. just for a few more months and i'll be able to enjoy myself after that. haha! anyways, was talking to daddy and mom about prom the other day and daddy says he'll pay for my dress and whatever thingys (((: and i can have it tailor made too. weeee~! daddy rocks. haha! mom too lar. she's gonna shop with me for my dress and look out for nice stuff for me. ((: dad's thinking of changing a car soon. bmw? well, suggestions anyone? gosh im bored. gonna go tv-ing now. byeee!

wish list!
-red ribbon pumps @ gripz
-kitten heels @ haivanas (however u spell it. i remb it as the slipper shop)
-sunnies! (oh yes. any recommendations on where to get nice sunnies? ((: )
-teeees
-lesser school days!
-longer hair
-straightener/curler
-longer eye lashes!
-anna sui blck heads dissolver ((:
-nail polish!
-samsung anna sui phone (:
-gold/silver bag

oh wells. some of those are stuff i wun really get. but i like to wish that i will get them some day. (: oh yes. i forgot. the diamond ring. haha! kidding!

back from shopping! realised that i only have 3 pathetic days to go. 1 of which i have to go back to sch for my cca. oh wells. today's shopping trip may be one of the last before the Os. ew. thats bad. )): haha.. but i have decided not go go shopping for the next 4 months cos i've spent a little too much today. went to charlotte to get a ring (: aquamarine. its like interchangable. so cool right? check out their webbie (: www.charlotte.de
almost done with all my hw except for the dreadful sciences and lit. can some kind soul please do it for me? haha.. i like my new template. its so sweet (; haha.. but i didn't design it though. many thanks to the designer. which is i dunno who. haha.. dun remb her name. maybe i should add swirls. ((:
i have to go giordano some day. to get the orange polo. i saw one at polo ralph lauren. but they dun have it in my size. ): today was pretty nice. went for brunch at the imperial rest. the food is really good! teochew cuisine. yumy. (: then walked around. got shirts for my dad. mom got gloss and nail polishes. then got the sk2 compact powder for myself. mom insisted i get it. haha.. so i just did lar. its so dumb. u have to pay an extra 30 bucks for the stupid casing that costs at most 10 bucks. bleah. and its so big lar. wonder how it'll fit into my bag. oh wells. i think i'll be possible if i stop bringing so many glosses out. haha! i wanna get a metallic gold bag! does anyone have any idea where to get it? i want something simple. not those with so many buckles. the one i saw at the allison burns webbie is simple yet nice. ((: but its like 400 plus sgd. and i have to pay shipping fees too. sigh. yepps. so after that walked over to paragon. hmmm... went for tea at bakerzin. i still love their strawberry shortcake as much. (: mom had mango mousse. which was equally as good. haha.. got dad some bread for breakfast tmr then headed to the supermarket to get ham blah blah. then went home after that. the jam wasn't that bad. which was good. had a headache. popped in panadol. felt better. and feeling drowsy now. *yawns* guess its time i get sleep! gotta wake up early tmr. ((: school's starting! and im dreading it ):


emma*

holidays = remedials?
been for sooo many remedials lately. was late for today's. =X at first i had totally no idea what chia was talking about. was like. so lost. then slowly, the stuff came back. methane.ethane and i dunno what. anyway, bio was kinda interesting today. but it ended at like 12. so late. realised by the end of the lesson that lim eats almost nothing. cept for veggies.lol.
mom's been nagging alot lately. she's gets real pissed wf me when i say i wanna go out. the facial expression changes in a split second. gosh. wonder how she does that. was pissed at yesterday cos i forgot i have tuition ok. then i reached home at like 5.15. when tuition's at 5.30. oh wells. but i made it in time. right?haha..
anyways, had quite a fun time yesterday. i reached somerset at like 10 plus and waited for jean. and when jean came, guess what? she forgot to bring her ticks. laughed like hell. she's so sotong lar. then went back with her. took the wrong train to dhoby ghaut. i guess we're super pro blur sotongs. was abit late for the lit seminar and the stupid guy diidn't even check ticks. i sooo wanna murder him. the seminar was pretty boring. cos she's just saying everything from the booklet. this girl beside me was super sweet okie. she lent me her booklet cos jean and i dun have it. then her voice's like so high. ok. i shan't be mean. haha..she's so sweet. (: jean and i was like crapping and all and she was telling me about the gay guys that she knows who happen to be quite cute people. she crapped alot then later made this guy beside the sweet girl cry. haha.. that was super funny. cos he laughed too much. haha.
then went to have lunch at spaggedies wf jean and xiany. went to buy xiany's eyeliner. we decided to buy eye shadow instead. so i took the role of the make up artist ((: haha.. tried on xiany. she looked pretty good with it. but i duno why after awhile, the eye shadow made her look like she had a blue black. haha.. then we tried something lighter and i dunno why or how, i somehow ended up with green eye shadow on me. was difficult to rub it off so ended up going to the apple centre with jean with green eye shadow. bleah. finally could. so i didn't have to go home green eyed. haha.
oh wells, gtg to bed now. (: going to grandma's hse tmr. ((:

-emma*

DONNA: what do u mean by 'hard to believe my name's still there-' and that i look different and whether i'll be the same?
i'm so lost seriously, what do you mean??
oh btw, thanks for getting me a PINK postcard. (: can't wait to receive it! (:
oh yes, ocean's album is out! do u have it there in UK? cos if u dun have it i can like DHL it over to you. ((: i miss you! school life's no fun without you. really. ):

anyways, been ages since i last blogged. dun really have time too. so many make up lessons and all. grr.. like half of my hols are eaten up. i feel like i have been ripped off of my personal time. went for 2 lit forums lately. its like imformation overload. i can't remember much now. except for juxtapose. i dun even remember what it is. gosh. my memory's failing me again. anwyays, some speakers are really... not that good. cos they used singlish. i still think they should stick to proper english for presentations. esp literature presentations. not that my english's darn good or anything. im only a B4. but i really really liked our sch's presentation. it was GREAT! not because im a cedarian and im saying this because they're cedarians. but becos it was really good. oh. jean was sir toby. sexayy. haha..
the chinese Os is finally over. i hope i can scrap an A. seriously. i mean, i noe my oral's gonna be like 19 so i'll have to so really well for listening compre i guess. or i should speak more chinese from now on? but who to? my dad's overseas. ): i miss him. he's off to beijing. should have went with him. i would if i didn't have to attend yucky remedials. i wanna go somewhere. now.
i realised how much i missed my friends.those i haven't seen for a long time.and those who are overseas. ): please come back this year alright?
fong has once again influenced me. now im kinda excited bout prom too. haha.. well, her plan's to go clubbing after prom. this is gonna be fun(: but on second thoughts no. cos my mom will never allow. or. we could book a hotel room and play the whole night. and vodka. hmmm (:haha.. and she calculated, we only have one week to shop for prom. which is kind little. but i think its okie. cos most pple are just like gonna get a dress and all right? haha..
tuition tmr. i so very much wanna go watch mr and mrs smith. im deprived of movies. well, watched secret window on dvd yesterday. another one of those schizo shows. like the beautiful mind.
yawns. tired. and bored. ):

the torturous mid years are finally over! and i treated myself to some retail therapy. i finally got my birkenstocks!

well, my mid year results are disapointing as usual. yes it is.
chinese- B3
english- B4
a math- E8
e math- B3
bio- F9
phys/chem- C6
ss/geog- B4
literature- C6
therefore, my freaking L1R5 's 26

oh wells, im still thinking where i can go with 26 points. lol.
not like i care. im just going to mug like crazy. if thats possible for me.
so i won't be coming online for quite some time cos i need to devote my time to chinese. get at least an A for chinese i hope. and work hard for the Os. then, go for a relaxing trip. haha..
oh wells, there's nothing much i wanna say. not that i can say anything much. blog's are just.. horrible somehow.
gtg now! wanna finish the hols hw by this week. (:
like real. haha!


-emma

neverland- love psychedelico

so long my memories
all beneath my love
siren, the silence
far, i hear my voice

so calm, i'm going down
gently inside

day dream of the neverland
far, i close my eyes

so slow, im going down
deep inside

wish of the darkness
silently falling
into the light
the way from the darkness
to neverland

so long my melodies
all behind my words
shadows of silence
hide my time away

slow down, calling my heart
moving inside...



a nice song that i like. hmm... this band's pretty good. the lyrics will sound weird cos its like english and jap.
i wanna grow up. i wanna be 21. the lives of 21ers are like cool. its sucky. though people day its sweet sixteen. i wanna escape. singapore's so... small. i guess i've made up my mind. i hate the school life now. i wanna go overseas. i guess its time i grow up. i can't be daddy's little girl all the time can i? at one point in my life, i gotta learn how to cook and operate the washing machine and learn how to live on my own isn't it?
but on second thoughts, i'm not sure. i guess i'll apply for a poly. i hate the jc sch system. its just like an extended stay in secondary sch. just that there's guys and yuckier subjects that you won't even use in ur life.
my dad's so outdated. he asked me if i can drive when im 18 . haha.. told him i can only do that when im 21. he wants to get me a sports car. i told him i dun wanna get robbed. (:
mercs clk is so damn nice. the advert is nice. dunno if the car is. haha! mom saw it and was thinking of changing her car. the advert has definately done its job. (:
went shopping. bought a tee. thats all. i wanna get shoesssss. and sunnies. (:


-emma