finally got my prom dress (:
but haven't gotten the shoes ):
and my Os ends on 22nd. prom's on 25th.
wow. 3 days of intensive shopping. LOL.
oh wells. been studying studying studying these days.
thank god for daphne. or my life will definitely be miserable.
can't wait for the DREADED Os to end.
then its time to partyy. ;)
shall organise a sleepover (:
movie marathon!

well. still confused over where i should go after cedar.
oh wells. shan't think too much. bad for my brains.
gtg study CHINESE now. ):

one week of intensive studying and it's killing me. depriving me of my slacking time. well, i still have my 7-9-korean-hk-drama tv time. so i shall not complain. (: looking my my results i have decided on a few jcs (:
1) trying for SAJC.
2)CJC
3)IJC
4)SRJC
any coments?

still have yet to go to ck jeans to look at my skirt. ): i wonder if its still there. i hope it is! my hk drama time is here! tv time! (:

oh yes, i wanna thank all of you! u guys are so nice and encouraging (: thanks a million! muacks.

if only...
-i had read up my ss tb more in depth and not sleep while reading it
-i had done more e math prac.
-i had studied for chinese
-i did more practice for english
-i was smart

retail therapy (:
went for 2 days of shopping and i feel much better. (: went shopping with mom on friday. got the miss sixty skirt. it was simply too cute. it has this ballerina skirt material beneath the skirt. cute (: then got this white fcuk top with the fcuk words in sequins. though its like 75 and 6 more dollars than the pole jeans tee, the material is so much better. i feel as though i have been cheated by polo jeans. shall never buy any tees from them ever again. well, except for their polo tee. lol. went accesories shopping at dior. the new shop is great. so big and nice. got a pair of earrings. they had no stock for the ring. damn. no nice necklaces. so ended up with the earrings. mom got herself a anteprima bag. that bag is seriously damn nice. i shall like borrow it from her soon. hahah.. its like black with a little gold. cool huh? but too bad anteprima doesn't have a peach coloured bag ):
saturday. met fong at 12 plus. went to tcc. my dear partner has told me so much about that place and the must try potato wedges with cheese. so went with fong. had potato wedges and macaroni. and this coffee drink. iced moncheri i think. fong said something gross about it. shall not say it here. its pretty sick when u think of it. lol. the waiter who was serving us was like so happy la. maybe something good happened to him. haha.. he had this cheeky smile plaster on his face. then we went on to try dresses and more dresses! lol. went to zara, daniel yam (queued for like ages). topshop, dorothy perkins and blah blah blah. i liked the top i tried at zara. but i didn't get it. don't think i'll wear it anyway. though its nice. haha.. fong tries this funny samurai dress at topshop. hilarious. haha.. well, i dun think i'll get a dress for grad night. i'll just wear some dress i have at home. its to stressful shopping for dresses. but don't worry fong, i'll still go dress shopping wf u (:
now i know why i love shopping. i don't mind working at some high end boutique. really. i can't stand how the people working there act as though they own the shop. but hello? they're only working there. bitches. but thats how life is. but i have to comment that there are really some really nice and sweet people who provide good service (:
oh wells. enough of my crap. sundays are boring. ): still in the process of thinking about my future.
1) TP,hospitality and tourism management
2) VJC
3) SAJC
4) ACJC ( and wake up at 5.30 evey morning ): )
5) visit kath or donna and study in perth or uk. haha!

well.. just random thoughts (:

i hate school. i hate the Os to be more exact. im losing the stamina. im so distracted. i just wanna go out. like chill for a week or so. i need my shopping spree. seriously. or i should just ban myself from reading the 7 mags i buy each month. im a mag junkie. i know. i should be spending more time reading chem and bio instead. i know. i should be practicing math qns instead. i know. but its just that.. i don't even know what's my aim. i don't want to be stuck with this kind of mugging. i don't want to go to a jc. i don't even know what i wanna do. i don't wanna be a doctor. neither do i want to be a lawyer. or some accountant. im not even good at anything. not good at science. math. literature. language. sighs. who ever said everybody is talented? i need a motivation in life. i have to stop having the mindset that if i don't get in to a jc or poly, i can just jet off somewhere. sighs. i don't even know if hospitality and tourism is my kinda thing. imagine myself. working all day at the hotel and all. faking that smile. well, perhaps im pretty darn good at smiling all the time. perhaps. was talking to jean today, she's still thinking if jc or poly's her thing. well, seriously, i think she'll definitely be much happier in a poly. and she said i could try apparel design as a 2nd choice. hmmm... funny. emma the deisgner? nah. chatted with kath for awhile. she said i should consider a job as a mag editor, think singapore vogue. hilarious. my english's not even good. sighs. so what if i get into h & t ,management? where do i even go next?


shan't think about all these. life doesn't go as planned anyway. on a brighter note, im looking forward to this weekend. shopping at last. i wanna get another song and kelly dress. and seriously more heels. i have to get that ck jeans skirt. though daphne says the probability that it'll still be there is kinda low. damn. why why why didn't i get it the last time? damn. and daph gave me a mission. lol. check out dkny shoes. was reading the mags yesterday, its like they're all featuring eye makeup. they look so pretty. and the dior pearl lipst. think i'll get one. even though mine's not even halfway finished. gosh. i gotta stop thinking about shopping. 3 MORE DAYS! and im free (:

p.s has anybody watched any movies lately? i seriously need recommendations.

back from jakarta! took the afternoon flight back. was supposed to come back yesterday but my dad's friend asked us to stay for another night. so.. oh wells. stayed. haha.. then had to buy another set of clothing for today. didn't really get much stuff. just got 2 slippers for like 8 bucks. and thats all. kinda pathetic. there's not much to buy anyway. the wedding is so preeeetty and nice (: wore my song and kelly dress. im kinda glad i wore that cos everybody's like dressed up so nicely. not like the pple in singapore. i mean some don't even bother. there's like a great big language barrier too. i dun speak malay u see. haha.. xcept for satu dua tiga and well i can read keluar and buka. haha! all from the commands. lol. anyways. the seafood rest was pretty darn good. the prawns are like huge. haha.. the posh chinese rest too. well, if i were to ever go to indonesia again, it would be for the food. and their la senza stores. haha.. gosh.i need to go to la senza. they have such pretty stuff now. i need some sleep now! gotta start my 4 day full mugging. prelims are here! i need loads of luck! (:

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

went back to khs after sch celebrations. (: it was so fun! seeing all the ex classmates (: well. not all. but it was already cool enough. (: the teachers didn't recognise me. ): did i really change that much? haha.. anyways. took photos! ((: its so niceeee to see them again. had fun talking about the past. (: i realised i was like a really mean girl. keep taking pple's stuff. oops! haha..didn't get a chance to sit at our former places though. )): i would love to do that one day. its so nice to see the hopscotches! i missed it. the garden's still so nice. but the kids seem so small. haha.. (:
sighs. memories memories. u'll never get the same experiences ever. which is pretty sad. sighs.

anyways. went shopping these few days. although i seriously ought to be mugging. i feel guilty now. =X im going to jakarta on monday! and tuesday. ((: for a wedding. then went shopping yesterday and mom got me 2 dresses from song and kelly. i didn't know they had such nice stuff! one's a tube dress with the floaty kinda material and the other's a beige coloured one. (: peddar red is a great shoe shop. i stepped in and immediately found this pair of sandals that i could match with my dress. cool huh? (: then i gt my sunnies today! pink ones(: weee~! shopping is sooo good. seriously. now i noe why i love it. (: anyways, was browsing through the mags. and saw the chloe paddington bag. people who have like loads of money to spend: get it! its so damn nice. dunno the price though. but its nice. an It bag. (: i still haven't gotten my miss sixty card ): maybe it got lost along the way. maybe they dun wanna give it to me cos i put my age as 16 and ticked one of the lowest for income ): anyways. getting my club 21 card. weee~! discounts ((: discount card rocks. but i still haven't used my seventeen one. don't even know where to use it =X mom's finally gonna get her chanel bag. after eyeing it for like years. goot for her. she seems so happy. (: gosh. i should stop. this is making me obsessive and making me wanna shop more. but i can't anymore. ): gonna be a good girl and mug. well, anybody who has been to jakarta, anywhere nice to recommend? thanks loads! (:

CRATER!

wow. its been like months since i really blogged. i just finished reading the washingtonienne. its not bad. tells u the pros and cons of blogging. haha! and not to gossip in ur blog. alot has been happening lately. well. first the POP.

im finally and officially out of cedar npcc. i'll certainly miss crater loads and loads and loads. u guys MUST come over for christmas party kaes? i'll miss delphinus loads and loads. i'll miss aries loads and loads. i'll miss sirius loads and loads.
CRATER.
i still remb when we were swearing in at bartley sec. i was still so blur and all. wearing our uniforms with practically nothing except for the school crest. not even our name tags. having ma'ams checking our uniform, our not so shiny boots and our chef's hat berets. sighs. i still remember camps. going to pulau ubin, walking into the campsite with our oh so heavy bags. having poor personal hygiene. sleeping with the flies buzzing. washing the toilets. doing orienteering in the rain. having 7 mosquito bites on my face. eating sardines and curry with maggi. eating a breakfast bar every morning. having to run aroung the campsite and pitch tents with the oh so hot pegs that gave us blisters. going to camp in camp look-specs+hair all up. campfires! feeling the heat of the fire while singing the campfire songs. annual camp! changing parades! getting scolded alot. crying with sqdmates. punishment with sqdmates. getting pinched to keep ourselves awake. the long late night early morning debriefs. morning apt. washing mass tins. doing punishments under the stars. sighs. i will miss all these. not forgetting the sorting of the MCs and parents letters. the smell of the admin cupboard. the times where we gossip about the undesirable enemy. and laughing like nobody's business. wow. i miss these. do u know that? i love crater. loads. i will always remember this wonderful experience in my life. (: thank you.

to cheer myself up, a song that i really love (:


Why are there so many songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,
And rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it
I know they're wrong, wait and see.

Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
Who said that every wish would be heard and answered
when wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that
and someone believed it,and look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing?
And what do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
the lovers, the dreamers and me.

All of us under its spell,
we know that it's probably magic....
Have you been half asleepand have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.
Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors?
The voice might be one and the same.
I've heard it too many times to ignore it.
It's something that I'm supposed to be.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
the lovers, the dreamers and me.

DISAPPOINTMENT.
thats what's going on in my life.

oh my. i can't believe i haven't been online for like soo long. its quite amazing isn't it? haha! i guess there's nothing much happening in my life right now. well, its all sch then tuition then home. nothing special. except for my occasional shopping sprees. haha.. not that i have like done loads of shopping after that trip to charlotte. i have since decided not to get so much stuff. oh wells. still deperately hunting for my silver/ gold bag. have not found one thats to my liking. except for the one that's allison burns. ok. whatever. shall stop about the bag. grr.

school life. boring. the same old monotonous life. with really boring lessons as usual and the pms-y teachers too. got back my phys paper today. well, i did better than i expected. so i think this calls for a celebration! me coming online. haha! kidding. i had to print out some stuff so i guess i could drop by to post my entry. well, partly also because the babe, fong wants me to update cos the current status of my blog is apparently dead. but its not like there are many people reading this right? so it doesn't really matter if i do update or not. anyways, pe was not that bad. played rounders or whatever u call it. its kinda fun. compared to the dreadful old track. was suffering from cramps from when i was awake. damn. i shall and must get camomile tea. read that it helps. so i shall try. haha..

im sooo dreading school tmr. well, not only tmr but any other day. i miss the times that i use to hang out with my buddies. at like. ps or something. sigh. i dun really have the time now. well, weekends. shall ask fong out on her oh-so-free sundays at orchars with her 4 hr break btwn the tuitions. i haven;t been talking to her lately. though i see ehr in chinese class everytime. i mean, i sit beside her. haha.. but i have been to busy doing the unfinished lit essays that i haven't had time to catch up with her. oh wells, fong, if u're reading this, sorry!! we'll go shopping soon alrights? hehe.. (:

sigh. my schedule for the week:
-tuesday: phys prac after school, then tuition wf daph
-wednesday: piano lessons at home
-thursday: chem remedial, tuition wf daph
-friday: chinese listening, parade
-saturday: tuition

but its all for the best, as my mom would say. just for a few more months and i'll be able to enjoy myself after that. haha! anyways, was talking to daddy and mom about prom the other day and daddy says he'll pay for my dress and whatever thingys (((: and i can have it tailor made too. weeee~! daddy rocks. haha! mom too lar. she's gonna shop with me for my dress and look out for nice stuff for me. ((: dad's thinking of changing a car soon. bmw? well, suggestions anyone? gosh im bored. gonna go tv-ing now. byeee!

wish list!
-red ribbon pumps @ gripz
-kitten heels @ haivanas (however u spell it. i remb it as the slipper shop)
-sunnies! (oh yes. any recommendations on where to get nice sunnies? ((: )
-teeees
-lesser school days!
-longer hair
-straightener/curler
-longer eye lashes!
-anna sui blck heads dissolver ((:
-nail polish!
-samsung anna sui phone (:
-gold/silver bag

oh wells. some of those are stuff i wun really get. but i like to wish that i will get them some day. (: oh yes. i forgot. the diamond ring. haha! kidding!

back from shopping! realised that i only have 3 pathetic days to go. 1 of which i have to go back to sch for my cca. oh wells. today's shopping trip may be one of the last before the Os. ew. thats bad. )): haha.. but i have decided not go go shopping for the next 4 months cos i've spent a little too much today. went to charlotte to get a ring (: aquamarine. its like interchangable. so cool right? check out their webbie (: www.charlotte.de
almost done with all my hw except for the dreadful sciences and lit. can some kind soul please do it for me? haha.. i like my new template. its so sweet (; haha.. but i didn't design it though. many thanks to the designer. which is i dunno who. haha.. dun remb her name. maybe i should add swirls. ((:
i have to go giordano some day. to get the orange polo. i saw one at polo ralph lauren. but they dun have it in my size. ): today was pretty nice. went for brunch at the imperial rest. the food is really good! teochew cuisine. yumy. (: then walked around. got shirts for my dad. mom got gloss and nail polishes. then got the sk2 compact powder for myself. mom insisted i get it. haha.. so i just did lar. its so dumb. u have to pay an extra 30 bucks for the stupid casing that costs at most 10 bucks. bleah. and its so big lar. wonder how it'll fit into my bag. oh wells. i think i'll be possible if i stop bringing so many glosses out. haha! i wanna get a metallic gold bag! does anyone have any idea where to get it? i want something simple. not those with so many buckles. the one i saw at the allison burns webbie is simple yet nice. ((: but its like 400 plus sgd. and i have to pay shipping fees too. sigh. yepps. so after that walked over to paragon. hmmm... went for tea at bakerzin. i still love their strawberry shortcake as much. (: mom had mango mousse. which was equally as good. haha.. got dad some bread for breakfast tmr then headed to the supermarket to get ham blah blah. then went home after that. the jam wasn't that bad. which was good. had a headache. popped in panadol. felt better. and feeling drowsy now. *yawns* guess its time i get sleep! gotta wake up early tmr. ((: school's starting! and im dreading it ):


emma*

holidays = remedials?
been for sooo many remedials lately. was late for today's. =X at first i had totally no idea what chia was talking about. was like. so lost. then slowly, the stuff came back. methane.ethane and i dunno what. anyway, bio was kinda interesting today. but it ended at like 12. so late. realised by the end of the lesson that lim eats almost nothing. cept for veggies.lol.
mom's been nagging alot lately. she's gets real pissed wf me when i say i wanna go out. the facial expression changes in a split second. gosh. wonder how she does that. was pissed at yesterday cos i forgot i have tuition ok. then i reached home at like 5.15. when tuition's at 5.30. oh wells. but i made it in time. right?haha..
anyways, had quite a fun time yesterday. i reached somerset at like 10 plus and waited for jean. and when jean came, guess what? she forgot to bring her ticks. laughed like hell. she's so sotong lar. then went back with her. took the wrong train to dhoby ghaut. i guess we're super pro blur sotongs. was abit late for the lit seminar and the stupid guy diidn't even check ticks. i sooo wanna murder him. the seminar was pretty boring. cos she's just saying everything from the booklet. this girl beside me was super sweet okie. she lent me her booklet cos jean and i dun have it. then her voice's like so high. ok. i shan't be mean. haha..she's so sweet. (: jean and i was like crapping and all and she was telling me about the gay guys that she knows who happen to be quite cute people. she crapped alot then later made this guy beside the sweet girl cry. haha.. that was super funny. cos he laughed too much. haha.
then went to have lunch at spaggedies wf jean and xiany. went to buy xiany's eyeliner. we decided to buy eye shadow instead. so i took the role of the make up artist ((: haha.. tried on xiany. she looked pretty good with it. but i duno why after awhile, the eye shadow made her look like she had a blue black. haha.. then we tried something lighter and i dunno why or how, i somehow ended up with green eye shadow on me. was difficult to rub it off so ended up going to the apple centre with jean with green eye shadow. bleah. finally could. so i didn't have to go home green eyed. haha.
oh wells, gtg to bed now. (: going to grandma's hse tmr. ((:

-emma*

DONNA: what do u mean by 'hard to believe my name's still there-' and that i look different and whether i'll be the same?
i'm so lost seriously, what do you mean??
oh btw, thanks for getting me a PINK postcard. (: can't wait to receive it! (:
oh yes, ocean's album is out! do u have it there in UK? cos if u dun have it i can like DHL it over to you. ((: i miss you! school life's no fun without you. really. ):

anyways, been ages since i last blogged. dun really have time too. so many make up lessons and all. grr.. like half of my hols are eaten up. i feel like i have been ripped off of my personal time. went for 2 lit forums lately. its like imformation overload. i can't remember much now. except for juxtapose. i dun even remember what it is. gosh. my memory's failing me again. anwyays, some speakers are really... not that good. cos they used singlish. i still think they should stick to proper english for presentations. esp literature presentations. not that my english's darn good or anything. im only a B4. but i really really liked our sch's presentation. it was GREAT! not because im a cedarian and im saying this because they're cedarians. but becos it was really good. oh. jean was sir toby. sexayy. haha..
the chinese Os is finally over. i hope i can scrap an A. seriously. i mean, i noe my oral's gonna be like 19 so i'll have to so really well for listening compre i guess. or i should speak more chinese from now on? but who to? my dad's overseas. ): i miss him. he's off to beijing. should have went with him. i would if i didn't have to attend yucky remedials. i wanna go somewhere. now.
i realised how much i missed my friends.those i haven't seen for a long time.and those who are overseas. ): please come back this year alright?
fong has once again influenced me. now im kinda excited bout prom too. haha.. well, her plan's to go clubbing after prom. this is gonna be fun(: but on second thoughts no. cos my mom will never allow. or. we could book a hotel room and play the whole night. and vodka. hmmm (:haha.. and she calculated, we only have one week to shop for prom. which is kind little. but i think its okie. cos most pple are just like gonna get a dress and all right? haha..
tuition tmr. i so very much wanna go watch mr and mrs smith. im deprived of movies. well, watched secret window on dvd yesterday. another one of those schizo shows. like the beautiful mind.
yawns. tired. and bored. ):

the torturous mid years are finally over! and i treated myself to some retail therapy. i finally got my birkenstocks!

well, my mid year results are disapointing as usual. yes it is.
chinese- B3
english- B4
a math- E8
e math- B3
bio- F9
phys/chem- C6
ss/geog- B4
literature- C6
therefore, my freaking L1R5 's 26

oh wells, im still thinking where i can go with 26 points. lol.
not like i care. im just going to mug like crazy. if thats possible for me.
so i won't be coming online for quite some time cos i need to devote my time to chinese. get at least an A for chinese i hope. and work hard for the Os. then, go for a relaxing trip. haha..
oh wells, there's nothing much i wanna say. not that i can say anything much. blog's are just.. horrible somehow.
gtg now! wanna finish the hols hw by this week. (:
like real. haha!


-emma

neverland- love psychedelico

so long my memories
all beneath my love
siren, the silence
far, i hear my voice

so calm, i'm going down
gently inside

day dream of the neverland
far, i close my eyes

so slow, im going down
deep inside

wish of the darkness
silently falling
into the light
the way from the darkness
to neverland

so long my melodies
all behind my words
shadows of silence
hide my time away

slow down, calling my heart
moving inside...



a nice song that i like. hmm... this band's pretty good. the lyrics will sound weird cos its like english and jap.
i wanna grow up. i wanna be 21. the lives of 21ers are like cool. its sucky. though people day its sweet sixteen. i wanna escape. singapore's so... small. i guess i've made up my mind. i hate the school life now. i wanna go overseas. i guess its time i grow up. i can't be daddy's little girl all the time can i? at one point in my life, i gotta learn how to cook and operate the washing machine and learn how to live on my own isn't it?
but on second thoughts, i'm not sure. i guess i'll apply for a poly. i hate the jc sch system. its just like an extended stay in secondary sch. just that there's guys and yuckier subjects that you won't even use in ur life.
my dad's so outdated. he asked me if i can drive when im 18 . haha.. told him i can only do that when im 21. he wants to get me a sports car. i told him i dun wanna get robbed. (:
mercs clk is so damn nice. the advert is nice. dunno if the car is. haha! mom saw it and was thinking of changing her car. the advert has definately done its job. (:
went shopping. bought a tee. thats all. i wanna get shoesssss. and sunnies. (:


-emma

haven't blogged for ages.the myes are like finally over.left with lit papers on tuesday. i can't really be bothered cos im gonna fail my other papers anyway. so, one more fail isn't gonna make a diff. but im still gonna study a little of course. cos my mom's nagging. went out for lunch yesterday with bro and mom for mothers day. wanna get my mom this gucci wallet, but i only have like 150 bucks with me. ): and the wallet costs like 400 i think. or was it 600. oh wells, shall like save up and get it for her for her birthday.

watched lord of the dance yesterday with fong. its was pretty good. (: saw ann yesterday too. what a conincidence. haha.. anyways, fong was like saying she wanna get heels cos it seems like alot of people are wearing them. hmm... anyways, still have not decided what to wear for the wedding dinner on vesak day, at the gran hyatt. chan soo sen's gonna be there too. haha.. one of my dad's friend's son's wedding. not like i know any of them. i seriously dun wanna go. its so dumb. i'll have nobody to talk to and i can only eat at like 9pm. which is like freaking sucky. but hyatt's not bad lar.so i agreed to go. anyway, if the food sucks, i can go to mezza9 or the cafe, of the straits kitchen right? have yet to try the straits kitchen yet. its suppose to be not bad. hmm..
i guess i should just wear my white dress. but i dun have the shoes. bleah. i hate dinners.

oh wells, i gtg mug now. for lit. anyway, im going shopping tmr. haha!

-emma

childhood (:

its kinda weird, that these days, i have been thinking alot about my childhood days.
haha.. i miss the times in kindergarten.
was like playing all day and i had my hair braided every single day.
i remember 2 boys who were really funny.
cos they would keep asking me if i liked him better or something.
haha! then i remember one of them giving me a flower.
it was pink in colour. so cute. haha.. but i wonder where he is now?
i love my childhood. my mom and dad used to be out pretty often.
cos my mom used to go to the office,
so i would go down to the playground near my hse,
i was living in a condo last time,
and play on the swing. i looooved it. loads (:
i still do looove the swing now.
if i have my own house in future, i would want a swing there. ((:
then i moved on to primary sch, i also moved hse too..
primary sch was pretty fun too,
i mean.. pri 1 and 2, often skipped rope during recess,
and hopscotch too (: oh! and 5 stones. haha..
i still remember this stall aunty who keeps calling me 'xian hui',
cos she can't pronounce my chinese name correctly, haha..
for ur info, its xuan hui.
well, my dad would fetch me to sch everyday,
and my mom would also pick me up.
i remember joining chinese orchestra in pri 2,
i wonder why i did, haha..
oh! i remember, i wanted to play the gu zhen,
cos i think its damn nice, but somehow i ended up with the erhu.
haha! i remember this really nice chinese teacher, wu lao shi.
but he passed away.. ): he's really really nice ((:
anyway, the sch shifted to the new compound, and it was on the news!
and i remember me being on the news, i was so darn happy.
but i only appeared for like 3 secs. haha..
then i joined loads of crappy lessons in pri sch, like.. calligraphy
i quit my cca when i was in pri 5, cos i didn't really like the erhu. lol.
the people in my class was like super fast! and i was like super slow.
anyway, the teacher praised me cos i was like.. slow and yar. whatever. haha..
i remember doing really silly stuff to trav. oops!
like.. drawing on his green 'cow skin' patterned pencil case.
cos i dun like it. haha.. i drew loads of smileys (:
i guess he still keeps it. haha.. ((:
ooh.. and in pri 5, i remember having to act in some play,
i really didn't want to but the teacher insisted that i did.
it was this samson and delilah play, from the bible...
i was pretty sucky, i know. haha..
was wearing my white long dress (:
i dun really remember the play now. well, not much.
then it was pri 6, i didn't really feel stressful. haha..
i remember putting cedar as a choice cos i liked the uniform.
haha..my family wanted me to go to a girls sch,
well, as usual, they still ferried me around,
i guess they're just scared i'll get tangled up in relationships.
oh wells... my mom's still worried nowadays.
haha.. and on that very year, pri 6, i had to see my mom go through the pain of chemotherapy.
it made me realise how much i love her,
and i didn't want to lose her.
she told me she had the will to live because she wanted to see me get married with some nice guy,
haha.. i didn't want to disappoint her, so i worked hard for my psle, and well, my hard work paid off.
i still do love her alot. as a child, i always got what i wanted.
till now, its still the same.
i miss my childhood days, i miss playing with barbie dolls and all.
i miss watching cartoons all day and going shopping at forum.
i miss how my maid used to braid my hair
i miss the stressless days.
i miss not having to care about how i look and all.
i miss my childhood friends. (:
i miss the swing ((:

i miss my childhood...


[[emma_____*

weee~!
came back from my weekly shopping spree.
well.. it won't be weekly anymore though.
next week, im gonna start mugging like crazy.
anyways, got most of the stuff im suppose to get,
maining stuff from la senza. i just looove that shop.
its so damn nice.
hmmm... well, considering the fact that i wun be spending much in the near future,
i guess today's can like cover for a month. =X
-12 items from la senza
-3 skorts from op
-gwen stefani's album
-OC SEASON 1!
-lovers in paris dvd
-mickey necklace + bracelet from swarovski
-california strawberries

shucks! i forgot to buy the buffer. again! ahhhh!!
i seriously have to write it somewhere. or perhaps,
some kind soul will help me get it? (:

im so screwed. i haven't finished the a math paper.
cos well, i guess i just can't do work after tv.
my mind'll just wander off. and i can't even do simple differentiation!
oh wells, learnt my lesson. (:

oh. about the california strawberries.
im soooo disappointed. really. now i know why people say u pay for the quality.
i would rather pay 10.90 for the korean ones than 4.50 for the cali ones.
cos the korean ones is serioualy much much much ncicer.
the cali ones are just disappointing. ):
should have asked my dad to get them instead. grrr..
at least i know my dad'll get me nice stuff (:

i wanna get shoeeesss! my birkenstock!!!!

anyways,
i <3 DELPHINUS!
they were really great yesterday! so proud of them!! (((((:
they rock! yes! they dooo!
the silver drill cane was superb!
i couldn't see much of the parade, cos well, the guy sitting diagonal to me was just too tall!
well, to be exact, everybody in front of me is. ):
the toy soldiers performance was sooooo cute!!!!
im so proud of delphinus. they did cedar np proud. ((:
they rockk~~! i wanna go back next year. (:
weeeee~~!


[[emma_____*

its been ages since i last blogged! (:
went for a shopping trip yesterday.
cos i haven't been doing so for AGES.
got a blue tee from guess (: with an orange heart at the top right side.
face wash and cleansing oil from fancl.
notebook for xiany
a book, babyji
women's weekly, style, seventeen
pens and pencils
dkny apple perfume + lip balm
thats all (: its pretty satisfying. (:
went to miss sixty though. tried this red tee.
i kinda liked it. but its 122. so decided not to get it.
wanted to get stuff from mango.
but decided not to also. cos mango is just too...
like.. u see it everywhere u go kinda thing.
i still haven't gotten any nice shoes.
): still mourning over the fact that mommy gave my kitten heels away
and now, i can't find it. grrr.. my pink and white ones! ):
and she got herself another of those birkenstock-y sandals.
those with the sequins and gems and stuff. from this shop called lulu.
this shop is COOL. really. the shoes are nice. but they're all so heel-y.
mommy got those green ones. with is so damn nice.
grrr.. i want pink one!!!!!
-gotta go forum to get myself a pink birkenstock
-gotta go delphi orchard to get cherell's pressie + see if there's nice stuff
((:

anyway, i realised that.. after taking over. i've learnt many stuff.
stuff that i would never have known if i wasn't an nco.
trying to find solutions for the squad.
i realised that almost everyday, im learning something new from them.
sigh. im gonna pass out in well.. 3 months time.
i know i'll miss them. but i'll remember them always.
they rock my life. (:

if you learn to forgive and forget, and to accept everyone for who they are, life would be much better.
if you give in a little and give others a chance.
you'll see that sparkle in her.
you'll get to know what u've never known about her before
and then, u'll think.. well, maybe she isn't that bad after all.
nobody is. you just need to give everyone a chance.
put urself in her shoes, how would she feel?

people just need to accept others for who they are and what they are
cos one day, you never know, you may be that 'others',
someone who hopes for acceptance.
people always say that its the inside that matters,
but how many can actually do that?
how many people can not care about appearance?

its hard to find a guy who truly loves you,
accept you for who you are, what you are,
a guy who would do anything for you,
just to make you happy,
just to see that smile of urs.
i guess that chance only comes once,
so if you ever meet someone like that,
don't miss that chance (:

oh wells, i shall stop thinking so much (:


-emmalyne

this is so gross
im in the process of wasting 6 hours of my life
how nice
i feel like pulling everyone's hair out
gosh. im insane. i wanna watch the pacifier. however u spell it
i dun reall give a damn.
i wish i had like a sister or something
grrr..

anyways, on the bright side,
my dad promised me he will get me a new beetle cabriolet.
once i learn how to drive! weee~! he rocks!!
i looove my daddy. loads (:

anyways. im still bored.
i wish i had a kid to play with. lol.
i wish my bro was married with a daughter.
yes. thats it. its sucha perfect plan.
i shall start looking for women.


[[emma_____*

-by cherell (:

i know i should be studying and doing my hw now.
but i just dun want to.
haha. i have heaps of homework today.
e math, 2 exercises
a math, small change
english, outline of essay
study for chinese mini test.
but i just dun feel like doing anything.
i feel so cheated just now. grr..
went to ps then had to rush back to sch.
and realised that the small meeting was only for less than 10 mins.
): i wanted to get cds kaes! and look out for xiany's pressie.
grr.. waste my time only.
but anyway. had loads of fun at swensens. cos we crapped alot.
i realised i always pronounce stuff wrongly. and say them wrongly.
like.. frattened fry.
haha.. lol. i suck at 1)spelling 2) typing 3)speaking
anyways. i hope i can do that everyday. i mean. have lunch with my buddies.
i realised that i truly love them alot. (:
i love u guys!! *muaaacks*
weee~!
even though i get occasionally made fun of. cos they think im bimbotic.
but im not right? yes. please nod ur heads. (: thats right.
well. at least i have brains. wee~! haha.. oh man. im going bonkers.
okies. back to earth. can't wait till 22 april! going canoeing. 1-7 then on 23rd april, 9-2. haha!
loads of fun! (:

ive come to rescue my dying blog.

nothing new for 8 days. i bet u guys missed me. (:

oh wells. i wasn't studying. i was pretty much slacking at usual.
i finally finished the last episode of the 'tian long ba bu' yesterday at exactyle 12.55.
the ending was pretty sad.
woke up at 9 plus in the morn. checked phone. nothing.
went back to bed and slept till 11.
im sucha slacker. i hate school. i dun wanna go.
can i please drop out of school?
i wish i could. i dun wanna go to jc or whatsoever.
its just making life miserable.
monotonous.
it sucks. sigh.
how i wish the next 5 years of my life would pass fast.
then i would be doing something new at least.

im always depressed when im bored.
im been thinking lately...
where will i go when i die?
is there really heaven and hell?
what if. like fong said. when u die, u realised there's no heaven and hell
and u've been cheated for many years of ur life.
and when u die, u just disappear into thin air.
whereupon the soul flew from the body
will that really happen?
i wonder what its like to die.
will there be a next life?
and was there a previous?
i wonder what i was in my previous life.
considering the fact that im so lucky now,
maybe i was really unlucky in my previous life.
thats why im so lucky now.

sometimes. i think i should be contended with what i have.
and not ask for anything more.
so what if i own branded stuff.
it just goes to show that im a materialistic girl
i dun need LVs and dior stuff, do i?
but somehow, when i go to the boutiques,
i wished and hoped i own one of those.
why?

i know i could just tell her i liked this and that.
and she would buy it for me even if it was expensive.
but when she bought stuff for herself.
she would often spend a long time thinking if she should.
i think i have been too selfish. i still am.
they always agreed and gave me what i wanted.
but never once did i give them what they wanted.
i'm such a disappointment.
i promised them time after time that i will do better for my next examinations
but they always end up disappointed.

i have decided to start studying
so.. i'll not be coming online often?
i guess u all must be like laughing till u fall off the chair or something
yar. i'll try not to. and use my time more productively.
like trying my best to finish watching 40 episodes
of 'tian1 long2 ba1 bu4'. i love it! its so damn nice. lol.
nah. kidding. i will use this time to study.
and try to watch like one episode everyday
i have no idea why i like those 'wu3 xia2 pian4'
haha.. i guess most pple wun believe that.
heyy. i can like brush up my chinese a lil right?
when watching it.
but i'm like reading the eng subs anyway.
haha.. gtg now. tuition (:
got myself a handphone accesory. from swarovski. its cute ((:

to wilson: cheer up (: well. i guess u should prioritize. like.. well. not completely giving up on music. maybe u should spend a lil more time on studying now? then perhaps ur parents would see that u're studying and allow u to go.

okie. i give bad advice. =X

sighs. i hate Os. don't you?
mom and bro and even my dad has been drilling me to start studying
and for the whole of yest. mom has been asking me if i started studying
and which i would study first
and i must finish my tuition work and yada yada yada.
bro was like. my friend who's taking Os this year is not going out.
u noe why? cos she wanna study.
like whatever. u want me to be a geek and have no life?
sure i'll do that.
and give u 6 bloody points.
and go to rjc. and become a freaking nerd.
and be a doctor or something.
and well. work my ass off. every single day.
grr. i shall start studying. bleah. or perhaps act like i am.



[[emma_____*

boredd.
well. thats why im online right? duh
im just so disappointed in myself.
im such a disappointment
getting such shitty results
and im like taking my Os this year.
i hope the Os will just go awaay soon
mrs foo was telling us about how schools made mistakes
when choosing their lit texts.
what if... we went in to the hall
just to find that there are no kotc and 12th night qns?
oh man. that'll be sucha nightmare.

the leader's investiture was not bad this year.
esp the psl's performance. and the cca leaders? ((:
i just loved the part when bella and fatima did their thing
with the sunglasses and all
so cool (:
jean danced real well too (:
cheerios!

still bored.
thinking if i should watch the julian hee show.
haha.. watched coyote ugly today. was bored.
i still love every bit of that show. and the guy ( adam garcia)
was soo sweet to the girl. lalala.. i love that show
i think im weird.
i actually notice girls more than i notice guys now.
oh no. dun tell me im turning lesb. lol.
maybe i shall go find myself a bung.



[[emma_____*

spongebob~

went to watch spongebob with fong
it was a ok ok movie
just really lame and well. not really that funny
just lame
kinda regretted actually ):
argh. should have like gone shopping or something instead
but oh wells. i had a great time laughing though
went to mango. tried this dress on. i think its pretty nice.
but the top part's a lil too big =X
decided not to get it.
still waiting for my copine dress to arrive (:
i wanna get new shoess.
my mom gave awaay my kitten heels.
without telling me
): i liked them! and i still do!
shall go get the same identical one.
or something nicer.
fong said my shopping list was too.
materialistic. is it?


[[emma_____*

today's pretty disgusting.
seriously.
i can't kick ball for nuts
was laughing like crazy when we were suppose to shield the ball
bella was my partner. haha..
so lessons were boring as usual.
got my progress report back.
results were sucky. l1r5 of like 20++
i can soooo make it to a jc.
and guess what? i got 0 for chinese.
woohoo~!
thats the best results ever.
freak
'amiable young lady who is meticulous in her work'
ng wrote that. haha!
emma's going crazy. i hate school.
shall just drop out.
forgetful emma let her wallet in school and went home.
jean got it for me
checked my money and i realised
50 bucks is missing.
sheesh.
this sucks.
sucky forgetful me. leaving my wallet in school
shall not tell mummy.
she'll most prob like lecture me again
cos im super forgetful
its so surprising i dun forget what designs there are for brands
grr....
jean looks cute in the witchy costume though. hehe..
freak. stupid day. bleah.




[[emma_____*

sentosa!

wee~!
went to sentosa yesterday!
with joce and char again.
haha..
went super early cos they already got their bikinis
well. not that im gonna buy one
bought my tankini from billabong
then went to kayak
((:
i loooooove kayaking
joce and i were well... pretty pro i have to say
haha! as compared to this group of girls lar
oh gosh. so bhb =X
so we kayaked a little. till our hands were pretty tired.
then decided to tan ourselves?
i put like tons of sun block
shall get like spf 100++ next time
and surprisingly. for once. my face isn't burnt
not even one bit! ((:
but my shoulders and back is ):
and feet. haha..
took photos. hehe.. joce is seriously obsessed.
oh shucks. is that the why u spell obsessed?
i can't believe im from a lit class =X
ooh wells. then i got a smoothie from new zealand natural
their strawberry x'treme shake is just..
heavenly?
im a sucker for strawberries. i love them. (((:
im still waiting for my korean strawberries (:
daddy's gonna get them for me. muahaha
okie. then it started to drizzle a little. and we were very wet
decided to go bathe
then went off
met wilson to pass him his wallet ((:
went home after that. did homework. slacked. slept
loooove my kate spade bag. (((:





[[emma_____*

AFT!

aft was damn fun!
i was like.. unwilling to go at first.
but i dun regret even one bit
it was just nice.
everybody was just there to have fun!
which is just soooo nice
we sat a van in. woohoo~!
the double flying fox was superb
its around 5 storeys high i think
was kinda scared to jump down.
though there were harnasses
(however u spell it)
then when i jumped the feeling was just..
woohoo~
the rest were pretty okie. hehe..
tried the advanced and intermediate high elements
like everyone else.
the intermediate was 7m i think
then the advance's 9m.
the advanced one was pretty okie
the sliding was a little hard though
but i looooved it (:
lalala..
woohoo~
im tanner than usual now. haha!
thinking if i should still go on saturday
kayaking! (:
why am i suddenly soo... outdoor-ish?
I LOVE ROBBIE WILLIAMS!
he's so sexay and hot. XD
just watched his concert.
he's good. 375000 people at his concert.
whoa~!
haha (: emma's tired now. wanna go sleep. *yawns*

woohoo~
[[emma_____*

emma loooves to shop (:

shopping!
i loooove shopping.
today's great. hehe..
got quite a number of things.
ripcurl tote bag
kate spade straw bag with pink leather
dior ultra girly lipstick
fancl face wash
ice cream (:
thats about all.
lalala..
going to pulau ubin tmr. ):
hope it'll be alright?
haha.. can't wait to try flying fox actually.
lalala..
emma loves shopping.
mom can't decide which bag to buy.
LV coloured monogram or celine bag
she got a celine instead. the colour's damn nice ((:
she says she'll get an LV next time.
manhatten? or coloured monogram bag. lalala
the cherry bag is cute though. heh..
oh wells. gtg now. tatas!

[[emma_____*

shopping ((:

i haven't been shopping for ages. haha.. so finally i went shopping on monday. ((:
and after so long of not shopping, the stuff that i wanna get is out of stock. like the pink dior logo ring. they only have it in silver ): and i wouldn't step into the store at the first level to check. cos the service sucks. then once again, the dior lip thingy i want is also out of stock. but i got the nail polish anyway. haha..

got a tee from a/x. its simple but quite nice lar. then got other stuff. and i dun really remember what i got. bleah. shall get one of the esprit bags tmr. and maybe a ripcurl. lalala.. i still haven't gotten anything from my shopping list. well. only 2 stuff.

im bored now. yawns. wanna go to bed.

[[emma_____*

island life, love it (:

went to sentosa today! ((: went for the cancer kids walk. it was pretty okie. char and i were the last one to finish. hahaha.. cos we were really slack lar. strolling summore.and chit chatting. haha.. but not like i give a damn.

so after the talk went to cycle (: then went to tan ourselves. i'm apparantly burnt. yes. my face is red. cos well. the super sotong emma forgot to bring her sun block. and buy the time she went to get tanning oil, it was after she's burnt. hahaha.. then sotong queen was saying she wanna get a bikini. and char too. then sotong queen was saying, there are 2 types of people who can wear bikinis. the first is those who are busty. and the second is those who are skinny. whatever lar. haha.. that woman just called me and ask me to go bikini hunting with her on saturday. and go tanning too. haha.. thinking if i should go. have decided that i would most prob go bikini hunting with them. haha.. though i wun be buying one. will get a tankini instead (: i wanna go kayaking. ((: wee~!


[[emma_____*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRATER! (:

i LOVE crater. ((:

i can't believe i actually bothered to practise for a math and even started doing the hols hw. since when was emma so hardworking? haha.. it must be my mom and bro. esp my mom, constantly reminding me to do my work and revise. if my mid years results are bad, i'll just have to stop myself from coming online. oh wells.

im just feeling kinda moody today. first mrs choo was like kinda mad at me. she was like pissed lar. then during phys prac, i broke some stupid mirror. does that mean im gonna like have bad luck for the rest of my life?

sucky. sucky. sucky. school life is just so damn sucky. grr... tmr's the last day of sch. like wow. and i dun even feel a thing. cos of the pile of hw we're supposed to do. i might as well not have a holiday. cos i'll just like study or something.

anyway, saw this twelve21 shop at heeren. think its new. saw pink and silver birkenstock sandals. ((: i wanna get it!! shall go ask my mom. but the peddar red one is much nicer. but they only have the green left.

thinking bout what xiany said. she's says im short. okie. i know im short. shall go buy loads of heels and try to look tall. try. but heels are just killer shoes. its just too lame to go shopping in heels.

oh wells. gtg now. going to finish up my HOMEWORK. and do revision for my piano theory exam.


fly awaayy_____*
[[emma_*

been quite some time since i last updated. went to the career fair thingy yesterday.with xiany and fong. it was pretty okie. went to get the brochure for the hotel management school in switzerland! coolio (: the guy was very friendly. teaching me how to go to the sch's webbie. lol. then walked around. went to loads of booth. except for the 'study in china' booths. they're pretty empty and the people at the china booths looked damn bored. i can't believe im actually considering medicine? emma and medicine just doesn't match. fong was like laughing her head off. they're like.. i wun wanna go to ur clinic. haha.. okie. so thats a bad choice. my dad wants me to do medicine. bleah. i seriously dunno what i wanna do. the director of tourism shopping in stb is cool. saw the interview with her. straits times. she's.. wow. ooh wells.

went to millenia walk with fong to study. well i didn't study. cos we sat outside yoshinoya and the wind was freaking strong. so most of the time i was just reading my book. and hair was messed up. looked like a mad woman. i tried on fong's specs. i look darn intellectual. wow. haha.. shall get those kinda specs next year. jean came after really long. she did her homework. well. part of. candy empire is super. they have the ferrero chocs. which is niceeeee! daphne gave me one. its white choc i think. ((: got some stuff for mummy. i met wilson after that. and he gave me my v day pressie. very very belated. i know. my fault. =X the paper weight was cuteee ((: bought mango mousse for family. the wind was so strong that by the time i got home, the fruits on the cake were well. not on the cake? haha..

fong and jean came over for dinner. then they did homework. i just like did my theory. then they just slacked in my room. haha.. they went back at 10 plus.. yepps. gtg for dinner!

emmaaa*

life

school's been really really boring these days. not that it has ever been interesting. had chi orals yesterday. it was just really sucky. i couldn't read loads of words and it wasn't fluent. the conversation was just crap. some topic on handphones and also another on neighbours. i dun even talk to my neighbours for goodness sake! so i made up some freakin crap. i hope i get like.. at least 17. the same as last year. my oral used to be good. that was like. when i was in primary school. i seriously do speak normal well.. chinese chinese. not ang moh-y. just that during orals i just dun noe what to say.......

piano teacher's coming. my theory test's next next week. and im still slacking. ): after that gonna do a math. rum is just gross. she's so freakin impatient. grr...

i seriously have no idea what i wanna do with my life. i dun wanna take my Os. i just wanna escape. 10 or below. my bro and mom said i would get like 14. cos im sucha slacker. whatever.

things emma should do

1) stop slacking

2) stop slacking

3) stop slacking

4) start revising

5) lesser tv

6) shop lesser

7) pay attention in class

8) stop talking during chinese

9) do chi homework

10) come online only twice a week




fly awaay______*


emmaaa*

goal: below 10 for Os.

i want. i must. i will.

homework homework and more homework!

i can't believe i finished most of my homework! i still have english and biology. i was staring at my biology homework and i didn't even know what to write. i have forgotten almost everything. pretty sure about it. sighs. this goes to show how terrible my memory is. i will just have to start revising. maybe i'll get a bio tutor. or go for bio tuition? =X oh wells. will try to find the answers to the qns.

went with mummy for her check up yesterday.the results are fine. so there's no problem! just that her leg's hurting. but the doc says it'll heal. maybe in a year's time? yepps. mummy got 2 more slippers from peddar red again. she just couldn't resist. haha.. its really cute lar. i wanted to get this pair of red shoes. but i dunno if i should. hmmm... red or yellow. oh wells. shall not buy anymore shoes. i have no place to put them in anyway. cos my mom occupied the 2 largest cupboards and also one not so big one. my bro have 3 too. dad has like half. haha.. and i occupy only one of the not so big ones. and half of yet another not so big cupboard. ): i finally. finally. finally got a denim skirt that is the length i wanted. ((: lucky me. hehe.. perlini's stuff is really niceeee. i love that shop. got a heart shaped ring from there. and a pair of gecko ear studs. niceee!

didn't go out today. was sucha slacker. bro came home and slacked for a while today. claims that he forgot to bring something. and ended up reading the papers and watching tv with us. haha..he said my new hairstyle. which isn't really very diff from the previous one, it like too gentle for me. whats that suppose to mean! anyways. im sucha good girl today. i did my chinese. and finished up the last bit of my math. and also did ss. *smiles*

should i watch a series of unfortunate events? it seeems nice. i watched the advert like more that 100 times in cal last year. haha..or watch some other movie. try to sneak in and watch closer? or the jap cartoon? or hide and seek.nono. shall not watch horror movies anymore. white noise looks disgusting. oh wells. gotta go off to do some research for english now. the mosquito coil's smell is kinda gross. though it really helps. =S


fly awaay____*

emmaaa

just read the character analysis donna did. and i realised i miss her loads! i miss kath loads too!! ): but its okie. i'll see them soon. haha.. i realised that im very self-centered. its all about me myself and i. just like what my bro said too. oh wells. maybe i should change for the better and start caring more for the people around me. (:

no school today! only had to go for aikido. maybe i should like take up aikido lessons. but on second thoughts. i think not. went to parkway with mummy. got myself 3 books. what lola wants, memoirs of a geisha and the virgin suicides. i know they aren't exactly new books. but they look interesting anyway.

had tuition today. differentiation sucks. i hate it. i suck at it. ):

oh wells. aikido tmr. then going out with mummy. going to the hosp. for her check ups. after that its shopping! ((:

i really envy my parents. alot. cos its like.. they're married for 35 years and they're still so loving? sometimes they're really like those young couples. joking and laughing and stuff. not many couples are like that when they're like married for 35 years! still.. my dad dotes on my mom. alot. envies* haha.. oh wells. i love them to bits and pieces (:



emmaaa*

i just feel depressed all of a sudden.

sometimes. i feel that she's quite a control freak.

but its okie. whatever it is. i noe its for my own good and yada yada yada.

and i love her. so its alright. sighs. i dunno what to do with my life. overseas? sajc? or tp.

i hope someone can just like make the decision for me.
if i go overseas. well. i'll miss everyone. esp family and jean and fong.
if i go to sajc. he'll be there. and maybe jean and fong too (:
if i go to tp. it'll be loads of fun. studying at sentosa.

ooh wells. i can't wait till the Os are over. switzerland. (:

its been ages siince i blogged. i know that. but its just that well.. nothing interesting's happening in my life. haha.. these days its just school work. and loads of slacking. and well. i still seriously can't stand lum. i have never felt that irrtated and pissed with someone in my whole life.

went to tp's open house today. i like the tourism and hospitality course. its just cool. (: 1st year in tp, 2nd year in sentosa and 3rd year's internship programme. i tole my mom that and guess what she asked me. why don't you teach instead? well. i think teaching's not something i wanna do. i do not want to die of stress. grr..

im so slacky these days. sighs. the Os are this year. and im still going out every weekend. instead of studying. and iim actually thinking of getting below 10.

i think i'll die soon. its not really me to be so pessimistic. but everything bad's like happening this year. or end of last year. first the tsunami. earthquakes. terrorists. diseases. stupid weather. i dun think i'll live that long. why am i thinking of this?? *shakes head*

SAJC or TP?

sighs. i don't seem to be able to make up my mind.



live for today_____* emmaaa

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shopping yesterdat totally rocks lar. haha.. met fong at 1130. then went to orchard. it was pretty okie. not that packed. so i like listed down what i wanted to get. a tote bag and a skirt thats knee length. fong wanted to get ear studs. jean getting chi new year clothings. wanted for jean. so went to topshop. forgot what i tried on there. oh. this jeans skirt. went to perlini's. fong couldn't decide what to buy lar. haiyo! i got this heart shaped ear stud. wanted to get the crystal ones. but that one costs like 38. then saw this really nice pendant. its like this heart. with a cross inside. too bad im not christian. haha! anyways. jean came to meet us after that. went to mos for lunch. i was damn hungry lar. haha.. then went to this shop... with disgusting salespersons. haha.. went to zara! hehe.. tried this brown shirt. i think it was alright. but the colour wasn't. its brown. ): jean tried this red top. which i thought was nice. but fong said it wasn't. so we just shopped around.

then went to city link mall. got 2 albums. (: jean went to meet friends. went to six with fong. the ear studs there is niceeeee. i kinda regretted not getting any studs from there now. haha.. but oh wells. shall go there some other time. fong and i were like trying the rings. and like.. saying we will only marry guys who will give us a diamond ring that BIG. hahaha... fong was talking bout a diamond as big as my plastic ring. she say she'll need sunglasses. hahaha.. but i wun do that lar. marrying a guy because he can afford to give me a BIG diamond. like what ben affleck gave to j.lo.. the pink diamond from tiffany's. thats like.. wow. went to sun tec. went to la senza ((: got some stuff from there. haha.. green is so damn nice. then went to look for a present for bro's friend's son. 1 year old kid. got this train thingy. the baby clothings are like sooo cute.

met jean after that. went to dorothy perkins. tried... quite alot of stuff actually. glad that jean got her new year clothings already (: fong also got a top from there. i tried this pink tube thingy. it was really nice. sort of in this colour.but lighter i guess. but it was actually too lose lar. haha..the green top was nice. sighs. haha.. i think im like in love with green.

after that i was really.. shutting down any moment. was seriously dead. legs was hurting. oooh.. this shop called aldo rocks. me and fong were looking at those pointy toed shoes. she said its good for kicking. so i guess, if u're traveling overseas. remember to get those. (: tried one. it was sooo damn high. i swear i could just fall and die.

reached home at like 9 plus. dead tired. but was watching the simple life. it was quite alright. but i think that paris hilton's really slutty. sorry for being mean =X anyways. i think nicole richie is alright. went online. i was practically sleeping actually.

yesterday was fun (:



emmaaa*

my brain's like totally not functioning now. i dun think i'll make any sense here. but oh wells. just wanna like.. kill time. going out with jean and fong tmr. ((: shall get a new denim skirt. hehe.. thinking if i should like finish the bergdof blonde book tonight. oh wells. guess i'll go like.. sleep instead....................................

i'm feeling sooooo lazy now. have yet to do stoopid a math homework. i really dislike mdm rum. sorry to say. but i really do hope that we will have a different a math teacher. sighs. at least mr khoo is a lil better? no. loads i should say. ):

have yet to look for fong's pic. well... been searching for it on getty images. didn't noe which one she liked ): so fong, if u're like free and have nothing to do, maybe u can help a little? sighs. still thinking if i should change my template to the hearts one i made. i still feel its kinda plain. shall wait for inspiration. haha..

had tuition in the morning and i sorta like overslept. again. yes. was suppose to wake up at 8 but ended up lazing in bed till 8.45. im such a sleepy head.i seriously think im like childhood deprived or something. i loooooooove watching cartoons. its like everyday when i get back home, i'll switch to nickelodeon. every sunday too. but its okie. right? haha..

went out with mom after tuition. i couldn't be bothered to dress up. so i just pulled out my hilfiger polo shirt and my jeans. wore whatever earrings was on the first layer of the box and the anna sui ring. then i still had like 10 mins to stone. oh man.. whats wrong with me! mommy finally got her beverly feldman sandals! she was like soooo happy. haha.. she's like in love with it. everyday she'll tell me ' hey,when u're free right, lets go down to tangs and co and see if they have the sandals k?' she'll say that to me almost every single day! haha.. so funny. went to esprit and got 2 polo tees, red and yellow, and also one pink shirt. ((:

my house has been decorated! hehe..went to get the pussy willow and also some chrysanthemum plants. and also thing chilli thingy. (:

orchid farm =X

i'm done with yet another template. its pretty plain. i know that. but the hearts pic is just damn cute. ((: anybody who's free go take a look at it? then well, maybe u can give me some comments? click here!

the orchid farm trip today was really boriiiing! just walked around the orchid farm endlessly, under the hot sun, and best of all, we couldn't hear a single thing the person was saying. so its like.. walking around looking at orchids. so after that, people were like just taking photos of their friends and stuff. haha.. and buying orchids. i got myself 4 stalks. 2 pink and 2 white ones. its kinda pretty. haha.. the dancing orchid thingy that jean said was also very cute lar. haha.. dunno the price though. mrs lim got loads of orchids for the school. wow. and made us carry it ):

i seriously need to do some studying! chem test, ss test and e math class test next week! i think i'll just spend time studying over the weekends. i'm still contemplating whether or not i should go back to my pri sch to visit on cny eve. should i go for my manicure and paint my nails pink or visit the teachers. but its just kinda weird seeing ur classmates after soooo long.. cos i haven't been going back. oops =X but oh wells.. its still kinda early right? haha.. (:

7 feb- donna's coming back! (:
8 feb- chinese new year's eve
9 feb- chinese new year
10 feb- chinese new year
14 feb-valentine's day

finished!

i finally finished making the template for wilson!! it's kinda plain actually.. but i think it was alright? well.. its my first one right? will try to make better ones in future. (: that is if i have the time to do so. and i dun really know how to use the paint shop pro. the program like like.. got stuck yesterday. i'm quite a computer dummy. i know that!

school was really boring today. haha.. chemistry was fun. cos its just mixing the chemicals. sort of like crapped with cherell during eng. was talking about opening a lip gloss shop and like.. having weird flavours like kaya, fish, chicken and yada yada yada. was really crapping lar. can't believe i actually said that. =X

waited for mom for quite a while. she said there was a jam outside or something. i really need to stop coming online for long hours.after my next template is done, i'm soooo gonna stop coming online. well.. not totally not come online. but like.. come online less often. or set some timing for myself.

going to the orchid farm tmr! i wanna go buy orchids! and we only have like 3 periods tmr! weee~! only e math, lit unseen and e math. thats all!! looking forward to tmr. (:

i'm online. again. promised him i'll make a template for him once i figure out how to. but its kinda confusing. haha.. i'll just try my best! anyways, i have sucessfully convinced 3 people to move to blogspot. hehe.. i'm downloading the paint shop pro. iits taking soooo long!

went out with mommy to taka after school today. she wanted to get this sandal from this shop called peddar red. she liked her white one sooooo much that she has decided to get black too. hehe.. which also means i can wear them too! haha.. okies. then had lunch at crystal jade. as usual. went to tangs and co to check if the beverly feldman sandal had mommy's size. but! they only had a size bigger of smaller ): maybe i'll check to see if there are other shops selling beverly feldman stuff. (: went to get the melon seeds and groundnuts for grandma and my uncle. then bought alot of cny goodies. yummy. the pineapple tarts are really nice! got some brownies from the brownie shop too. rocky road, sticky chewy goey,rasberry cheese. ((:

no homework for today! hehe.. so happy! still waiting for the photoshop pro to load. its taking ages. 97% done. hehe.. will try out the brushes with some pics. (: and most prob make one for myself after his? (:

disgusting

it is such a disgustingly stoopid day. first, i'm stuck at home. bored. then i can't sign into msn. is it just pure bad luck or what. grrr.. stupid freaking msn.